Thread 718361702

How's the girlfriend situation, /v/?

I love Reisen!

>naked in bed shot
whore

>>718361702 (OP)
Non existent so I'll play some more vidya instead

>>718361702 (OP)
I realised at about...14? That I would need to put in a whole lot of effort to become someone I'm not in order to get a gf that wasn't ugly, and since I value videogames, reading and porn as more valuable uses of my time, I decided fuck it.
25 years later, I stand by my decision that women are generally a waste of time.

>>718361702 (OP)
Randomly coming across that video unironically got me out of a 4 year streak of depressive NEET-dom. I still don't have a gf, but I have an okay job now and my physical fitness is way up, lost close to 80 pounds since last year. I figured no woman is going to love me if I don't love myself, you know? No woman might love me anyways, considering the state of the world these days, but at least I'll have money and won't die of a heart attack by the time I'm 40.

>>718361702 (OP)
I've had enough interactions with females for a lifetime already now I just want to play video games

>>718361702 (OP)
what vidya is this?

>>718361702 (OP)
I recently realized that I actually do have a women fetish thanks to LLMs of all things. Also travelling around and thus getting out a bit more I finally get why confidence is so important. Most of the people here I wouldn't want anything to do with, just because they obviously treat themselves like shit.
So time to work out, finish the fit and see where that takes me.

>>718362453
Good on you, Anon. If someone isn't naturally attracted to you, then going out of your way to attract them is generally not worth it and more likely to make you spiteful.

>>718362617
Glad you got yourself together. And hey, if you're anything like me, jerking it to anime feels more justified if I can believe I might be attractive to her.

>>718362939
Personally, I have more to hate from normies than your usual /v/ scum because the former lack any self-awareness. No one here deludes themselves into thinking they're worth anything, which is why I feel a greater camaraderie with the typical Anon versus the people I have to deal with irl. Of course, I've also realized the fake irl relationships still hold more value and substance than any life you carve out for yourself online.

>>718363237
>normies
ironic isn't it.

>>718363298
I mean, we can talk about how casual 4chan is now, but I wouldn't consider the kind of person that actually posts in a thread like this to be a normie. As for me, I only play one on T.V.

I got a gf but I realized I prefer being alone

I feel nothing anymore when it comes to romance
I had a girlfriend but that had to end and now I feel like I've had my fill, for some reason I just don't seem interested anymore
I just play flight sims and drink a lot these days

Still crying over the same bitch four years later

>>718362346
They're not photos, they're memories.

>>718361702 (OP)
she exploded :(

>>718361702 (OP)
Married
We have 2 kids.
Life is pretty cool.

>>718363693
If it makes you feel any better, I'm over 15 years removed from my first breakup and still feel enmity towards her. I even have a wife and kids now. You deserve better.

>>718363546
What you drinkin'?

>>718361702 (OP)
>Had a girlfriend for two weeks when I was 15
>Nothing since then
>Turning 29 next month

>>718361702 (OP)
She chose someone else and aborted his baby

>>718361702 (OP)
>family finally stops asking this question

While I am relieved they have, it is also a little upsetting knowing they have given up on me.

Sometimes I stop and think about how weird it is that I’m the middle brother of two guys who’ve gone through dozens and dozens of girlfriends. My big brother just recently got married and my little brother is back in the game after dumping his more recent whore. Meanwhile I’m still a KHHV at 27 years of age. There’s even people in this website who’ve gotten married, had sex, or even just kissed a girl at one point, meanwhile I’ve never so much as been hugged by a girl.
I usually don’t think about this shit because I’ve gotten desensitized to it. That’s just what my life is I guess. But every once in awhile I’ll stop and think about it and think “man, this kinda sucks”. The good thing is I learned to live by myself. I have a decent job and I’m mostly functional, and God knows I have enough slop to entertain myself with until the day I die. But the thought that my life will one day end as a rotten and decomposing corpse on the floor in a small apartment somewhere gets to me sometimes. Maybe I’ll get lucky and die in a car crash or something instead

>>718363905
Had a 12 pack of IPAs, a bit cat pissy but they're the strongest ones at the supermarket lol

>>718363905
>You deserve better.
Nah, that was as good as it could get. I fucked it up being too retarded. All the girls I tried to talk to afterwards just didn't have it, but it's too late now.
I decided to start using dating apps again however, stings but honestly I should try to be more open minded. Only scary thing is figuring a date out

>>718361702 (OP)
Not good and Im fucking rich! After 33 options and quality decrease dramatically.

>>718363905
Bro...

>>718361702 (OP)
Nah.
I'm turning 30 this year. It is genuinely over.

