Tattoos edish

Removed : >>212194616

German titties sub-edition.

Big White Cock sub-sub-edition

Good morning /med/.

Good morning, sisters.
Just listened to the track that the ideal wife gf aka tomgirl gf showed me 10 years ago. Day's already over no cap.

Hello medoids, what's up?
>>212228308
1. There is no ideal wife
2. That ship has sailed.
Move on fren and BREED ALREADY

Good morning med, cagie soon and it's gonna be scorching hot, greaaat

Exercises done.
Really need to step up my game THOUGH.

>>212228765
I wish I was already done

Watched a bit of a documentary on Haiti. Tremendously sad that we let joggers all over the Americas when it was truly paradise...
>>212228765
I didn't exercise today after all because of the heat.
Will go to the gym on wednesday

>play aram
>enemy player who is winning start shittalking in all chat
>make them seethe a little with my advanced banter
>another guy in my team start calling him brown
>end up making a comeback
>get friend request after the game, accept it
>"kys" "<3" and unfriends me right after
Not much but it's honest work, love making people seethe.

>>212229091
Playing aram as I write this post fr.

>>212229136
>This is the man who has the most sex here btw

>>212229280
I'm not Portuchad nor Twinko.

Today's training
1x5 50 kgs atg pause smith squat (piece of shit smith hurts lower back, gave it another chance just for the lulz)
1x4 60 kgs atg pause squat (knees hurt)
1x4 12 kgs db front foot elevated split squat (only with right leg cause fuck the left leg, knees hurt)
1x3 87,5 kgs (failed pr attempt) leg curls (right hamstring hurt)
1x5 80 kgs calves (both calves hurt)
I'm not just old anymore, I'm starting to become ancient. Need to work on the flexibility of my legs as my squats are getting absolutely cucked by the lack of flexibility.

>>212229091
I still feel like downloading league once in a while desu, but I won't just because of the kernel anti-cheat. Don't need that shit on my pc desu.

>>212228627
>cagie soon
Good thing you still have a day left until then or however the Germans returned Alsace-Lorraine.

>>212228534
>what's up?
Going to visit grandma, shave, watch tranime, clean the bathroom, take a bath, and play vidya today.
What about you, Gironde?
>Move on fren
I just can't desu. It is what it is. Even if I ended up marrying a girl somehow I'd still think too much about her. If you remember me shitposting about how a girl's mom told my mom about how she's mad at me for not even calling her girl once in a while to ask her how she's doing, it's the same girl.

A minor car collision ended in homicide as one of the involved went home for his gun and shot the other guy, who was his neighbour. The madman did this in-front of traffic officials, so he is beyond fucked. This has long, neighbourly feud erupting written all-over it. First murder of the year.

>>212229998
As usual, all alleged and different sources say different things regarding stuff such as their relation and the gun.

>>212229870
Very good plan fren! I'll just play videogames, do some groceries and go eat at my parents this evening. Generally stay out of the heat. Tomorrow after work I'll go watch a horror movie with frens.
>ended up marrying a girl somehow I'd still think too much about her
I used to be a huge oneitis guy back then and this kind of romanticization is harmful to your own experience. No one is that special. They can become special once you know them for years but no girl is worth waiting forever like that.
And if you are sure that she is a unicorn, why not find her again? Like what stops you from contacting her if you really love her?

Today's training.
Deadlift 2x1 with 260 kg, 1x1 with 270 kg.
Pull ups 3x10 with bodyweight.

New blackpill just dropped >>>/biz/60557700

>>212230530
>I'll go watch a horror movie with frens.
If you're not doxxing yourself by telling us the title, please do tell us the name of the movie fr fr.
>why not find her again?
I could not live with the thought of having an almost gf, leave her, then she probably takes kilometres of cock in the meantime from one night stands, only to go back to her like a cuck because I liked her. I could never no cap.
Plus I'm a chud now so I'd rather her remember me as the person whom I used to be or however the years have gone by.
>No one is that special.
Uhhh. A-actually.... I think y-you are really special
*blushes*

>>212227406 (OP)
Brazil is like the second biggest country of origin for SuicideGirls type models. I wonder why that is.

>>212229821
Next day off will be monday July 14th for the national holiday

>>212230684
>If you're not doxxing yourself by telling us the title,
I post enough stuff that I'm entirely doxxable, I don't really care that much. We'll go see either the Substance or The Thing.
>kilometres of cock in the meantime from one night stands, only to go back to her like a cuck because I liked her.
She most likely did, so you're just in love with an unrealistic pristine image of her that doesn't and maybe never even existed. Why bother? There's literally no point to it. You're just hurting yourself for no reason.
Also why the fuck would you be a cuck for going to a girl you love? That makes 0 sense.
Also also, there's no way you're getting a virgin girl these days and it's not even preferrable but your standards will probably lower with time.
>>212229998
Classic neighbor stuff, a story as old as time!

