Thread 82317747

how r u 2day anon?
R u taking it easy?
Tell me about ur day!

I woke up in the afternoon and I'm feeling good about life.

>>82317859
>I woke up in the afternoon
did u have a ny kewl dreams?
>>82317859
>I'm feeling good about life.
what's got u in such a good mood?

I'm feeling a bit under the weather right now. I asked for a therapist like 4 months ago and they've never gotten back to me, I can't believe I got ghosted by them.

>>82317882
>did u have a ny kewl dreams?
I might have but I've forgotten them. I had one yesterday where I asked for a coke and the guy at the counter kept messing up and trying to do tricks with the glass.
>what's got u in such a good mood?
I'm not sure. I think I must have been holding back happiness or something because I got what felt like a month's worth all at once yesterday and I'm still riding off that.

>>82317921
>can't believe I got ghosted by them
That happened to me once except it was after my initial screening. Don't feel too bad, anon.

>>82317921
did therapy help u at all?
r u gonna look 4 a new therapist?
>>82318024
sounds like turkish ice cream
>I'm not sure. I think I must have been holding back happiness or something because I got what felt like a month's worth all at once yesterday and I'm still riding off that.
I want whatever drugs ur taking!

>>82318491
I never had therapy, I just rawdogged all my problems in life, but they just kept compounding. Honestly, I just wanted someone irl to excessively whine at. Guess they somehow figured that out and ghosted me. Im not sure if I want to find another one.

>>82318513
u can whine here if u want, anon!

>>82318513
Just like me for real. That's how I lost most of my friends (both irl and internet).

Worked and went to the gym today. I found an old classmate from school on the way back, we were walking on opposite directions. At first I wasn't sure if it was her because it had been a while so I tried to look elsewhere. When I got closer I was able to confirm it was her, so I looked at her and got ready to say "hi" but she kept looking straight so I didn't. To be honest it's not a big deal for me since we never really talked, I just wanted to say hi to not be rude lol.

>>82317859
:)
>>82318024
>I'm not sure. I think I must have been holding back happiness or something because I got what felt like a month's worth all at once yesterday and I'm still riding off that.
I've been feeling better these past few days as well since I've gone back to my exercise routine. Dunno exactly why though, sometimes my brain works like that.
>>82317921
Healthcare in some countries can go really slow for these sort of matters sadly, since governments don't give them enough money.
>>82318513
>I just wanted someone irl to excessively whine at. Guess they somehow figured that out and ghosted me. Im not sure if I want to find another one.
That's the role therapists have when you ask for a one on one therapy session, specially at the beginning, so I doubt is the case. Therapy is about talking about whatever the patient wants and offering general counseling (I know a bunch of people who go/have gone to therapy just because they are going through a hard moment in life or because it makes them feel generally better).
I've only heard therapists/psychology students complain in moments like when someone in group therapy tries to derail the topic and make it about themselves or when they are part of a hotline and someone wants more than inmediate response/guidance. Therapy is what you should get in cases like yours so you are doing well!
also nice avi

>>82318714
I've been whining across this board from time to time. It's mostly due to my insecurities like shortness, autism, ugliness. I don't like to give in to the demoralisation but it hurts. Anons vary wildly in response, some are really nice others tell me to kill myself.

>>82318736
I noticed a lot of people have a number of times you can whine to them before they start cutting you off. I've been trying to stop myself, but I need another outlet and I thought therapy might be ok. I don't know exactly how they will help though. Maybe have a flag that tells me I'm invalid.

Fucked my gf in the ass until she cried. Then used the tears as lube. She likes it. Tear lube dries out quick though.

>>82318736
how r u 2day randal?
>>82318782
do u remember what was she like?
>>82318820
how short r u anon? I am also rather short, but i think i have made peace w it. I havent made peace with my social retardation however. I wish i wasn't so sically retarded
>>82318836
i'm glad u enjoyed urself

I am opposite of taking it easy. I was gluing EPS panels and preparing walls for installing blinds all day, then I was looking up stupid laws and regulations on disabled accessibility design criteria for ramps and stairways, then I watched anime.

>>82319434
anime is taking easy
what anime did u watch?

The Android port of Zotero came out and I didn't even notice. Now I can get comfy and do work in bed. Surely that will be a good idea.

