>>106193768
Its called the symphony of :D. The prime feeling you get when you get closer to nirvana of gemics the religion of emotion. You were once a mere flesh that had lost the spark in your life with every sensation being numbed out to the point you no longer associated yourself as a human anymore just a machine walking towards you inevitable end but ever since you started watching biboo you are slowly regaining the piece of your soul you thought you could never regain again. Its the very child like part of you emotion that due to some reason or other was long forgotten in order to steel yourself to be a better man. You were once burned out from all the heavy lifting you were doing all your life and now you were looking a new source of inspiration.
Now you have found her.Someone who wasn't born talented but has the one unique skill that most humans rarely possess. The indominatble will of humanity. The skill of working so hard that every single person who once looked at you with a sense of pity or thinking you as a useless being now looks at you with a sense of awe. 12 hr streaming + music lessons + dance lessons + meeting + moving to a new country whose language you dont know and living by yourself alone without any support yet still not breaking once and moving forward every single day. That is what my oshi is and that is what every pebble should strive to be.
A small rock which gather enough sand to be a mountain one day.