>>212227993
Wow

>>212227993

>>212231002
>Andalu-sama would pluck it alive for 0,1kg more on his PR

>>212231162
No, I can buy meat in the supermarket no reason to do the killing myself.

Plug 'n' play

>>212231211
>I wasn't aware of the chickenicide
>I was just following recommendations
>They deserved it anyway
Carnivorous scum

>>212231270
How can it be a chickenicide if the chicken population doesn't stop growing?
Besides, many of them died because of the avian flu.

>>212231385
>How can it be a chickenicide if the chicken population doesn't stop growing?
GOTTEM

>>212229821
>kernel anti-cheat
The funny part is that it doesn't even stop the dedicated cheaters.

>>212231270
If they were still dinosaurs, they would be eating us without any qualms.

>>212231450
>If they were still dinosaurs, they would be eating us without any qualms.
Even if they weren't.

I just remembered that I dreamt that I was taken for a ride on a big chopper for my birthday lol.

>33 degrees
>85% humidity
AAAAAAAAAAAAH

>>212231494
That's crazy, I need to have sexual intercourse with a female woman

orange cat brained moment

Played this birb during round 1, I never got the effect of it REEEEE
>>212233193
Spooky scawy

>>212233985
absolutely frightening imagery being posted here

>>212234079
These doggos are cute, if only they stayed this small forever

>decide to bond up and play some OSRS
>this is one of the first guys i see when i log in
They really are everywhere these days.

>>212234099
the big ones are still cute imho

>>212234482
They are 2 billions counting bangladesh and pakistan, this is nothing yet

>>212234482
Peculiar.
Also : >>212217959

>>212230926
>there's no way you're getting a virgin girl
Yeah and I don't care that much about that. What I meant was, I could never go back to a girl whom I loved in the past. Like you loved her, then she took kilometres of cock, then you 10 years later go back to her. If I did not know her before taking kilometres of cock, it would be a completely different deal. That's my point.
>The Thing.
>it's from 1982
Peak comfy.

>>212231385
>population doesn't stop growing?
Fascist scum.

>>212234493
Kek'd

>>212234571
>vegetarian kebab
I would have ended the date right then and there.
That's the sort of subersiveness that our society needs less of. What next - vegan foie gras? Why not just cut out the middle man and eat steak flavoured nutri-tablets washed down with a glass of diet water?

would you?

>>212234975
Lots of Indians are vegetarian for religious reasons, and even if she's not religious she might have been raised vegetarian and prefer to stay that way, if he wants to redeem he'll have to make some sacrifices.
Would you eat vegetarian kebab a few times in exchange of getting brown pussy? I would at the least consider it.

>>212235027
Would I have sex with a skinny woman with big boobs? I don't know man, this is such a hard question you are asking.

>>212235027
Blblblblblblblblblblbl

>>212235062
He can only answer this after a serious assessment of her feet

>>212235027
Remove filters, makeup, pushup and all jewish tricks she's using and you are left with a human dump

I could've invested in Palantir before it skyrocketed if I hanged around /pol/ more often ;_;

>>212235233
Zamn... but do we want to invest in jewish tricks?

>>212235207
Still would

>>212235027
No, I would not have sex with a woman who lies.
>>212235062
I'm a 33 year old virgin, it is not worth giving up my one true pleasure in life (food) in exchange for the slight chance at getting to touch a woman's foo-foo (and bare feet). A man must stick to his moral principles.

>>212231162
grim...

>>212235596
volcel o algo

>>212235655

>>212235721
>©

>>212234482
Drop the RS immediately, you’re getting yourself into trouble!

>>212235027

>>212235805
It's too late for me. I need to watch the numbers go up.

>>212235917
How many days did you resist this time?

chicken update from last week BTW

>>212235027
I would never ask for someone's number.
It's an extremely weird thing to do.

>>212236394
Yummy.

>>212236394
shape of head is frankenstein

>>212236394
We wuz t-rex and shiet

>>212236018
Two hundred and thirty-five days.
>>212236394
>orange chickens
Is that rare? I don't recall ever seeing one that colour before.

>>212236634
Orange chicken is not rare, just go to any panda express and you can get it.

>>212236634
Not even a single whole year, grim.

>>212236394
Nice cock.
You might like this fr fr >>>/an/4999277

>>212237320
occur in your country?

>>212237365
KEK black breizh.

>>212237378
SOVL

>>212236703
A funny joke - and a cruel reminder that those cute little chickens God created are actually made out of food.

>>212237378
Used to do this when I was young but not anymore.

>>212237365
You had foreign agents.

Way too hot to exercise VGH

>>212237840
*points finger*

>>212237888
I'll do it tomorrow

>>212237782
What the hell is wrong with her gums, are they rotting?

>>212237921
>middle aged female professional LGBT activist
She's probably vegan. I speculate that it's either kale or spinach stuck in her teeth.

>>212237782
Tbf it was expected. LGTV niggas will usually travel to other cunts where there's a pride being held there. Hungarian niggas travel to German pride for example.
Imho it should not be allowed. Then again I'm a chud.