>>82318491
>sounds like turkish ice cream
A bit. He kept spilling it.
>I want whatever drugs ur taking!
I wish I knew what caused it. I'm eating more pasta and less takeouts so that could be it. That sauce plus the parmigiano is really nice. I can happily eat that almost every day.

>>82318513
If you still want to go down the therapy route, you could always look for a different one. Or follow up on the one that didn't get back to you.
>Honestly, I just wanted someone irl to excessively whine at.
In the olden days it used to be religious leaders who filled that role. Might be worth talking to one of them if you need guidance. I'm pretty sure they still do that stuff.

>>82318782
Saying hi to someone shouldn't be anywhere near as stressful as it usually is.
>Dunno exactly why though, sometimes my brain works like that.
Exercise makes the happy chemicals so it makes sense. I somehow managed to get a slight runner's high while doing burpees last week.

>>82319374
Not much, going to stomach doctor tomorrow evening. Mom made a whole quesionnare for me to list to him.

>>82319470
Jidou Hanbaiki and Dainanaouji. Former really isn't worth watching, but alas.

>>82317747 (OP)
>AIslop
>grown man pretending to be an anime girl
Annoying.

I had a doctor's appointment and now I'm takin' it eajy!

>>82319720
>>AIslop
It's not
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/65438693

>>82319374
I'm 5'7. I'm really struggling to make peace with it, everywhere I go people just tower me. When I cope online, I just see people having to issues when mocking manlets

>>82320115
im short too anon 5'6 i hate it but at least I can make for it with lifting

if i cant be taller i can at least be stronger than the average man

Your looks don't matter when you have the personality of a fish

just had the longest uno game ever!
>>82319484
>A bit. He kept spilling it.
sounds like a great way 2 attract hornets...
>I wish I knew what caused it. I'm eating more pasta and less takeouts so that could be it. That sauce plus the parmigiano is really nice. I can happily eat that almost every day.
mayb i should eat maor pasta 2
>>82319495
what r u gonna ask him?
>>82319706
what r they about?
>>82319720
it's not ai!
>>82319767
what sort of doctor was it?
>>82320115
i know how u feel anon. I am taller, but i live in a tall country, so everynyan is taller than me pretty much.
>>82321328
do u have the personality of a fish?

imagine playing uno for 3 hours straight...

my social batteries are dead... i can't take it easy today
or rather, couldn't
there was a lot i wish i did but all i did was talk and put together my over-sink dish drying rack (which is pretty cool by the way, not a perfect fit but a vast upgrade already)

bleh.
tomorrow i'll see if i can find some tape to put there so the rack is lined up, it's a bit tilted forward as of right now
or maybe i should just put stuff underneath it...

>>82322662 (me)
ah, i almost fell into the habit of not posting images
i need to find more of those astro ones...

I fucking despise every single one of you.

>>82321892
Sounds awful. Were you doing that today?

I'm packing up all my stuff from my parents basement to move. Going back to college, it will be stressful but I'll probably figure it out. Packing up everything honestly feels great, I've got so many bags full.

>>82317747 (OP)
my whole life is getting shaken around like a gacha ! I have no control ! I'm not alone but no one understands ! Why doesn't anyone understand ?

Going on a small adventure today.

>>82321341
>mayb i should eat maor pasta 2
You should. It's nice.

>>82322662
It's easy to beat yourself up over not doing enough but that only wastes more time.
Best to just call it a day and not dwell on it. I am very experienced in this regard.

>>82323525
I don't know if people can ever truly know someone else. We're complex creatures, after all. But we can have sympathy and empathy and those are pretty good too sometimes.
/hug

>>82322662
What did u do 2 drain ur social batteries?>>82323447
Yep! Ebury time someone got close 2 winnig eburynyan else would stack plus 4s and plus 2s and the cycle would continue!
>>82323511
Wut r u gonna study?
>>82323525
*hug*
Whilst we may not b able 2 truly unfertand each other, we can always try, and i think that the thought matters the most! Would u like 2 share more about what happened 2day, yuyuko anon?
>>82323886
Where r u going 2day?
>>82323886
>You should. It's nice
I should bu i also should watch my weight...
My dad said that i am big boned... idk if i should believe him or not...

My stalker touched my hair and I didn't like it. I feel violated.

>>82324054
>Where r u going 2day?
A few places to do some shopping.