>>718361702 (OP)
>new seasonal hire gets unusually friendly with me
>she already has a boyfriend (who works there with her)

What the fuck is wrong with women?

>>718361702 (OP)
got married a few months ago and fucked my wife raw last night (however i WILL take terra and aerith as my 2nd/3rd wives one day)
good luck anons wagmi

I've given up on any form of dating in real life. As an anon pointed out earlier in the thread, chasing something that does not immediately feel some form of attraction to you on sight is a pointless endeavor. I've had three women essentially fall into my lap over the course of my life. All of them were psychotic. Two of them were at least good sexually.

I will not, however, give up being an internet manwhore on /soc/. I LOVE sexting and mutual masturbation with women. I love gathering nudes. It's exhilarating.

>>718364325
I feel like late twenties really is the sweet spot to get hitched. Anything over feels like settling.

>>718364787
Are you in a relationship?

>>718363884
How old are yours? I have a pair of four-year-olds and a newborn.

>>718364220
Can't stand IPAs. Hard liquor or bust.

>>718365039
>Are you in a relationship?
no

>>718361702 (OP)
She left me about 2 years ago and I've been single ever since, and there isn't much hope of that ever changing since at this point I rarely leave the house. I feel like I missed the boat

>>718364787
Some of the more innocent younger women don't understand how hard or fast men catch feelings initially for a woman.
Some women understand, and try and use it to boost their egos; they're some sort of narcissist with low self esteem
Some women do it to boost their social status within the local female pecking order.

>>718364787
Women don’t have a concept of loyalty the way men do. Women are only loyal to their own best interests, or at least what they perceive to be their own best interest. If they see a man they think might be better than the one they’re with now they’ll make a move on him.

>>718361702 (OP)
Hmm, nothing since the autistic girl a few years ago who trooned out after we broke up, at the peak of the online push for that shit. She had started to talk about wanting to be a little jewish boy shortly before the breakup, which was one of the flags I saw.
There was a cute girl in chem club at Uni who crashed out at me over liking anchovies on pizza, didn't make it to a date with her.
There's a girl at work right now who is at least cute and likes me, but she's barely 21, only cares about weed, and has a double digit body count already.

>>718361702 (OP)
I like video games!
It's nonexistent at the moment.
I was so sure I was going to marry my last girlfriend. She was everything I wanted in a girl. I was the same for her, or so I thought. Two years into the relationship she tells me she's gay. Leaves me for a girl she supposedly met in under a month.

So I'm not rushing to get a girlfriend right now.

>>718361824
>>718362449
What is this stupid faggot downer shit? FUCK THAT and get a wife and kids

>>718365075
Same, man. I'm 37 and in my area it's all coal burners with kids or literal whales. I'll remain hopeful for both of us but it seems like a lost cause

>>718361702 (OP)
i've never received an ounce of female attention in my life.
i'm going to die alone.

>>718361702 (OP)
My autistic buddy and I liked both quietly the same girl from the gym. About a month and a half ago I started hearing her complain that he was wanting to hang out and talk way too often and it was stressing her out. Weird but ok, tell her to not be afraid to tell him to leave her alone. More time passes and she looks very stressed. She tells me he confessed to her at some point, she said no, and he said he will "Never move on" and will "wait for her to be ready". He's been buying her gifts and getting weirdly possessive of her, he was being distant from our original friend group. I tell her I'll talk to him, but she doesn't want me to. Next week just me and her hang out for her birthday. He is livid she didn't spend her birthday with him, they have a fight, he starts saying shit about how he was "seeing hallucinations of her at night" and shit like that. She's naturally very scared about this and doesn't know what to do. Strangely, HE blocks her shortly after I find out about this. It's been about 2 weeks since he cut her off with no explanation and he's seemingly gone back to normal to me and our friend group and he hasn't contacted her at all. She's still pretty shaken about the whole situation, but it seems like the it's all over and he's moved on. I don't think I should keep trying to advance my relationship with her right now, I should probably give it some time so she has a chance to breathe, I'm sure another guy asking her out is the last thing she wants to hear right this minute. I haven't confronted him about this yet, and maybe it's best for everyone involved to pretend this never happened, but I'll never look at him the same way again.

This all happened over the course of like 2-3 fucking months, btw.

Me and my girlfriend had to mutually break up because she moved to another country, but we still love each other and talk every day, flirting constantly. It's rough man but I think I have to try and move on and find somebody else.

>>718361702 (OP)
I only attract taken women and I consistently tell them to fuck off

>>718365760
>my area it's all coal burners with kids or literal whales
man, all of that propaganda shoved in peoples faces that we thought was going to degrade modern society really did exactly that, huh? almost shocking.