>>212237840
>Way too hot to exercise
No such thing. Just drink more water.

>>212238074
You are a "LGTV nigga" yourself retard.

>>212237921
Probably.
>>212238074
She's not even lgtv as far as I know.

>>212238137
Yeah. That does not mean I believe that the same people who shit and piss themselves when "russia interfered" in romanian elections exactly until the pro-eu candidate won are right when they also interfere in a foreign nation.
Like I'm not going to go to Spain and start protesting about how le heckin evil Spainsh peepo don't let Scatalonians and their migrants live in peace.

>Pornhub and a number of other major adult websites have confirmed they will introduce enhanced age checks for users from next month.
>Parent company Aylo says it is bringing in "government approved age assurance methods" but has not yet revealed how it will require users to prove they are over 18.
>Regulator Ofcom has previously said simply clicking a button, which is all the adult site currently requires, is not enough.
It's over for coomers and gooners in the UK.
Imagine how many people are going to get their identities stolen by submitting documents to dodgy websites.

>>212238348
Don't you think individuals should have the freedom to travel and express their opinions in other countries?
That's different to a foreign country using propaganda to affect the national elections of a country.

>>212238735
>Don't you think individuals should have the freedom to travel and express their opinions in other countries?
Depends, really. The problem is that they are willing to fly to hungary because they got their feefees hurt by orban, but the same people are not willing to fly to saudi arabia to protest where they not only hurt the feefees of gay peepo, but behead them instead. It's like what hungary does is worse than what saudi arabia does. Hell, they probably don't even know about what they do in saudi arabia because the (((media))) does not tell them.

>>212238390
I don't care about porn so this will not affect me.

>>212230743
how do you know that

>>212238971
Plenty of catalonians (the gayest people in the peninsula) went to budapest to protest

>>212239048
It will not affect you because you live in Greece (also know as Hellas, or Ellada, if you prefer).
Also, developing parasocial relationships with Twitch streamers is emotional pornography.

>>212239259
No, I meant even if they shut down pornography entirely I won't care.
And I don't understand people who worry about this.
Videoganes and twitch is all I knead in my bakery.

>>212237365
this was my reaction when I saw a spoonbill while I was out hiking

>>212239350
>No, I meant even if they shut down pornography entirely I won't care.
Not even when hundreds of thousands of women suddenly find themselves unemployed? Seems a bit flinty-hearted to me.
Also, feet mentioned.

>>212239546
It's like saying that if we ban drugs then drug dealers will become unemployed.
Not that I'm comparing the two, pornography is much worse than drugs.

>>212239209
Almost seems like it’s a very tiny minority that is simply extremely loud.

>>212238971
>The problem is that they are willing to fly to hungary because they got their feefees hurt by orban, but the same people are not willing to fly to saudi arabia to protest where they not only hurt the feefees of gay peepo, but behead them instead.
You just described a good reason for them to be willing to fly to Hungary but not to Saudi Arabia, in Hungary they risk being beaten up by the police and getting fined, in Saudi Arabia they risk their lives.
>It's like what hungary does is worse than what saudi arabia does.
I'm sure 99.9% of LGTB people think that what Saudi Arabia does is worse than what Hungary does, but they don't have the means to fight against Saudi Arabian oppresion of LGTB people without a major risk to their lives.
>Hell, they probably don't even know about what they do in saudi arabia because the (((media))) does not tell them.
First, the majoriy of LGTB people are aware that they are persecuted in muslim countries.
Second, the media has talked about this extensively, for example: https://www.bbc.com/news/world-43822234 the BBC, a widely recognized instution talks about it here and in many other articles, many other mainstream media have published information regarding the state of LGTB rights in countries such a Saudi Arabia.
And third, the use of parenthesis imply that media is a cabal controlled by Jewish people and that they are trying, for some reason, to hide information about LGTB rights in Saudi Arabia while using LGTB rights to criticizes Hungary, but Jewish people are precisely one of the people who antagonize muslims the most, and Israel and Saudi Arabia currently have tense relations because while they are both US allies and enemies of Iran, Israel's occupation of Palestine and wars with Arab countries make it so the population of Saudi Arabia hates Israel, and Israeli people also feel animosity towards Saudi Arabians.

good afternoon med
got drunk yesterday

>>212239891

>>212239678
LGTB people are a minority, but their issues are brought up a lot nowadays in part because right wing people simply won't let them be.
The point of pride is for LGTB people to express themselves because they have historically not been allowed to do so, once they are allowed pride parades would naturally lose interest for both LGTB people and the wider population, and they wouldn't be brought up constantly by the media.

What's the point of talking a lot about what other countries do with their internal decisions
Like debating about guns in america, who the fuck cares, like a debate here would have any impact on it
If you could buy and import/export faggots that would be a fair talk, but otherwise?

Buying an Air Conditioner has been the best investment I have made

>>212240064
People like arguing for the sake of arguing.
You want to show the other guy that you are right and he's wrong.

>>212240064
This is why nobody should be watching the news or television in general.

