>play 1 game
>get griefed but the game is somewhat playable
>pop off 1v9 hitlerstomp
>next game immediately autofilled
>we had 4 autofills
>enemy only had 1

>20 hours before season ends
>4 wins away from ranked goal
>but i have to winstreak it
>also no motivation

>play 1 normal game
>autofilled
>into a 2.4mill katarina
>in a 5stack
>with a nautilus jungle that perma ults me
>i have 2 people in my team with 20 kills and the enemy team is still flash ulting me as soon as i leave the base
>they lose
>but i feel nothing cause i just had to somehow not go afk while being forced to play the lowest quality game of my life


i play literally 1 game after taking a week long break because games were low quality and i was autofilled over half of my games
then i come back and the first game i play is even worse than the ones i had before

1 more week it is
i am feeling the engagement optimization alright

I don't even know what kind of advice I could get for this, but I need to say it somewhere, and I don't like airing out relationship issues with personal friends or family, but I am just going nuts in my own mind right now, it feels so dramatic and so pathetic.

I started dating a girl about half a year ago, up until this point I haven't dated in well over 10 years and I was fine with that, I had no interest in dating but she approached me, romantically interested, I resisted at first but eventually she pulled me in and I had some of the best months of my life, it all seemed to happen so soon but I genuinely fell in love with her in a way I never expected to feel again in my life.

Things were going fine until she suddenly started to change up a bit, nothing drastic or drama but the affection from her definitely began to feel like it was waning, which I get is normal, the honeymoon phase and all that, logically I am aware of that but emotionally it made me really concerned, I became hyper sensitive to things she said or did (or didn't do) and I would bring them up. We are very good at communicating with each other and promised to always be up front if we were having issues. This is a double edged sword because perhaps I should have just swallowed some shit and went through it. Over the last month we've been having lots of heated/emotionally discussions, nothing cruel, no big blow type things, but definitely emotionally tense. A lot of things she said to be early in the relationship she began to go back on, I began to become very jealous of her relationship with her male best friend, feeling like he was getting more attention than me.

About a day ago we had another emotional talk, and it ended with her essentially going "Everything you're saying is fair, I would also be upset if I were in your shoes, but I'm starting to think I am just not cut out for relationships" and....

>gli yogurt in frigo sono scaduto
Vado al supermercato a comprare da mangiare, volete che vi prenda qualcosa giá che ci sono?

>>510391841
lmao thanks for making me genuinely lol m8 I'm having a day

Anyone got alternatives to spanking your kids because I need something since this is my own personal self help thread now

>riBer the best argentinian team right now didn't beat the worst inter of the last 30 years
the absolute state of this hellhole

>2-2
>no memes

>>528562453
>make another guy complain about my creative contributions but this time he exploits the one fear I had

>>211942638
>immagina
Non ho bisogno di immaginare niente

>>526158941
Learn how to love suffering.