>>82317747 (OP)
I had a big cum, that's about the only notable thing
Couldn't even make noise during it cause I have minimal privacy
Really taking it easy right now

>>82317747 (OP)
I can tell you about my day yeah, it was surprisingly better than what I expected, got some shit done to some degree, won't be able to sleep tonight tho, but it was a better day than what I expected, managed to chill out in this world for once

I just vomited from drinking too much for the first time ever... I didn't take it easy!

>tfw no armpit onigiri gf
Assuming we somehow got to the going steady phase and I asked her to make some for me to take to work, how many would be OK with it and actually try, how many would be OK with it but refuse, and how many would not be OK with it and get angry such a request was made? Like a percentage breakdown.
What if we got to the cohabitation/living in sin phase?
At the very least I am inclined to target women who give off hippy vibes. Nature lovers, anti-conspicuous consumption, deeply conservative anti plastic and only organic food types. Ideally she would do both for me but if she won't make armpit onigiri I'd ask that she wrap my lunches in a pair of used panties. They get an extra little bit of use before we use resources like harvested raunwater and a gray water/french drain safe detergent to wash her panties. I think it would be an erotic reminder of what is waiting for me at home and environmentally conscious substitute over the more common aluminum foil, plastic wrap, or parchment paper for packed lunches.
If the idea of it being for work is too much maybe just a special treat/presentation for hike and picnic lunch.

>>82324723
A coom followed by a quick pillow hug is as good as it gets

>>82324965
Mhm...
Also I find that it feels the best (and makes the biggest mess unfortunately) when I don't look at it while I'm emptying out... maybe I should start doing the cummies and the huggies at the same time, idk

>>82321341
>do u have the personality of a fish?
I have the personality of a chud
>>82323525
>Why doesn't anyone understand ?
Perhaps it's not within their interests to do so
>>82324695
Is she that ugly? Or are you being modest?>>82324834
As long as you're an alcohol baka you will never take it easy
>>82324838
I don't think the average real woman would indulge you in your deranged coomer fantasies

>>82321341
Just usual stuff, like how's my condition and what to do next. Might ask him if I can lower the immunosuppresant dosage if I'm in remission currently.

>>82325096
I guess I'll have to slowly warm her up to the idea.
>sorry babe, all out of tea towels but I had to wrap my sandwiches for work
>hope you don't mind, I pulled a pair of panties from the laundry basket, figured they would be getting washed anyway
Finish off with a joke
>what's a little ham and mustard on top of the tuna?
This shows I am at least nonchalant about her secretions. Then when I get back home I can say how nice it was looking forward to lunch after a, bad morning and then suddenly remembering they were wrapped in her panties, and that I thought about her the rest of the day. The lunch time experience was elevated not just because it's a step away from the busy pace and stress of work, not just because of delicious nourishment, but because she was partially with me.

>>82317747 (OP)
Probably regressing since I'm back on this site, watching anime and playing video games. Though TV and discord were never improvements.
I've also been dual wielding racial slurs and bigotry like the good old days online but it makes me feel a bit bad.
I fantasize and day dream but there's a distinct difference between the two. One is grandiose and sickly while the other is functional and intelligent. I can't seem to stop fantasizing as its a measure of control. I wish, I hope, I want. I wish I could kill this part of me, I hope I can change it, I want it to stop.

Why do you make these threads? What do you fear and what do you desire?

why the fuck is it always others that get to be happy and never me. why? what the fuck have I done? I try and try and no matter what everything always feels awful. fuck all of you for being happy. everyone needs to fucking die.

I'll be losing my neet status soon. I need to pay off some debt and despite being misanthropic there's a primal drive for having a partner. Perhaps I will be able to shut it off once around people again since they usually encourage me to isolate.
It would be nice to have a partner but alas, it's just another fantasy, not a productive thought.
Taking it easy is an interesting concept. It's genuine and/or avoidant depending on the perspective. Best to just let things go that cannot be controlled, while taking small steps towards a grander achievements which both require taking it easy.
>>82325622
If you want to feel happy, pick your route of dopamine. Happiness is just a moment of emotion, like sadness and anger. Why focus on what you're not feeling when you could focus on what you *are* feeling and experiencing? What do you do every day in your life? What are the goals you're trying to reach and what have you done to work towards it?

>>82325660
You have a massive tranny cock don't you?