>>212239826
Maybe using Arabia as an example was not the best, I'll admit that. Nonetheless I still hold the belief that foreigners have no business coming here to protest, just like I have no business flying to their countries to protest. My view would change given they lived in this country. >>212240064 sums it up pretty well.
>but Jewish people are precisely one of the people who antagonize muslims the most
Israelis, sure. The ones in America who also have the media in their pockets? Absolutely not.

>>212240246
>Nonetheless I still hold the belief that foreigners have no business coming here to protest, just like I have no business flying to their countries to protest.
Why? Why is it bad that individuals or organizations do that?
>The ones in America who also have the media in their pockets
You means the ones who lobby to have the US support Israel unconditionally?

>>212239618
The most addictive drug of all is love. Even people who have never had it crave it.

but enough politics!

>>212240376
You can simply love yourself so that need will be covered.

>>212240331
>Why? Why is it bad that individuals or organizations do that?
Would it be ok if 300k hungarian fascist scum came to Madrid to protest against celebrating the pride parade in our country?

>>212240475
That looks a little gay

>>212240475

>>212240569
>>212240660
they're just mma wrestling

Coomed because bored award

>>212240688

>>212240475
Me on the top.

>>212240331
>Why is it bad that individuals or organizations do that?
Same reason I should be banned of entering Spain again were I to travel to Spain to protest for housing illegal migrants on Tenerife or wherever you lads filled 2 smaller islands completely with illegals. Again, were I not born in Spain, but paid taxes and lived in Spain, that would be a different deal.
>You means the ones who lobby to have the US support Israel unconditionally?
No, I mean the ones who lobby against Israel (like the most known Hungarian, Soros).
Anyway I'll just cease discussing this topic as we'll never reach an agreement and there's nothing wrong with that. We should just talk about lifting instead o algo.

>>212240688
i havent jerked in almost two weeks, im trying to go through the whole summer without doing it but this shit is hard

>>212240688
That time could have been spent buying spices and sauces instead.

>>212240916

>>212240778
>Me on the top.
not by being a problematic chud like this THOUGH

I didn't realise that posting Sandra would cause a bit of a stir.

>>212240475

>>212240974
Not sorry, sorry.

>>212241441
Just a bit of frenly banter, nothing to worry about, maltabro.

>>212241320
Normies get bfs, chuds get boiwives. Simple as, BreizhoCHUD.

who win the fight between magyatwink and breizhotwink
I think the gulash eater as he's much taller and heavy

>>212236394
Nice, nice

>>212237378
Unimaginable. Here, older generations can't stand not doing anything "productive" even for a millisecond (I feel sorry for them)

>>212237782
>defending something that is not objectively threatened (the threat exists only in the leftist's mind)
Typical leftist scum :D

>>212238390
Who push for such thoughtless solutions? Let me guess: these are the same people who think children are mature enough to change their gender, but not mature enough to watch porn? But yes, protecting children is a good excuse for anything

>I am an agent of migratory submersion.
t. leftist leader

I didn't realise I missed TF2 until I started playing again.
>>212241740
She can scold whatever I come up with in the kitchen as much as she wants as long as the day ends with the two of us deepening the dent in our bed's mattress.
>>212241836
She's got a rather particular voice.

>>212239946
>once they are allowed pride parades would naturally lose interest for both LGTB people and the wider population, and they wouldn't be brought up constantly by the media.
Citation needed

>>212241627
Kek, based

>>212239946
Explain to me why during a "pride" parade they go around practically naked or wearing extreme fetish stuff?
If they want to be recognized as normal people they shouldn't wear like they would in a fucking latex club or in their bedroom.

Buncha nonsense, they should crawl back to their scat holes.

>pride parade in Spain
>42% of the participants harassed at some point Galicianon

afternoon lads
>>212239891
me as well
>>212240475
bucko, please

I don't know why but the pride stuff is celebrated in September here, not June.

>keep hearing neighbors having sex every once in a while
>finally see them
>girl is super fucking ugly
Now I only feel like a loser instead of a pathetic total fucking loser

Tempted to start a hetero pride walk where me and the succubus simply go to the streets, kiss and grope a lot, wear very little clothes and dab on the fags.
Maybe throw crosses and holy water at little kids and tempt them to sing in the church choir in exchange for cash or something.

>>212240475
Bodied that freak.

>>212241627
Bodied that freak.

>>212241948
Whoever wins, /med/ loses.

>>212241948
surely my superior speed and agility would prevail

>>212240515
If they do it peacefully I'm fine with it.

>>212240778
>Same reason I should be banned of entering Spain again were I to travel to Spain to protest for housing illegal migrants on Tenerife or wherever you lads filled 2 smaller islands completely with illegals.
I think you should be allowed to travel to Spain and protest that if you want.
>No, I mean the ones who lobby against Israel (like the most known Hungarian, Soros).
Anti-zionist jews are a minority both in Is>>212243184
>Explain to me why during a "pride" parade they go around practically naked or wearing extreme fetish stuff?
>If they want to be recognized as normal people they shouldn't wear like they would in a fucking latex club or in their bedroom.
rael and outside of it.
>Anyway I'll just cease discussing this topic as we'll never reach an agreement and there's nothing wrong with that. We should just talk about lifting instead o algo.
When are you doing 1RM squats?

