my virtual gf cheated on me with a file manager

Every single prepared food item here contains corn syrup and canola oil. Every single one.

>wasn't born in the 50s-70s

I have had really bad dysphoria since I was around 14. Thought about transitioning going back and fourth on the idea. By the time I was 17 I decided it was too late. Now at 22 it is even more too late but I can't handle being male anymore. I can barely bring myself to get out of bed. Can't hold a steady job. Hate life and wish I was never born.

And no I don't think I can transition now. My body is covered with hair, my face is disfigured and disgusting, and my shoulders are broad. I want to throw up when I look in the mirror. I have nothing to live for anymore. I gave up on life. I gave up on making friends. None of it helped in the first place anyway. I want to cry looking at old pictures of myself because I knew had I transitioned young when I first thought about doing it I would have been fine.

I don't understand how other men continue to live their lives being so disgusting and unsightly. It feels like being born a male is a curse from God. I had my whole life ahead of me and its now ruined because I didnt want to mess up things with my family when I should have just did it. Everyone hates me anyway now since I am a loser and have achieved nothing in life.

I don't even know if I'm AGP or not at this point. I thought I was but I've quit porn completely and I'm not even attracted to women anymore. When I see attractive women having fun I just fall into despair knowing it will never be me and I will never get anything out of this life. Seriously considering roping.

>manually translating
Does it ever get easier?

need to kms

Life was good in the 2000s and I was young and happy. I'm no longer young and happy and Life isn't good.

I have the worst life in the world

>live in poor rural town
>worst of both worlds
>no jobs or stores but constant noise from neighbors
>have a daycare next door full of screaming kids
>barking dogs everywhere
>retarded neighbor plays farmer with roosters in my backyard
>every time someone moves in they're loud ass holes with more noise
>every single loud person is right next to my window every single time

>15 hours of sunshine today

Is there any way to meet other extreme losers? Like people with no friends, no hope, no pleasure, no happiness?

It feels like I'm the only one.

Is there any way to meet other extreme losers? Like people with no friends, no hope, no pleasure, no happiness?

It feels like I'm the only one.

My parents are hikkineets. They spend all day laying around in filth watching TV and getting drunk.

Literally everything is filthy, broken, and disgusting. I hate them.

4chan is all pedos, gays, and porn addicts. Reddit is all fags and trannies.

I have white fatigue

>4 months of freezing cold and sun setting at 330 pm
>4 months of extreme heat and sun out until 10 pm

I fucking hate this planet

>6 months of brutal howling winds, blizzards, and cold
>6 months of brutal ungodly heat, sun, and humidity

Why did my ancestors come to this shit hole country

Riding my bike around last night was depressing.

Seeing all the normies having fires, hanging out, living normal lives. Just to go back home and lock myself in my room in front of video games again.

Is it too late for neetbux? Seems weird that the government is building a database on every americans health records.

Is it possible to live fully offline? Like no cable, email, smartphone etc. Seems like it's becoming impossible these days especially with wage slaving being necessary.