>>82325622
go to sleep and stop drinking

>>82317747 (OP)
I got up at like 1pm and started making tortillas. I made some comment about how our "tacos"(hardshell taco bell abominations) the other day weren't really tacos and that they should be called something else, so my family was like "well why don't you make some REAL tacos then". I didn't want to much but my dad just went and bought the meat so I was like fuck it, can't be a permanent couch potato. So I made tortillas, then grilled the meat I marinaded. Was pretty good. That ended around 4... since then it's kind of just been a blur desu...

>>82325667
Nope. Do you think about massive tranny cock a lot anon? Make sure to drink some water.
>>82325689
What did you use to marinate the meat? I want to try to make something similar. I've only ever had ground beef tacos (family is very white)

>>82324695
>My stalker touched my hair and I didn't like it. I feel violated.
y not?
I'm sure she didn't mean anything bad by it...
>A few places to do some shopping.
wut r u gonna buy?
>>82324723
umm
do u do that often?
What r u gonna do next?
>>82324789
y won't u b able 2 sleep?
>>82324834
yeah it's bad when this happens
had this happen 2 me as well a couple of times...
do u drink often?
>>82324838
that does not sound very hygienic anon...
>>82325096
i see
r u at least taking it easy?
>>82325120
how many questions has ur mum written down?
>Why do you make these threads?
i make them because i'm lonely and i wanna talk w ppl
also cause i wanna take it easy!
>What do you fear and what do you desire?
i fear abandonment and i desire connections
>I hope I can change it, I want it to stop.
how r u biggoted? R u sure it's bigotry and not just jokes and banter?
>>82325689
do u enjoy cooking, anon?

>>82325716
>What did you use to marinate the meat? I want to try to make something similar. I've only ever had ground beef tacos (family is very white)
9 parts citrus juice, 2 parts olive oil, 2 parts onions sauce. That seems to be the bare minimum in most taco recipes. Salt, pepper, peppers, cilantro, and other things are also optional. Ground beef tacos lowk suck so I pity u anon
>>82325724
>do u enjoy cooking, anon?
I mean. Kind of?
I'm lowk a fatass and eating is something of a coping mechanism for me but it kind of bothers me that you spend way more time preparing and cleaning up food than actually enjoying it. I guess that's life huh

>>82325716
No, you're just avatarfagging a tranny character and you have an uncaring attitude that people with big weewees have

>>82325660
>what you *are* feeling and experiencing
what, on anger, disappointment and every other bad feeling that i feel? what is that supposed to do?
I do fucking nothing. I used to go out every day and talk with people, I still try to but each time it just hurts more and more. I have never had any goals. I'm getting a degree now but I don't fucking care. I can't even imagine myself wanting to do something in my life.
>inb4 oh just work on yourself don't worry about what other people do good things will come
fucking kys.

>>82325724
>do u do that often?
I mean, I have a stupid sex drive with nobody to take care of it so yeah, I do it kinda often :p
>What r u gonna do next?
Probably just chilling cause I am recovering from some pains I've had, didn't sleep for 2 days straight
Might relieve myself again later, I got really backed up...

>>82325724
>I hope I can change it, I want it to stop.
I was referring to fantasizing here in an ironic manner.
>how r u bigoted?
No, it's moreso jokes and banter. I just hope no norman hears me use the naughty gamer words, they wouldn't understand.
>i fear abandonment
Ironic to hear in an anonymous place.
Do you make friends with the people in these threads? I'm sure the more consistent you are, the more others will be too. Or perhaps you make your deeper connections somewhere else that can be more secure. Good luck with what you're looking for.
>>82325771
ty anon
>>82325801
I'll look for a new one if it means that much to you anon.
>>82325858
>inb4 just work on yourself
Wasn't going to say that, just curious to hear about your life. You don't have to keep talking but I am curious to know what you're disappointed about if you don't have any goals. There's nothing you're supposed to be doing so it sounds freeing in a way, like you can do anything.

>>82325096
>Is she that ugly? Or are you being modest?
I'd say she's pretty average. It just made me really uneasy.

>>82325488
>I hope I can change it, I want it to stop.
A bit of fantasising is fine. How much are you doing for it to be a problem?

>>82325724
>y not?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2jSKyWSvNgg
If you're gonna touch me you'd better ask first or have a damn good reason.

>>82325949
>what you're disappointed about
being alive, I don't fucking know. everything I try to do ends up hurting me or in disappointment and it's just fucking tiring. I've been told by people that with enough effort I'd be happy, that if I kept trying things would change but none of that happened. I want to give up and hate everything and everyone but I can't even do that because I'm a needy fucking retard that needs attention and refuses to give up even when they should.