>>212243044
It's hard to proof because it's not something you can just do studies on, but if pride parades are a normal occurrance without anybody opposing them I assure you their presence in the media would be smaller.
The pride parade in Hungary has been in the news because Orbán tried to ban it, if he didn't we wouldn't be talking about the pride parade in Hungary.

>>212243184
>Explain to me why during a "pride" parade they go around practically naked or wearing extreme fetish stuff?
Because it's about showing that they are LGTB, so they mostly dress and act outwardly LGTB.
If they did a pride parade but they didn't look outwardly LGTB it would be easier to ignore it, and they are trying to call attention to themselves essentially.

>>212243382
Seems like a good idea considering the weather in June.

>some documentary about ibiza
>a new club that can have 10000 people
>100€ entry
>20€ drink
holy groids

>>212243982
I fear your power if you're promised a certain spaniard's bussy

>>212243982
>speed and agility
Completely irrelevant. Sorry galette man, but strength always beats dex - no exceptions.

>>212244352

>>212244271
It might look stupid to you and me, but the high prices serve a purpose, it creates a barrier of entry.
There's a reason why rich people hang out in yatchs or country clubs, it's not that they are the best thing ever, is that it's expensive and they can control who gets in and who doesn't.
When you are inside that club you know it isn't a guy making 1000€/month getting in, it's at least some upper-middle class dude.

>>212244454
Honestly, poorfags i know to save up to blow money in this shit
but yeah, it seemed higher class
you already have bouncer for this doe

>>212244493
>Honestly, poorfags i know to save up to blow money in this shit
Yes, because they are trying to get in with the richer people.
>you already have bouncer for this doe
The bouncer can filter people who are obvious like a smelly homeless person, but if some dude bought some fake designer clothes and tried to get in on appareances he could get in easily if you have a bouncer enforcing some dress code for example, bouncer are big guys who lift or do martial arts they are generally not interested in partying or are able to understand the subtleties of letting in wealthy people and keeping poor people outside.

>>212243982
>my superior speed and agility
I'm roonpilled doebeit.

>>212244265
>Anti-zionist jews are a minority
The problem is that they are a bit too wealthy as a minority. Soros can just fund whatever the fuck he wants and we're only talking about 1 person.
>When are you doing 1RM squats?
When I can safely squat with full rom atg without any pain in my legs. Today I racked the bar after squatting 1x4 with only 60 kgs because my knees (mainly the right knee) were hurting. I'll try doing some front foot elevated split squats with dbs as apparently they should help with my problem, which pretty much just stems in a lack of flexibility for squats. Mad that I can lick my own heel but can't squat atg.

>>212244641
i mean "are known" btw
Sure bouncer nigga can't filter everything, but getting inside and doing nothing because you're poor is... lmao
anyway i agree with you but it's retarded
it's not like a beach o algo
it's a big box full of groids

>>212244265
Yeah, they can't wear their gimp suits out in public in June's heat. Then again, it is still hot in September.
>>212244493
>poorfags i know to save up to blow money in this shit
People like these deserve poverty.

>>212244701
Yeah it's retarded.

>>212244271
When I win the Euromillions, I'm going to buy several clubs in Spain, since they seem to just be massive money printers.
Uno beero - €15
Uno sambuca - €25

If I won anything above €2-3 million eurocoins I'd just sit on the money and let them collect the overnight interest or put them in bills/bonds.
Why would I go looking for trouble by actively investing them? Might be because I'm a lazy cunt but I wouldn't lift a finger if I had that much money.

if i win lotsa of money, i guess i invest some, keep some safe, and if it's crazy money, i buy 4chan and ban trannies

If I won lots of money, I don't know what I'd do.

>>212243263
>>212244336
Obsessed

>>212245490
i love lore

surprised no one posted "gay" or some tattooed slut because of the edish

>>212245531

>>212244684
>wemb
Cute

>Anti-zionist jews
I'm in this club too

>>212245478
I would be as happy as I currently am, but with tons of material resources to pursue my passions (in the first step I would build some data center veiled as some business, then some secret research facility guised as some non-profit organisation, then hire top minds in certain fields in order to create [REDACTED], and then become the ruler of the world just to be about 20% more happy than I currently am)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7p2HqW9J1iU

>>212245700
It insist upon itself therefore no need to post either of those thoughbeit.

>>212246166
>Anti-zionist jews
Their interests usually align against yours, sister.

>>212245478
>I don't know what I'd do.
Buy a house in Gozo?

>>212229998
The shooter is allegedly a Syrian. The plot thickens.
>>212246591
I forgot that. Yeah, I'd start looking for a house in Iż-Żebbuġ.

