>>82386220
This is me but as a guy, having BPD is a bitch

>>33541048
They really were a meme up til 1970. CBT changed the game though and for the first time there was real empirical evidence of therapies helping people. Now they can cure 12 DSM diagnoses.

Do you dream in first or third person? My dreams are only in third person and it sucks, I can't dream in first person.

anyone else here have PTSD induced hypervigilance? its an actual medical term called hypervigilance. i have it because i was beaten every day as a child, it was mandatory that i have one daily beating. they would pick something out of thin air as the reason for the beating, like "you missed mowing a single blade of grass in the yard!" (seriously this was one of the reasons, i mowed the yard and missed a single blade of grass). another beating was because i was eating a plate of peas and a baked potato with foil around it and after i thought i ate everything it turns out one single pea was under the foil so i got beaten. this made my mind believe it is crucial to my survival to hyper analyize all information i come across and permanently commit it to memory as well.

i'm that guy who walks the streets who you "think" is a "schizo meth head on drugs" and are afraid of. truth is im afraid of all of you, i think you're all going to beat the shit out of me at any time for no reason, because thats what happened to me for 12 years as a child. so im hyper paranoid around all of you.

Good morning. Another day, another terror to face. I hope I can have something for the next demo day. I don't see why 2 months isn't enough time.