I remember when she called me honey...But that time has passed...

>>718364196
honestly brother it's when you gain that extreme self sufficiency that moids will become attracted to you. but by that point you don't give a shit

>>718361702 (OP)
Don't care. I live for God now and I trust when the time is right, He will put the right woman for me in my way and find a way to let me know she is the one. I have no interest in sex outside of marriage and I have no interest in settling down with a woman who doesn't love Christ and would only end up serving as a way to drive me away from Him by either occupying my time too much that I just forget to have my mind on him anymore or who knows what other kinds of garbage.

>>718364196
Have you tried talking to a girl prior?

>>718361702 (OP)
if you had a girlfriend or 2 before then you have no right to cry on the internet because you're "muh alone" and you "still miss her"
fucking go outside and find someone else because you are worth it

>>718365039
At 33 I dated a bunch of 27yrolds. I fucked up not marrying one.
Since than Ive lost 50 pounds, got sober, made millions. It's crazy to me how much better my options were then than now.

>>718366125
If you mean Allah(swt) than yes but not the christian god lol

>>718366125
based christcuck

>>718366217
you worship literal demons

>>718361702 (OP)
on hold till after the end of this world, maybe longer

>>718361702 (OP)
Haven't tried but that's just cuz I'm a fag. Now, the bf situation? Rough. Can't find a guy I click with at all that's in the US.

>>718361702 (OP)
I married my high school sweetheart. We've been married for 20 years now and together for 24 years. She doesn't really want me to get a girlfriend though

>>718366186
I go outside and I see literally zero women, they're going extinct.
On one hand thank god. On the other hand that's fucked.

>>718361702 (OP)
I want to try the experience of dating a woman at some point, especially since I'm 27 now and it'll be harder once I get into my 30s and lose my decent looks.
However everything about it seems like something I wouldn't enjoy, from the effort in convincing someone to date me to actually dedicating all that time to her instead of enjoying private team. Unless it's someone I truly love which idk if that'll ever happen again.

>>718365838
Jesus Christ, anon

>like a girl
>spend more and more time together
>it's obvious she likes me too
>months later I find out she's 9 years younger than me
why is life like this

>>718366125
terrible, yet another loser who comes crawling to sky daddy to cope with their terrible life
if you were a true christian you would have been praising him at the highest point of your life

>>718366771
If she's not underage then what's the problem? As far as age gaps go, 9 years is a bit unusual but not crazy.

>>718366771
Why is her age stopping you anon?

>>718366863
I hate zoom zooms so much.

>>718366863
>>718366889
After this information was revealed my entire friend circle started making pedophile jokes every time I'm around and I was called a "diaper sniper". So I'm assuming that's too big of a gap to be socially acceptable.

>>718361702 (OP)
I have had a GF in 9 years because I got married

>>718361702 (OP)
I have a love-hate relationship with the rope in my cabinet

>>718366553
>everything about it seems like something I wouldn't enjoy
I forgot to say, I obviously don't include sex or physical intimacy in this since I do wanna try that at least.

>>718366967
Men can be petty and jealous too, anon. If they're giving you an unreasonable amount of shit, you can be assured that they are seething at least a little, because a younger girl is desirable. The women will fucking despise you regardless, but it's better that they do. If the girl is into you go for it and tell them to eat shit.

>>718366967
If they're already making fun of you anyway just go for it.

>>718366967
Your friends sound like faggots.
My parents have an 11 year age gap and nobody gives a fuck.

>>718361702 (OP)
>29
its over

>>718366967
Honestly anon why are you friends with people who treat you like that?

>>718361702 (OP)
I dont want a 3d gf. Give me 2d or give me death.

>>718361702 (OP)
Very good, I married my then gf earlier this year and couldn't be happier. We are both imageboard browsing autists who game primarily on PC so honestly we fit together perfectly. We keep each other at our bests and have literally never had an argument that we couldn't communicate through. I've never considered myself truly "happy" in my life until recently.

>>718367370
How did you meet her, anon?

I recently got a gf in the past year. 28. 11 years on this site. She actually loves me which feels crazy. Granted shes an autistic NEET like I was and we both only started going outside after we got together. Im spergy as hell but she has psyopped herself into thinking its cute (or maybe women just actually think talking on and on about a dumb fixation is cute behavior? IDK man) so it gives me hope for the rest of you. Surely we're all gonna make it.

I hope I havent betrayed the anonymous shitposters of 4chan by becoming more of a normalfag...