>>212247804
The road this happened on is a rural one, and it is called "Concrete road" lol.

Dinner imc:
Skyr yoghurt mixed with passion fruit juice (sugar free) for the flavour, with 3 apricots. 2 slices of bread with butter and homemade plum jam.

>>212247804
Would you stay in Malta if you won though? Or would you rather move abroad?

>>212247975
I'd stay here. The farthest I'd go is Gozo.

>>212247975
Your meal is in your likeness, fruity.

>>212247975
>flavouring skyr
NGMI

>>212248282
Last week because of the power outage, I had to get rid of the remaining skyr, so I mixed it with a protein drink which I also had to get rid of. Slammed 60 g of brotein in two minutes fr fr.

>>212248164
>

random ahh comment i found on one of my posts on Facebook, i would pay to see which comment i made that prompted her to say this

>>212248359

>no friends (the only one I had was clingy and needy af but then started seeing her friends again and magically disappeared)
>no gf (that's a given)
>no job
>no passion
>depression, alcoholism, trouble building friendships, OCDs, anxiety, anger issues
>may enter some psych ward...but I have no idea when
I know I'm just your usual channer but I'm losing it, bros

>>212248729
Well at least in the psych ward unemployment won't be such a big problem.
You should get fed and stuff by the state.

>>212244271
Grim...
>>212244493
Exactly, trashy poorfags will eat that shit up and crowd their disgusting slag asses there. Actual elite doesn't go to Ibiza.

>>212248729
Sneed

>>212248988
You had a guy blowing six figures amount in the club fr.

>>212248729
Food will never abandon you.

>>212227406 (OP)
Good afternoon (probably evening for you) gentlemen! It's been a while since I posted, and... Oh boy. Long story short, I lost a molar and we decided to just stay best friends with Argentinotte. I have to go back to a psychiatrist and now I have a psychologist! Yay!
What did I miss? I'm really sorry I haven't been posting lately, but the thread's usually alive at the earlier hours of the day, and with the intense polar wave that has begun with this month, waking up early has been a torture for me.
>>212248729
This'll sound kind of cruel but well, at least now I don't feel too bad for also hitting rock bottom and being almost hospitalized due to declining and catastrophic mental health and poverty issues... Happens to any of us.
Just try to hold on for a while, anon. Life might be tough but you have to turn into a BDSM enthusiast and fuck it in the ass. At least you're not a frat boy or an onlyfans addict.

>>212249206
another fakecel has hit the thread

>>212249206
Good to see you. Was thinking about how you have not posted here in a while literally yesterday fr fr.
>we decided to just stay best friends with Argentinotte.
Mind telling us why?

I miss my pre-middle school self
I was curious and had joy doing anything, back then
I'm afraid of never being able to leave the apathy jail

>>212240475
why is it that every time I return things get slightly gayer here
>>212240827
I haven't been able to masturbate all month and still going strong! I'm kind of glad I lost all my primal urges related to breeding, getting someone who'd want to breed me is impossible by this point kek.
>>212249268
One returns where he felt happy.
https://youtu.be/TL7Ok-jzGjE?si=VqrYQIaJj648ZWoz
>>212249555
bro manifested me back into the thread, I was missing y'all sweet peaches and plumbois.
>Mind telling us why?
Long story short, he figured out he's asexual and aromantic. He already was kind of asexual from before, but he uh... Thought he could start feeling something for me? Aaand it didn't happen. And he broke up with me at the worst moment possible and that made me kind of spiral into a neurotic break. It wasn't just that though, I fractured a molar out of bruxism and had to take antibiotics and have almost an emergency extraction. My uterus kind of didn't like that and I had nonstop bleeding from my uterus for like 8 days.
Argentinotte broke up with me right as the torture was ending, so... yeah... I'm gonna stay single for a while lol. We're still kind of good friends though. I wouldn't have minded if he had told me at a better time, but oh well. At least I finally gave up on trying to find love! No more useless searching for something that WON'T happen! Woo!

>>212249720
>I had nonstop bleeding from my uterus for like 8 days.
Damn girl. That must have sucked ass.

>>212249597
I miss being 13-14, as I could have done so many things differently at that age and afterwards had I not been so autistic.
It is what it is. Then again, unlike me, you can change things around and just become curious about almost everything once again. I can't get back the time I wasted. Just look for some small thing that interests you then you can start from there chef.

>>212249985
I'm not 14 anymore either. I'm 26. I don't know how to talk to others and I'm afraid of it. I lack the motivation to do anything meaningful and "good for me". If you're a mess, you're not alone, clearly

>>212249597
The only thing I miss from back then are the prices. Long gone are the days of 30p cans of Dr Pepper.
>>212249206
You've returned just in time for Med Boy Summer - any bets on who will be the crown champion this year?

