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7/24/2025, 11:33:03 PM
>>2933912
>Tfw this could work
I've thought of this years ago. I should probably try it, but I would only do it for a job that pays somewhat well, since I receive NEETbucks, and I would lose them if I got a job and likely not be able to get them back if the job doesn't work out. The limit for money earned per month when you're on SSI is, no bullshit, $65.
I would have to be disciplined to virtually instantly start preparing for bed as soon as I get home. I would have a meal, brush my teeth, take a shower, try to relax on my computer while my hair dries, take my meds, hopefully chat with some frens, and then wait for the meds to kick in. The whole process would likely take 3 at the very least, but possibly 6 hours, from the time I get home, most likely 4 or 5 hours, since there would possibly be a few things that pop up that take up more time, so I would be going to bed at some time around 8 to 11 PM and waking up at some time around 5 to 8 AM with around 9 hours spent in bed.
The issue with this idea is that I still wouldn't have much time. By the time I take my meds, I would be super anxious thinking about having to be up for work the next day. Work itself wouldn't give me this anxiety; the thought of having to be UP on time for work would. The medication would likely help a lot with falling asleep, but I would hate to have to take more than I need to at the moment to get past the additional anxiety. The other major issue that I really want to avoid is insomnia surrounding not being able to fall back asleep. I can fall back asleep with no issue at the moment. This is something I wasn't able to do a year prior. Before this change, I was only getting around 5 or 6 hours whenever I would fall asleep. I would wake up and not be able to fall back asleep. I'm super worried that this problem would return if I got a 9 to 5 job. I want to get plenty of sleep for building muscle and keeping fat off me. This is literally my beauty sleep.
>Tfw this could work
I've thought of this years ago. I should probably try it, but I would only do it for a job that pays somewhat well, since I receive NEETbucks, and I would lose them if I got a job and likely not be able to get them back if the job doesn't work out. The limit for money earned per month when you're on SSI is, no bullshit, $65.
I would have to be disciplined to virtually instantly start preparing for bed as soon as I get home. I would have a meal, brush my teeth, take a shower, try to relax on my computer while my hair dries, take my meds, hopefully chat with some frens, and then wait for the meds to kick in. The whole process would likely take 3 at the very least, but possibly 6 hours, from the time I get home, most likely 4 or 5 hours, since there would possibly be a few things that pop up that take up more time, so I would be going to bed at some time around 8 to 11 PM and waking up at some time around 5 to 8 AM with around 9 hours spent in bed.
The issue with this idea is that I still wouldn't have much time. By the time I take my meds, I would be super anxious thinking about having to be up for work the next day. Work itself wouldn't give me this anxiety; the thought of having to be UP on time for work would. The medication would likely help a lot with falling asleep, but I would hate to have to take more than I need to at the moment to get past the additional anxiety. The other major issue that I really want to avoid is insomnia surrounding not being able to fall back asleep. I can fall back asleep with no issue at the moment. This is something I wasn't able to do a year prior. Before this change, I was only getting around 5 or 6 hours whenever I would fall asleep. I would wake up and not be able to fall back asleep. I'm super worried that this problem would return if I got a 9 to 5 job. I want to get plenty of sleep for building muscle and keeping fat off me. This is literally my beauty sleep.
7/19/2025, 1:12:52 PM
7/19/2025, 12:14:11 PM
In case this might help some of you reppers feel better: transitioning is a meme. I trooned, lived the troon life for nearly a decade, then detrooned. The hidden truth is that you're not missing out on anything. HRT barely does anything; it just gives you clearer skin and manboobs. Nobody in my family even noticed I was on it; they kept thinking I'm just a completely regular dude for years, despite me being on estrogen. All you really get for transitioning is massive disdain and disgust from a large portion of the populace, with no positives to counterbalance this. It's not worth it and you're not missing out on anything by not doing it.
Terminate desire and attachment to material life in your hearts. It's all a wretched illusion designed to enslave and torment you.
Terminate desire and attachment to material life in your hearts. It's all a wretched illusion designed to enslave and torment you.
7/15/2025, 5:52:08 PM
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>>81651674
Madoka Cute Hot Adorable Tired Sad Teen Girl Face Thinking that is a very descriptive name do you have any other madokas or homus? You might be really good at RLHF reinforcement learning from human feedback ai training
Madoka Cute Hot Adorable Tired Sad Teen Girl Face Thinking that is a very descriptive name do you have any other madokas or homus? You might be really good at RLHF reinforcement learning from human feedback ai training
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