It's 4:05 AM, I'm just watching a documentary, kinda still feel bad about ghosting/blocking a person a few days ago, but that would've been a liability to me due to their age (they were 16)

>>82326008
>How much are you doing for it to be a problem?
It is probably the only thing keeping me convinced that life is worth living, people are worth meeting, improvement will change outcomes, etc. Pretty big meme but I suppose we all worship something in disguise of hope, faith and freedom.
Without fantasy I'd probably be a fentanyl addict laying on the street taking my last breath so I suppose it has its features.
I just worry it is expectations being built and twisted into an illusion that this world is better than what it is. People often turn out to be much worse after you've spent some time with them.
Do you fantasize about anything?
>>82326122
Sorry to hear anon. I think the only thing that really keeps me going is exploring all my options. There are places I haven't reached, people I haven't met, things I haven't learned. Some things are worth exploring all your life and some things aren't. Try to explore the freedom of not being tied down to any expectation and see what type of experiences you get in return.
>>82326159
What docu? Also for the best

>>82325348
You'd come off as a total creep, just sayin...
>>82325622
Personally I just try to be content with what I have. I'm sure a lot of normalfags would rather kill themselves than to live my lifestyle, it's a matter of perspective
>>82325724
>r u at least taking it easy?
While I still can, yeah
Summer is almost over though, dreading having to look for a job again...
>>82325870
Life as a virgin horny coomer is hard...
Yesterday I played eroge for 3 hours straight after being deprived of privacy for 2 weeks, can't wait to go back to my regular daily routine
>>82326008
>It just made me really uneasy
What's stopping you from putting that bitch in her place then?

>>82325771
>I'm lowk a fatass
me 2...
i weigh 79 rn
i rly need 2 watch what i eat from now on...
>. I guess that's life huh
yeah
the best way 2 go about it is 2 clean up while the food itself is cooking/baking
that way u waste the least amount of time
>>82325870
y didn't u sleep? Personally i enjoy sleeping! I sleep quite a lot
>>82325949
>No, it's moreso jokes and banter. I just hope no norman hears me use the naughty gamer words, they wouldn't understand.
just don't say them while they r around! U should b fine!
>Do you make friends with the people in these threads? I'm sure the more consistent you are, the more others will be too. Or perhaps you make your deeper connections somewhere else that can be more secure. Good luck with what you're looking for.
I have made sum frens and i love them 2 bits!
anyway, what r ur plans 4 2day, anon?
>>82326008
i suppose that's fair...
have u told her 2 ask next time?
>>82326263
>While I still can, yeah
what r u gonna do 2day?
>Summer is almost over though, dreading having to look for a job again...
i tried 2 find a summer job but that did not work out very well. My college is gonna start soon so i won't b working during the autumn

>>82326159
what kind of documentary r u watching?

>>82326263
Ain't that the truth, I always have more to let out... I have periods of time where I just can't calm down as well lmao, the urges I got right now are nothing in comparison
>>82326304
Couldn't sleep from the pains :(

>>82326304
>anyway, what r ur plans 4 2day, anon?
Sleep, get a few groceries, lay in bed, talk to a few friends, read and learn new stuff, go to gym, fap for first time in like 2 months to get annoying primal feelings to go away, apply to jobs, take it easy.

If I get extra energy I will either clean, draw or go for a nightwalk

>>82326307
>>82326198

Jodorowsky's Dune

>>82326304
I'm experiencing a lot of nostalgia right now. The playlist that just happened to come on is what I listened to 4 years ago when I used these types of threads. I had some youthful happiness at the time and I recently felt childish in front of some people I respected acting that way. I need to learn to reserve some of my energy.
What makes you really happy anon? Do you just want anonymous friends or something deeper? I want connections with very specific types of people

>>82326198
>Do you fantasize about anything?
I do a lot of daydreaming these days. Weirdly, a lot more of it now that my life is going quite well.
I think fantasising about stuff is important, especially if you use it to plan out a kind of mental path for your future. Like anything you can probably do too much of it.

>>82326263
>What's stopping you from putting that bitch in her place then?
I was worried about making some kind of scene if I did. That and I tend to put up with a lot before telling someone to knock it off. Although if she touched anywhere I would have lost my patience very quickly.