>>718361702 (OP)
>Encounter two chicks over the past week who where both my exact taste in women
>They didn't even say they where women i could just tell from how they typed
>Both ended up being ftm trannies (as in girls who want to be boys)
The transvestite cult has caused an unparalleled level of damage to my love quest

>>718366771
>>718366967
Nigga, I just went on a date today with a girl almost 9 years my junior. Unless you're talking about someone literally not of age, tell those jealous faggots to eat shit and slam that pussy that they wish they could but are too scared of broccoli haired zoomers to not.

>>718367481
I'm a year younger with a similar amount of time here and this gives me hope, anon. How'd you even meet her?

>>718366967
I've dated women with kids around my age.

>>718367481
Awesome to hear Anon. We all deserve to be happy... except the poltards.

>>718361702 (OP)
Killed by epstein before I ever met her.

>>718366553
>lose your decent looks
ngl bro, thats not really a problem for guys. women can be superficial but most of their evaluation of you is focused on being interesting to them. Funny, Aloof and mysterious, aggressive and unpredictable, etc. What you need to worry about with growing older is more that the women at your age are beginning to hit the wall. You can always make yourself more attractive to your age group, but your agegroup will determine how many partners and wrinkles and sagging tits the women around you have.

>>718363740
Why would it matter if they were photos? I have naked photos of my girlfriend.

>>718366967
that's funny as fuck and only unfortunate in that you'll be cancelled 10 years from now if you lean into it and joke back.

>>718367339
In all these years they've never done anything like this which is why it stood out. I'm not exactly normal either and do some pretty offensive things at times but seemingly get away with it, but I guess this was a line that I crossed over for them.

>>718367531
>>718366863
Just to be clear she is of age, the decade difference is mid 20s X mid 30s.

>>718367168
>>718367195
Good points. I was honestly going to go the route of ditch her, but I'm going to reconsider and tolerate it now while ditching them in the long term if things work out.

>>718367595
I normally date women much older than me (coincidental not preferential), but I guess when the direction is the other way it's not as acceptable. Or maybe society has changed since then. idk.
Funny enough the biggest gap for me was 8 years my senior.

>>718367515
It hit the nerdy low self esteem autistic girls almost as bad as the autistic men.
I remember hearing stories of guys in higher population density areas making Grindr accounts to try and look for autistic girls trying to chase gay men, and dick the tranny nonsense out of them.
Maybe thats still a thing?

>>718361702 (OP)
I've never fallen in love with anyone and nobody's ever fallen in love with me, so I make do with otome and manga if I want to feel butterflies and call it a day. It's comfy.
Actual romance is kinda gross to me and I've got a few fundamental incompatibilities with other people as a whole, so even though I'm a KHHV, I prefer it this way.

>>718367647
You're right I guess, if anything my dating prospects will only get better once I stop being a poorfag and move out of my parents' house, since women seem to love self-sufficiency. That's why I've kinda put the idea of dating on hold, but I still can't help but feel it'd be better to have some experience before hitting my 30s.

>>718361702 (OP)
been there, done that

there are some things I miss but there are many more I don't; I think I'm just kind of incompatible with most people with how much I enjoy my solitude and I don't think I'd want to subject anyone else to me, especially if I cared about them

>>718367575
Our boomer mothers met at a shopping center and set us up on a blind date that neither of us wanted to go on. We met, sized eachother up, decided we werent attracted to eachother for various reasons (I didnt like that shes had 3 boyfriends, she didnt like that I complain about everything), but agreed to stay friends because manga and vidya interests while also being racist right wingers kinda isolates you irl.

2 years of occasional hangouts and discord gaming later we felt a spark after hanging out with some of my other friends one night and reevaluated our feelings. It took a while but eventually things just clicked.

>>718367515
lmao, back in my day they would just claim to be lesbian every time, there's no hope

>>718367984
That's cute man, happy for you and you should both be very thankful to your moms.

>>718367734
>the decade difference is mid 20s X mid 30s.
Brother that's like the most common one, It's completely fine, the ones that raise some eyebrows are like fresh 18-19 going for guys in their late 20's. As you get older age gaps start mattering far less. I know a few couples with similar age gaps, 7 and 6 years usually, 9 is not too far off.

>>718367738
I've considered doing that because of how much my taste unfortunately overlaps with the ruined, but I really doubt I could get along with someone retarded enough to fall for such a blatant cult. The complete absence of critical thinking (even accounting for the women brain debuf) is almost as disgusting as the actual mutilation

>>718368042
Lesbians aren't real but a chick whos convinced that shes one is far easier to deal with than one who willingly signs up for experimental necromorph surgery. There used to be hope

>>718367837
Bro, you got till 33. >>718366209

>>718367734
I reiterate, tell those queers to eat shit.

