>>937538625
tough story man, still glad to see that you seem to take things well.
At least your perspective seems reasonable to an outsider like me.
Im in a similar boat, I love girls but god damn guys are just easier to be around (most of them atleast).
Would honestly prefer to not be bi because whenever I have a partner I desire things the other sex give me, making me always feel a bit unloyal and unworthy of their love.
Tbf. I never had an official bf though and am in closet for 95% of my social circle.