>>82326304
>have u told her 2 ask next time?
I will if she tries anything again.

>>82326338
>Couldn't sleep from the pains :(
what's hurting anon?
>>82326346
what sort of new stuff do u wanna learn?
>If I get extra energy I will either clean, draw or go for a nightwalk
u draw? That's nise! How long have u been drawing?
>>82326484
what's it about?
>>82326571
>The playlist that just happened to come on is what I listened to 4 years ago when I used these types of threads.
what sort of music does it got?
>Do you just want anonymous friends or something deeper?
I yearn 4 deep connections
>What makes you really happy anon?
I am not sure anon. I don't think i have found that yet. Have u?
> I want connections with very specific types of people
what kind of ppl r u looking 4?
>>82326583
>I will if she tries anything again.
it's understandable i suppose, but don't go 2 hard on her. She's probably doesn't have many frens and doesn't have very well developed social skills.
just like me fr
anyway
what r ur plans 4 2day, eiki?

>>82326304
>what r u gonna do 2day?
Play vidya as usual, maybe some Wuchang in a bit
>i tried 2 find a summer job but that did not work out very well
Now you won't be able to buy EU5...
>>82326338
Once a day is usually enough for me, besides I've heard that cooming too much weakens your body...
>>82326583
>I tend to put up with a lot before telling someone to knock it off
Same but you don't have to be rude about it, just tell her you have aphenphosmphobia

>>82317747 (OP)
going 2 bed
goodnight

>>82326751
About his failed attempt at making a dune film

>>82326751
Kidneys, anon, I got issues with my kidneys and it sucked a lot when the pains kicked in
>>82326754
Oh yeah I absolutely do it once a day usually, but when the heat kicks in I need at least 2-3 times a day to feel sated...
>>82326765
Baaaaaaaai!

>>82326751
>doesn't have very well developed social skills.
I think she might have Asperger's or something. Her spatial awareness is really bad as well.
Either way I can't work out what she wants from me.
>what r ur plans 4 2day, eiki?
Taking a quick nap and doing some work.

>>82326754
>just tell her you have aphenphosmphobia
Sam Bridges is just like me...
How are you finding DS?

>>82326754
>Play vidya as usual, maybe some Wuchang in a bit
what is wuchang like?
is that a roguelike?
>Now you won't be able to buy EU5...
*sigh*
i really wanna geddit...
>>82326765
gn, anon!
>>82326769
y did he fail?
>>82326776
wut's wrong with ur kidneys? R u gonna get a translpant?
>>82327128
>spoiler
literally me lol
>Either way I can't work out what she wants from me.
maybe she wants a fren?
>Taking a quick nap and doing some work.
how was the nap?
Did u manage 2 get any work done?

>>82326776
I don't think boys go in heat, anon... you just have a functional pp and high T
Do you find it annoying?
>>82327128
>How are you finding DS?
At first I thought it was nonsense and... that hasn't changed, mainly because I know the game is based on Trump's wall i.e. political propaganda and I can never take that stuff seriously
Still, I like the overall aesthetics and presentation so far, it's slowly growing on me. Can't say the same about the gameplay though, walking isn't exactly my cup of tea (unless it's a horror game)
>>82327534
>is that a roguelike?
It's soulslop with a little bit of gooner fanservice sprinkled on top
>i really wanna geddit...
You can always arr... provided it doesn't have Gaynuvo

>>82327607
>>is that a roguelike?
>It's soulslop with a little bit of gooner fanservice sprinkled on top
sounds like a perfect game 4 u! Though i am surprised ur playing soulslop
i thought u got tired of the genre...
>You can always arr... provided it doesn't have Gaynuvo
depending on the reception i will probably buy it...
My wallet won't enjoy the rrrrrrrape...

>>82317747 (OP)
I am finally not busy :). I am about to head to bed though. For now: Giant nemertean worms from Antarctica. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parborlasia_corrugata
Fierce things. Here's female "Number 13, Burger King Foot Lettuce" lady to explain what nemertean worms are: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvAcHUQwp1s

Also from the BBC, a video showing them off: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HG17TsgV_qI
>>82324695
You have a stalker now? Did she give you a care package yet?

>>82327534
>maybe she wants a fren?
She might. She might also want something more than that she that's not something I want.
>how was the nap?
>Did u manage 2 get any work done?
So far I've done neither. I think I'll just have a sleep at this point. I've had enough excitement for one day.