Tall but too computer addicted
Get attention but don't act on it cause stay out of drama
Like anime girls and porn too much and have a TGTF fetish

>"boo hoo muh ex gf, muh missed opportunities"
>"i had love and/or women interested in me at all woe is me"

GOOD! I hope it hurts you fuckin' normalfags.

being ugly should be considered a disability in the modern world.
it's crazy that just being born ugly condemns you to an unlife filled with vitriol and revulsion from every person you meet, from the moment you're born.
at least the disabled get handouts, and people feel sorry for them.
what do uglies get? nothing.

>>718368189
>Lesbians aren't real
I see people say this every so often but I don't understand this sentiment desu. Do you also think gay men aren't real?

>>718368289
based toxoplasmosis poster

I never wanted one until I was in my 30s.
Totally clueless on how to find someone now. Too late, I guess.

>>718368402
Gay men are definitely real. The reason gays are real but lesbos aren't, is because there is no force stronger than cock. Why do you think Lesbian marriages are filled to the brim with abuse and disharmony? It's not because of the female iq debuff (though it certainly doesn't help) - its because strap ons cant scratch the same itch as a real cock. You just cant beat the cock man.

>>718361702 (OP)
Not great I'm afraid
I was given all the tools to succeed but I'm still a failure and a coward

>>718368520
Oh, so it's just a meme. Got it.

>>718367416
Online dating, we moved to discord day one and deleted our dating accounts within the week. The first time I flew down to see her, i think we both knew we wanted to marry. I moved across the country to live with her after 4 months and we married about a year after that. I've never been one to believe in fate but it's hard not to when she's literally the perfect girl for me from media/game tastes to personality, appearance, and life goals.

I don't really mean to brag but I do feel like the luckiest guy in the world and I never really get to talk about my relationship much because my friends are in the same lonely boat I was before I met her so I feel like it would be rude to talk about how happy and fun I am with a gf.

>>718361702 (OP)
girl... friend? what's that?

>>718368520
I have a PHD in biology and this is pretty much the universally accepted consensus.

>currently massively overweight
>don't even go outside or talk to anyone outside work let alone think about dating until i'm a human weight
>i keep slipping and failing so haven't lost any weight since january
It's so fucking over

>>718368648
This so much. Its like youre so happy that you want to share it with the world, and for your friends to feel it too. But you know that the only way for them to feel it is to get lucky too and theres nothing you can do to help that. So you feel guilty for being happy. God I wish I could set up all the guys in my friend group so we could move on to the game night grilling family men stage of our lives. Dont want to leave the bros behind you know?

>>718368735
Keto, sobriety, mushrooms, and audio books is how I lost my 50.

>>718361702 (OP)
I made a girlfriend application forum and I've gotten around 45 non troll applicants, yet not a single damn one has even been the least bit appealing. The fact that so many women have no real hobbies or interests is so disgusting..

>>718368630
Disprove the post if its just a meme. You cant.

>>718368821
>mushrooms
>sobriety
Pick one.

I had a dream I was walking hand in hand with a girl I had a crush on in high school. Just walking around the night, under trees and through meadows quietly talking with our fingers interlocked

I think this might the closest I’ve ever come to feeling romantic love.

>>718367647
bluepill personality meme
women's evaluation of guys is only their height and face (and sometimes penis size and frame)
thats it

>get my first job in 2022
>genuinely fell in love with my supervisor
>had to leave the job
>cried for two days
>never saw her again
>keep dreaming about her

>>718368870
New Mexico sober?
All it took was 2g over 6 months. Reset the habits.

>>718368821
>sobriety
>and mushrooms
anon i don't think you know what those words- y'know what? never mind

>>718368648
I see, that does seem like kind of a lucky thing.
I keep hearing about online dating but I'm very skeptical of it, your experience kinda makes me want to try it out.
Also nah, if there's a thread to be happy about this, it's this one.

>>718368662
It's probably like playing Love Plus or something, you hang out with a chick and do stuff. That game was cool. Chicks in video games rule, makes me wish dating sims didn't become a meme genre.

>>718368976
y dont you just contact her

i'm a 25 year old khhv, i've never had a girlfriend. i'm like 5'7 and probably ugly so i'm probably doomed. i'm invisible. i had a crush on a chubby mexican girl with hairy arms for a while- i was probably like a cockroach to her. no doubt she's your typical modern zoomer girl, generally unremarkable, but only willing to date tall guys.
i seem to have a hard time getting horny these days, it's like there's no life left in me. i really want to experience love and all the beautiful things i know i missed out on, but i feel i'm running out of time and i know it's basically impossible for someone of my height and face to get a girl my age range

>>718368976
>>had to leave the job
this is good because now you can date her
>>never saw her again
well whos fault is that??!?