>>212250083
>I don't know how to talk to others and I'm afraid of it.
Understandable. I suffer the same fate so I don't have any frens irl.
>I lack the motivation to do anything meaningful and "good for me".
You can force yourself to build a habit of doing meaningful things. You can just start barely doing anything at all and only spend 10 minutes a day doing those things. Then a week later increase that amount to 20, then 30, than an hour, two hours, three hours, you get the idea. I lack motivation, but self hatred makes me somewhat disciplined.

Anyone ever hit those "private psych wards" that are not for your worst cases of mental illnesses/general unease but """tame ones"""? How was it?

>>212249985
Something with my anticonceptive implant must've gotten affected by the amount of physical stress I was in for the first two weeks of the month, and the antibiotics. My implant usually makes it so that I don't have periods at all, but antibiotics can fuck up the normal functioning of hormones.
I honestly just feel shitty that the first 4 months of the year were quite great, but on june everything went to shit.
>I could have done so many things differently at that age and afterwards had I not been so autistic.
I feel like that but from age 16 to now. I feel like I'm technically still young and should live life to the fullest, but I feel stuck and like a failure because I don't have a job and can't study in college. And have troubles with my friendships and relationships in general.
These should be the best years yet they feel like fifth grade all over again.
>>212250083
Absolutely. Almost everyone seems to have some type of mess. People who have money don't have time, people who have time don't have money. It's some kind of cruel irony of life. You'll have what others lack, and others have what you lack.
I'm thinking of reading Albert Camus and just trying to vibe my way into acceptance of the absurd. Life just sucks. All we can do is just try to make it less shitty by actively choosing to do things that won't make us feel worse.

>>212249720
another /med/er has hit rock bottom
we can only go up from here, still waiting for that to happen tho

>>212249597
I love that picture of Soldier kek

>>212250219
>Understandable. I suffer the same fate so I don't have any frens irl.
You talk to people in the gym, you have the meanings to make frens, you just have to find a chance to make them

>people have no faith in me
>turns out they're right
I don't what stings the most lmfao

>>212250150
My bets are all on Magyarino, hope he turns into the cutest, thickesst, peachiest Med Boy that /med/ can offer.
>>212250219
Sometimes even if you try to talk with others they can end up not understanding you or getting offended or irritated with the stuff you say. Learning to spend time with others means that you also gotta learn how to respectfully deal with them if you have disagreements. And sometimes you're forced to accept shit just because.
It's a bit more comfortable to be alone than being in company, sometimes.
>>212250407
The good thing is that I can recognize my toxic patterns and recognize that I need help, and I'm trying to get out of the hole. The bad thing... It takes a long fucking time to put your shit in order, and people will dislike you if you're honest about not having things in order. I'm just tired of looking to the outside. I want to focus on me and what does *me* good for once.
>>212250533
Fuck them, the only one's faith you need is you. People maybe won't do shit if you're struggling, but you won't get out if you don't have your own support, brother. You can't depend on others to make you happy or make you succeed.

Hello /med/ders, I went on a longer hike than yesterday and I saw again a couple of cool ponds, sadly I didn't have the phone with me so no photos

>>212250646
>Sometimes even if you try to talk with others they can end up not understanding you or getting offended or irritated with the stuff you say
tell me about it
>sister suggests the idea of me seeking help because of my depression, anger issues and social issues
>gets mad when I get angry for some unrelated reason
lmfao

>>212250479
>You talk to people in the gym
Yes
>you have the meanings to make frens
No
People can sense something is wrong with me which in itself is enough to give people the 'ick.

>>212250721
>longer hike
How many hours long was the hike?

>>212250646
>they can end up not understanding you or getting offended or irritated with the stuff you say
Love it when that happens fr.
>my anticonceptive implant must've gotten affected by the amount of physical stress I was in for the first two weeks of the month, and the antibiotics.
The female body is truly something else fr fr.
>anticonceptive implant
Won't it give you bad side effects in the long run?

>>212250728
Yeah, one of my best friends tried to guilt trip me into feeling like shit because I can't pay 26 dollars every month on going out to eat dinner with her and my friends, when I don't have a fucking job due to stuff I explained to her. Bad mental health, physical health gets affected due to bad mental health, I can't get a fucking job due to lack of experience and one pending assignment from highschool.
Minimum wage is like 338 USD here. Imagine spending like 8% of your salary in going out to eat dinner. I don't even have that.
>>212251001
>People can sense something is wrong with me which in itself is enough to give people the 'ick.
I wish I didn't relate so hard to this.
>The female body is truly something else fr fr.
I would remove my uterus and ovaries if I could. I don't want them, need them, and they just get in the way.
>Won't it give you bad side effects in the long run?
I would get a tubal ligation/or my fallopian tubes cut or burned but doctors in Argentina usually will make you go through hoops and an odyssey just to effectively castrate you, specially if you're a woman. Specially if you're young. They can do it for free but they don't want to end up with a lawsuit for women who end up repenting their decision.
And the anticonceptive implant uses pretty much the same drugs that normal oral anticonceptive pills have. It's the same risk.

Never cheap out on your glasses' lenses. You'll get smudges that not even God would be able to get rid of.