>>82327607
>Can't say the same about the gameplay though, walking isn't exactly my cup of tea (unless it's a horror game)
Maybe I'm weird but that's the part I enjoyed most about it. I think I just found it really relaxing. Perhaps I was a courier in a past life...
I'm glad you're maybe enjoying it.
I like the landscape, especially once you get to the snowy bit.

>>82328433
Welcome back friend, I knew you wouldn't abandon us! I missed your cool animal facts.
>Did she give you a care package yet?
No but my first interaction with her was a WhatsApp message saying she bought me a present.

>>82328470
I'm stuck here forever B^) just like everyone else. There is no escape. Also that's neat, what kind of present was it? Did she just leave it ominous or was it harmless?
>I missed your cool animal facts.
Speaking of cool animal facts B^). I found out about yet another species of Siren, they're newly described even and local to Florida. The Seepage Siren https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seepage_siren
They look tiny. I got some aquatic isopods and worms recently so maybe I could actually keep one if I ever decided to make for a long road trip. That or just get one of the other siren species online, people do sell them. I can apparently buy one for the low, low price only 80$ B^). That beats wading into swamp water with traps, honestly.

My day so far was boring. I went to work, then got home and had leftovers from my lunch that I didn't finish.

I'm already broke and this month isn't over yet.

FML but it's my own fault though.

>>82325724
>y won't u b able 2 sleep?
I did sleep in the end :D. it was a great day yesterday, a great night too

>>82328533
Well it's almost over the month, I mean. Are you at least able to listen to podcasts or anything like that on your job? Might help to make things less boring.

>>82328110
>i thought u got tired of the genre...
I am, but chinks keep making good looking soulslop and I'm curious to try them
The combat in this one feels nice so it's kept me interested. It has a bunch of mechanics that let you keep attacking while blocking/dodging enemy attacks so you're not forced to dodge around and wait for openings all the time
>My wallet won't enjoy the rrrrrrrape...
Hey at least it has a fair price tag! Oh wait, it's a Paradox game...
>>82328433
What have you been cookin, animalnon?
>>82328470
>Maybe I'm weird but that's the part I enjoyed most about it
I find some things to be a bit too clunky and simple for what they were going for, like the trike handling is just weird, the combat is way too easy, BTs only feel like a threat at the very start and then they just become annoyances. Maybe it gets better... I'm only like 6-7 hours in

>>82328626
>What have you been cookin, animalnon?
B^) I came up with more nightmarish ideas for devices and experiments but I also have been thinking about trying to culture pea clams. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sphaeriidae
They're tiny little things and no one really seems to culture them. I did manage to get one before but I never got it to thrive in my tank. Luckily feeding them should be easy, I can make infusoria cultures and feed them powdered fish food.

How's your day going though?

>>82328433
Animal anon!
Hiiii
how have u been???
>She might. She might also want something more than that she that's not something I want.
would u b her fren?
>So far I've done neither. I think I'll just have a sleep at this point. I've had enough excitement for one day.
good night then!
sweet dreams, eiki!
>>82328533
>already broke
did u buy smth expensive?
>>82328597
did u have any dreams?
>>82328626
does it have mp? Maybe we should play 2gether if it does...
>Hey at least it has a fair price tag! Oh wait, it's a Paradox game...
well at least it's not 100 bux...

>>82328730
>Hiiii
Hello, hello B^). I've just been a bit busy, but I'm all free now. How've you been?
>would u b her fren?
Sure, I won't be getting any stalkers anytime soon though since I don't go out. Can't stalk a NEET so well. I don't have the best survival instincts though, so that may be a mistake.
>good night then!
It's about time for me to pass out too, in the mean time, a fishy fren :)

>>82328753
>Hello, hello B^). I've just been a bit busy, but I'm all free now. How've you been?
i've been alright
r u excited 4 eu5? We should play 2gether when it drops methinks!
>>82328730
also meant 4 >>82328470

>>82328730
>did u have any dreams?
Yeah but I can't seem to remember about what exactly

>>82328664
>nightmarish ideas for devices and experiments
Oh no... Who's in trouble this time?
>pea clams
What would you do with them?
>How's your day going though?
A chill day before the storm
>>82328730
>does it have mp?
Nope, it's for single player chads only
>well at least it's not 100 bux...
It'll be a lot more than that once they release the rest of the game as dlcs