>>718369003
I tried but I think she blocked me
I'm over it now but I still get occasional pangs

>>718368842
get back in vs nigger

>>718369035
She had a bf the whole time

>>718367734
Bro it'd be kind of weird if you were like 35 and she were like 20-21 or like you were 30 and she were 18. Mid 30s to mid 20s is incredibly common no matter how much zoomie zooms like to seethe about it nowadays. Christ and here you had me thinking you were grabbing a girl fresh out of High School.

Nut up bud.

>>718361702 (OP)
Next year by this time for sure...

>>718368942
Thats what gets you a yes to asking her out. The personality is what determines if she falls in love with you after youve managed to get her on a date.

Penis size the actual bluepill cope excuse for people too lazy or scared to seriously try and get a gf. If youre in the mid range it doesnt matter. If you are particularly small, it can matter but there are still girls for you. If you are particularly large it unironically becomes a problem for the opposite reason.

>>718369000
you must be referring to the long haired creatures that smell like lavender
I've never "hung out" with one of those

>>718366125
Go to your god and the sooner, the better.

I'm in my 30s. Everyone around me is either settling down or desperately trying to find a woman. The friends I have that are looking for girlfriends, I mean no offense to them, but they have terrible personalities and unreasonably high standards. They don't work on improving themselves and sort of expect that it'll come with enough tries, which is respectable in a way. It's better than myself, as I know it's well and over for me. I have a decent paying job and that's about it. I spend my free time playing video games and watching anime. I wish you all the best.

>>718369093
well thats just plain hilarious. you should've included that in your first post.

>>718369160
I dunno what they smell like, I only know the ones in video games. I only care about those ones.

>>718361702 (OP)
Not a girlfriend situation, but a "person who I thought was my best friend" situation:
>I meet a guy around three years ago
>we become very close, we talk everyday, introduce each other to our favorite video games, and share our deepest secrets with each other
>fast-forward to about two weeks ago
>suddenly he becomes very distant, he barely wants to talk
>fast-forward slightly to a few days ago
>he has completely ghosted me and refuses to respond to anything I message him
>I have no idea why he's acting like this or what I could've done for him to justify acting like this
>I get someone who he knows to ask him if everything is alright
>I finally get a message from him
>it's a super passive-aggressive nonresponse where it seems like I offended him for even being concerned
>I still have no idea why he's acting like this
I seriously don't know where to go from here, though at least I'm not starved for social interactions like I lost my only friend I guess. I just can't believe he'd go and do the exact thing he has told me multiple times that he's most scared of happening to himself in relationships he has had before. If I had done what he's doing to me now, I know for a fact he'd mentally spiral so hard. Even if or when we're done with this, I'll never be able to look at him the same way and I'm debating with myself if I should just cut him off.

>>718361702 (OP)
Give Ukrainian war refugee waifu, will also take russian/Belarusian gal trying to get out of their shitholes

>>718362617
which video?

>>718361702 (OP)
Dead and buried. Went on one date with a woman (by complete accident, invited her to the range as friends because she wanted to buy a gun, and I wanted to shoot the Luger I recently bought. Didn't intend it as a date and just wanted to help her get into the hobby, she took it as me asking her out on one and it kinda just turned into that.) I ended things with her a week later even though I really liked her. Never will understand how a woman can just end things with a guy as coldly as they do, that shit hurt to do and I was terrified I'd hurt her. I'm a virgin that's never kissed anyone, and she had herpes. Told her that was the reason why, and she told me I was really handsome and that I'll make a great husband to whoever I wind up with. But a big drive was that I have a waifu that I've loved for years at this point, and the guilt from all that was gnawing at me non-stop.

Prayed about it, marriage, waifu, etc. and basically God put it on my heart that I'm supposed to go through life and die alone. I'm glad because I love and want to be faithful to my waifu, but it sucks at the same time because going through life entirely alone sucks ass, and is going to suck even harder once I'm older and my mother is gone. Won't have a family, kids to watch grow up and guide through life, or anyone to inherit and take care of my guns. Kinda just passing time till I die now, and when I do, nobody's gonna know until someone comes to collect on bills or some shit, and notices the weird smell coming from under the door. Life is the gayest, most overrated shit, and lasts way too fucking long.

