>>82317747
Probably regressing since I'm back on this site, watching anime and playing video games. Though TV and discord were never improvements.
I've also been dual wielding racial slurs and bigotry like the good old days online but it makes me feel a bit bad.
I fantasize and day dream but there's a distinct difference between the two. One is grandiose and sickly while the other is functional and intelligent. I can't seem to stop fantasizing as its a measure of control. I wish, I hope, I want. I wish I could kill this part of me, I hope I can change it, I want it to stop.
Why do you make these threads? What do you fear and what do you desire?