>>212342605
Yeah but the worst part is it's entirely my fault so I can't even blame anyone else. Got kicked out of the military two years back for using drugs and have been shifting from security gig to call center until quitting my last job out of a moment of rage at a supervisor and now I haven't been able to find any work in two months (mostly because every job that would hire me drug tests and I'm never going to give that up). If I can't find any work by the end of July, I'll probably put a bullet in my skull out of embarrassment. Should've done so years ago honestly.