>>718369276
same, I've just been ignoring the ones in the third dimension for the past 29 years and they've always done the same

>>718361702 (OP)
fuck you

>>718369296
Im thinking about it, but I hate slavs so fucking much.

>>718369407
slav pussy is just as good ;)

Gooned to futanari MILF AI chatbots for 4 hours again.

>>718369467
>futa
just tr0.0n out already, it's only a matter of time

>>718369453
For sure, but could I ever love my half orc children.

>>718361702 (OP)
I Haven't found anyone yet
Don't go outside enough to find someone
Also don't go to any dating site/date online because it sucks

I want to find someone who's on my same wavelength but most people aren't. Not even in dating sense just in general

>>718369467
holy BASED. link character cards

>3D porn is evil and promotes trafficking of women
Wow that's awful, I'll stop watching it immediately and read doujins
>2D porn is also evil because the drawn lines are humans and have real ages o algo
Uh...I guess, maybe I'll just look at gelbooru images?
>2D booru images are also bad and creepy and ick because they aren't real, what are you, a pedo incel that can't handle real women?
B-but...well OK what if I create my own completely fictional AI world where literally no one is harmed or trafficked?
>can't do that either because AI models censor you due to safety, we can't have you just having freedom now
Fucking hell

>tfw have a gf but no friends
I'd gladly swap one for the other.

>>718369346
bro it's a fictional girl don't waste your time on jewish psysops such as those

>>718361702 (OP)
i've been 'pilled on women and alone for so long that i'm fucking gay now and JUST as i'm approaching twink death.
had plenty of opportunities to avoid this fate back in highschool but let them all pass me due to low self-esteem at the time. realized only years later how good i looked, and that those relationships probably could've worked.

being late has always been a recurring theme in my life.

>"friend" poses himself as a badass no fucks given banter king
>someone invites female to the voice chat
>i treat her equally like one of the guys, which means giving her shit like i'd do to any of the guys
>this "friend" rages at me and tells me I'm immature etc etc
People say "what zero pussy does to an mf" but I have seen what pussy does and it is far worse

>>718369636
Kek. I'm on day 9 no porn, join me brother!

>>718361702 (OP)
Been living together for 7 years

>>718369737
It'd be funny if it wasn't so sad how much people change up in the presence of a girl. It doesn't matter the age, it happens to every friend group where one guy will immediately become a retard.

>>718369721
So what's the obvious lesson to take away from this?

>>718368798
I try to help them as best I can, when I can but it's not like I have some secret dating hack to share and I wouldn't call myself the best looking of the group either(maybe the funniest). The stars aligned for me and I hope it does for them too one day.
>>718368996
I think it's absolutely worth trying, you don't have anything to lose. Try multiple sites out, try to get a few good pictures of yourself and stay away from south east asian women looking for green cards. I know this doesn't matter to some people but put serious thought into whether or not you want a partner with the same interests. My life is and was vidya/anime and I never put any thought into women who didn't share my passion with at least one of the two. It's not worth settling with someone you can't bond and relate to. Be comfortable doing something long distance if you're going to be a little picky too, because the dating pool near you can dry up fast if you at least some standards(you should). Good luck anon, there are success stories out there and you could end up one.

>>718361702 (OP)
Having a gf would have it's moments like sex or whatever, but I really dont care at all for one. If a girl somehow gets interested in me that's cool I guess, but then I have to listen to her blabber about stupid shit in multi hour phone calls or go to her house/outside and spend absurd money I could instead be spending on model kits
I already get annoyed when someone PMs me multiple times or when two or more people are messaging me at the same time, if I had to deal with that more commonly AND feign some interest while also spending money to keep her happy, fuck that I'll just buy a new onahole.

>>718369737
he was trying to get laid, you were supposed to help, you dumb incel cockblocker

>>718369153
>Thats what gets you a yes to asking her out. The personality is what determines if she falls in love with you after youve managed to get her on a date.
lmaoo, ive seen girls literally complain about their boyfriends not being able to wipe their ass properly
its common for them to say how their boyfriend is a criminal that abuses them but they still cannot leave because of *reasons*
personality does not matter at all
only genes does
>but there are still girls for you
saying that "theres still someone for everyone" is the actual bluepill
because studies already show that throughout history only 40% of men have reproduced while 80% of women reproduced
thats 2 girls for each guy in a relationship and more than half of men getting 0 bitches

>>718369153
>Thats what gets you a yes to asking her out
also youre borderline agreeing with me
if youre ugly and/or short she will never even agree with you to go on a date meaning theres no way to show her how good your personality is

Isn’t it weird that this thread survives somewhat on /v/, but if you were to make the same thread on /a/, which used to be THE ronery board, it gets immediately deleted? What happened?