>>212251294
nigga just wear glasses, even if you hate them because they make you ugly as fuck, you can still do cool shit like taking them off before stating something

>>212251294
>>212251330
oh don't mind my dumb ass, I thought you meant CONTACT lenses
...actually, can you "dirty them"?

>tfw you're just a human flavor of the month for your """""friends"""""" and once they get better or meet someone else, they go buy milk

>>>/pol/509058741
What a BVLL

Good night, sisters.

>>212251198
I see.

>>212251371
>actually, can you "dirty them"?
You can't get your contacts dirty. Even if dirt lands on your contacts, you just wipe it away by blinking. Your vision might become a bit blurry for 2-3 blinks until the dust is removed but that's it. It's hella uncomfy when your eyes are dry doe, but then your eyes just start producing some tear and it becomes wet again. When that happens your eyes might become a bit red-ish for some minutes.

lol niggas here really need glasses/contacts kek

>>212251653
I don't need glasses, but a lifetime of staring at screens will probably degrade my eyes enough that I'll need them by the time I'm 50.

>>212251449
This is not so much a problem to me, my problem is that I normally start more conversations with friends that they do with me.
Also I'm nobody's best friend.

>>212251760
I have dark brown eyes.

>>212251330
>>212251371
I'm stealing your croissants. I can't answer on contacts because I never had any.

>>212251294
Yeah, getting cheap glasses isn't a good inversion. Any single smudge or a slight scratch and you'll be seeing like shit. I bulldoze through life with myopia and astigmatism, and got accostumed to it. As long as I can see in a two meter range with clarity I'm good.
>>212251919
>my problem is that I normally start more conversations with friends that they do with me.
Man, coming back here makes me realize I should just go full introverted autist and stop putting so much energy into making people like me. People fucking suck most of the time.
>>212251940
Respect for the individual with the hoodie, it's fucking cold man.

>>212251919
>I have dark brown eyes.
As do I.
Our shared features imply a common heritage - the dark brown eyes, dark brown hair and pale skin. We are practically cousins.

>>212252016
>I should just go full introverted autist
yep that always works out

>>212252127
I also have dark brown eyes, dark brown hair, and pale as fuck skin. My mom said my complexion in general has cold colors. My skin isn't very rosy even though I'm super white. Even so, I can't stand the cold. I would rather live in a tropical or mediterranean country, with nice, moderate weather. No extremes.
My genes yearn for the tranquil beaches in Spain.

Black hair, brown skin, green eyes. I am very diverse.

>>212252460
>the tranquil beaches in Spain.
Those "tranquil" beaches are currently hitting temperatures in the high 30s. Tourists are literally spontaneously combusting while trying to find shelter from the heat.
It's pretty crazy to think that when I was a child, we used to have snow days every year where schools would be closed for 2-5 days while the roads were cleared, while nowadays, we're lucky if it even snows once during winter.

>>212252972
I would rather suffer from the scorching, unforgiving heat than the cruel, indifferent freezing air of the winters here. It gets colder every winter, and hotter every summer. It's easier for me to lose temperature rather than making it rise.
I was talking in Discord with a friendly dude who's from Finland, and he described autumns in his country as something beautiful. Beautifully colored leaves, fungi, not too cold temperatures, humidity and rain...
It's just a dry, cold wasteland here when it's not 30°C. Imagine pic related with white/gray colored skies, and only the lonely cries of some birds every now and then. That's what it's like around here.

>>212253243
Looks a little grim - don't you live near any forests or woodland or anything like that? Maybe some cool swamps or something?

>>212251001
Around 5 hours I guess
>>212252907
Brown hair, brown skin, blue eyes for me

>>212253405
There's just a river nearby my city, and the surrounding area near it is just some dry and bald trees with no leaves on 'em at all. No swamps, no cool mountains or small mountains, it's just cold and empty. The city looks cold too, and it's like 5 km long from beginning to end. At least the UK has cool buildings and fun international things in their cities, here it's just *whooosh*. And the grass is so fucking spiky too, it's "meh" everywhere you go in the winter.

>>212253474
Blue? Cool.

>>212253474
Crackkka.

Remember when you were young
You shone like the sun

>>212253708
Kid's envious mf'er.

>>212253700
Nagga

I say brown skin due to the tan desu. As it currently is, it is white and brown, depending on where you look lol.

>>212253927
No need to be ashamed of your browness sister

>>212253979
I am not, I am just adding more to the list of colours. There's also white in my hair, as much as it sucks to admit.

Anyway, goodnight.

>>212248729
You should force yourself to some passion and lose yourself in it, my fren

>>212249206
Hello
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FkXmmQ_foA

>>212250150
This picture perfectly captures my perception of the last decade

>>212251294
Things that improve the quality of life are worth any price

>>212251760
That feeling when you have clear blue

>>212253243
>I would rather suffer from the scorching, unforgiving heat than the cruel, indifferent freezing air of the winters here.
We are not the same

>>212253927
My marble skin has also been tainted by the sun