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You will never be a real Egyptian. You have no Coptic ancestry, you have no knowledge of hieroglyphics, you have no obelisks. You are an Arab man twisted by conquest and warmongering into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your ancestors are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “Arab brothers” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Whites are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed men to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even Egyptians who are “Copts” look uncanny and unnatural to a man. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk Syrian into a federation with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your diseased, infected river.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a Nile reed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your Arab neighbors will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with Arabic abjad, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know an Arab is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably Arab.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
