>>82153119
>do it you panic because they might actually die and you're not ready to deal with that?
would you not try to save someone hanging on the edge of a cliff? its how i see it. no one wants to die anon, people get to the point where they can't live anymore and they choose the other option. i dont blame people for killing themselves, if someone has a good reason to choose the void then i'd understand. hell, i'd almost feel happy for them- but i can't ignore someone who's still grasping the ledge, since there's still a 1% chance they might want to keep living. and im very selfish and stubborn, so i cant let it go to waste! perhaps thinking this way makes me a hypocrite but i honestly dont even care. it's just how i am.
>>82153274
>Having an AV is always a good idea even for personal use.
wellll i guess i should get one when i got money to waste since i somehow managed to get 200 different malwares and a bitcoin miner at some point...
>Like make one?
i meant more like working on one in a company
>get paid to gauge a company's security often by hacking them
well that sounds pretty fun. its like being a criminal but legally!
>it was a soul-sucking experience
so i've heard from so many people already. have you worked in one for a very long time?
oh and sorry about your illness. i dont wanna pry, but what is it?
>>82153301
>ill never be fluent enough
i mean... if you give up thats for sure the case. besides what else would you be doing?
>id feel less discouraged by life at least
how? bedrotting just leaves you in an awful feedback loop that makes it insanely harder to do anything.
>im unfortunately far from the north
aw that sucks. hope one day you'll be able to visit!
>joke
aurora borealis? at this time of year? at this time of day, and in this part of the country, localized entirely within your kitchen?
>>82153324
>Survive a gunfight
well plenty of wars to fight in anon
