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>be me 10-14yo
>get a lot of attention from girls in kindergarten and school
>my two hot cousins that was my age at the time (we were like 12yo) kissed me and let me touch her tits, ass and pussy
>hot blondie at school asked me to be her boyfriend but I was too autistic and didn't accept it
>another latina petite girl in school literally touched my penis middle of class while I was touching her boobies and vagene
>i was literally a chadlite
>fast forward few yrs I get extremely addicted to videogames
>toxic family environment didn't help
>drop out of school
>crippling depression for 7-8 yrs, I was 15-16 at the time
>get fat and disgusting
>I'm invisible to both women and men now
>life is miserable, want to kill myself everyday
>fast forward 5-6 yrs of NEETism
>find 4chan and Zyzz, eventually start lifting (at 25yo) because of Zyzz
>get leaner and in shape after 3yrs of lifting
>women now notice me and men respect me
Tl;dr this world is gay as shit, ty for reading my blog
>get a lot of attention from girls in kindergarten and school
>my two hot cousins that was my age at the time (we were like 12yo) kissed me and let me touch her tits, ass and pussy
>hot blondie at school asked me to be her boyfriend but I was too autistic and didn't accept it
>another latina petite girl in school literally touched my penis middle of class while I was touching her boobies and vagene
>i was literally a chadlite
>fast forward few yrs I get extremely addicted to videogames
>toxic family environment didn't help
>drop out of school
>crippling depression for 7-8 yrs, I was 15-16 at the time
>get fat and disgusting
>I'm invisible to both women and men now
>life is miserable, want to kill myself everyday
>fast forward 5-6 yrs of NEETism
>find 4chan and Zyzz, eventually start lifting (at 25yo) because of Zyzz
>get leaner and in shape after 3yrs of lifting
>women now notice me and men respect me
Tl;dr this world is gay as shit, ty for reading my blog
6/28/2025, 7:56:32 AM
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Not really myself but the doors in the bathroom at my gym have this green/red lock showing if it's open/locked, there was a dumbass taking a shit with the door open (it was green and I couldn't see his feet under), I was kind in a rush to take a piss then opened the door and caught the mfer lackin, we were both embarrassed but I kinda just laughed and said sorry, he said sorry aswell but I haven't seen him back there in almost 2 years now
Not really myself but the doors in the bathroom at my gym have this green/red lock showing if it's open/locked, there was a dumbass taking a shit with the door open (it was green and I couldn't see his feet under), I was kind in a rush to take a piss then opened the door and caught the mfer lackin, we were both embarrassed but I kinda just laughed and said sorry, he said sorry aswell but I haven't seen him back there in almost 2 years now
6/15/2025, 5:11:04 AM
6/14/2025, 10:45:49 PM
Yes, after "self improoooving" for 2 years, 2 minor surgeries deep and trying my hardest to look good I get that in the mirror now, still no gf and no sex other than prostitutes.
I can see girls in the gym looking at me sometimes but maybe that's just me being a schizo but I'm also too much of a pussy to approach girls in the gym. Only thing that's missing for me is being lower body fat, I'm like 16-17%, surely I can get a gf at 10%
I can see girls in the gym looking at me sometimes but maybe that's just me being a schizo but I'm also too much of a pussy to approach girls in the gym. Only thing that's missing for me is being lower body fat, I'm like 16-17%, surely I can get a gf at 10%
6/14/2025, 4:43:42 PM
>see cute girl at the gym
>go home and picture a whole life with her where we lift together, have kids, marry
I've also realized I can't make eye contact with hot girls unless I have headphones on, if I have some music on my head somehow my brain doesn't give a fuck and I can make eye contact with everyone just fine, I realized that having eye problems such as myopia makes this even worse if the person is too far away.
>go home and picture a whole life with her where we lift together, have kids, marry
I've also realized I can't make eye contact with hot girls unless I have headphones on, if I have some music on my head somehow my brain doesn't give a fuck and I can make eye contact with everyone just fine, I realized that having eye problems such as myopia makes this even worse if the person is too far away.
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