starting to not see the point in this anymore, wages are shit, have to live like an absolute povvo to scrape pennies at a shot at owning a house one day, no mates, no family no gf, cant own nice things or do nice things because its too expensive, stuck in my shitty wagie hovel with fuck all apart from 4chan and various hobbies. At least I'll die one day and then I'll be free.

>buy new clothes recently
>pair an outfit together
>I look good
>feel good
>realise I have no friends and nowhere to go so it doesn't matter
>go outside to feel like I exist
>no one outside

yep, I might be one of the saddest cunts itt

>>82057343
I had a weird upbringing, on paper a large family but everyone fell out when I was young so I only briefly met cousins, furthest I got I had a cousin who I became good friends with then one day I wasn't allowed to see her again, wish I knew what she was up to now. But my parents have all sorts of mental health stuff, dads got multiple personalities, autism, mums adhd and never lasts in employment and because dad became disabled due to being a builder for years they both became neets. They used to do government work last and were paid fairly well but the financial crash of 08 fucked everything and since leaned into disability welfare with my mum acting as my dads carer. So childhood was just me and those two. They did try their hardest with me and I actually turned out okay but it was very lonesome as I never saw anyone else in the family, never had family functions, christmas dinners, growing up with cousins, brothers, sisters etc none of that. Mums side was kinda the same, grandma didn't speak to me ever again once my auntie had a kid, think hes like 8 now and ive never seen him, didn't really speak to her much anyway.

I love my parents, I do not have a cute little family nor have I ever really known a proper family dynamic, gfs family never invite me to do stuff either. Is what it is.

the truth is that life is mostly fucking horrible and lifes greatest pleasures stack up compared to lifes greatest pains, which are plentiful.

>>81898427
>>81896965
dont fall for these meme jobs, I currently work one and its cushty as fuck, turn up late and no one says anything, leave early on flexi time, 2 days wfh, line manager never bothers me, co workers never bother me, very nice building, 15 mins from me on foot, work is ridiculously easy and I can just fuck about on youtube BUT its so, so so so so so so fucking boring, its so mind numbingly boring to where it drives me up the wall, I get paid to do basically nothing with no actual targets or expectations because the work is so easy but by the afternoon im ready to smash my head through the monitor. I can take infinity breaks and just fuck about but theres only so many laps of the floor or wandering around the building I can do, fucking hate it. Actual work goes by fast but this shit is torturous.

>>81838102
I dont even really like skyr that much but it just has the most protein per pot, I wouldn't bother with yogurt if it wasn't for that but I dont really want to ingest more meat or more eggs to make up the protein, I'm not even eating like 6x a day like a roidcel or anything just two meals in a day.

>>508182444
what can we have? please sir may be have a little storm? ive filled out the necessary paperwork