>>718365838
you have to be 18 to post here

>>718361702 (OP)
>chase girls in school, no luck
>chase girls in uni, almost commit seppuku over losing one and dropping uni at the same time
>years later
>neet in parents basement, no social interactions for years
>keeping myself (calorie intake, exercises, sleeping schedule) and home intact
if you don't get to love someone special in this world - love yourself and your family
27

i got on fb dating this weekend
saw two cute girls i sent a like, will see if they respond
a lot of creatures as well, goddamn

>>718369962
>27

Anyone in this thread below the age of 35 still has a chance, which means literally everyone. After that, it's over.

>>718369936
they have mods who care
they also delete frog/wojacks
/v/ is a shit board, alwsy was

>>718369936
I think they like these lightning rod threads so it doesn't polute the rest of the board. Ill see it with obvious pol bait, most get deleted but a few they let fester. Think they like to let 1 go at a time.

>>718361702 (OP)
20yo kissless virgin manlet with 4 incher
I released my only hope is grooming a highschooler

>>718370013
cope its over by 12

>>718370013
I'm 35!

>>718369936
>glorified soc thread filled with normalfags and failed ones venting
Nah /a/ may be shit, but the mods are based for not allowing faggotry like this. Fuck normalfags.

not everyone is made to need love or be with another person

>>718370013
>tfw 36

>>718361702 (OP)
Scored an artist/indie vtuber with 90~ ccv 3 years ago, to keep it short, she started having the realization she can't live off that and it's been hell dealing with her this year. I don't even know if the gura cosplay pussy was worth it.

>>718369636
>3D porn is evil and promotes trafficking of women
based.
>2D porn is also evil because the drawn lines are humans
don't care.
>2D booru images are also bad and creepy and ick
i do not care.
>AI models censor you due to safety
you can host locally with Kobold and SillyTavern or use one of the many jailbreaks available to do what you want.

your masturbatory habits don't need to be socially acceptable, because they're a private matter.

I'm in med school right now so I haven't had time to focus on relationships. Won't be done for another 3 years. By then I'll be 33, but at least I'll finally have a good career and money. Will it be too late for me?

>>718370085
>to keep it short, she started having the realization she can't live off that
No shit.

>>718370013
>mfw 41 and nothing to show for it

>>718370013
Im 40...

>>718368289
Fakecels OUT

>>718369974
Wut? There's nothing wrong with masturbation, no matter what LE TRAD POL told you lil retard

im 34 and have never tried. the thought of even putting myself out there fills me with dread. at least i have video games.

>>718370094
are you asian, your family will set you up with a wife
otherwise you are on your own, enjoy your single mother

What is it like to kiss a girl, /v/ros?

>>718370070
ok troon

>>718370094
It will be tight >>718366209

>>718370085
>indie vtuber with 90~ ccv
TRANSLATION?

>>718370148
take yer zinc supplements, you have dark circles under your eyes

>>718370068
>>718370083
>>718370118
>>718370125
If you guys are in shape, not bald and/or a manlet, have a decent job, you might still be able to get someone halfway decent.

>>718370154
Video games won't keep you warm at night, anon.

>>718370192
The truth hurts doesn't it normalfag

Has a girl ever asked you out at least once?

>>718370212
Zinc...come back zinc....

>>718370219
I already found someone, I love Reisen!

>>718370221
i dont clean my pc, that shit is hot

I WILL seduce the gigadork at my workplace who was constantly stealing glances at me and smiling like the DORK she is

>>718370219
>in shape, not bald and/or a manlet, have a decent job

>>718370242
Kek, found another 35+ poster! Or a based zoomer.

>>718370229
You are a deformed freak twisted by drugs and mutilation. Cope and seethe over people not cutting their dicks off like you

>>718361702 (OP)
realized in my early teens it was never going to happen. sucks but that's how it is

An older girl molested and raped me when I was 7 and ever since then I've had a pathological fear of women.

>>718370013
can't do shit about slav baby face and height of a manlet, sometimes boomers mistake me as a girl even

>>718370318
was it hot

>>718370221
I dunno why people wanna be warm at night, I sweat too easily. I always keep the fan on so I can stay cool, even in winter.

>>718370254
if any of you are white you should be able to score an asian chick, EZ

>>718370219
>in shape, not bald and/or a manlet, have a decent job

>>718370013
IF you haven't found the love of your life at week1 it's over for you

>>718370318
>>718370319
hawt

>>718369974
The shame fades pretty quickly, in my experience

>>718370319
damn that sucks haha

At some point I realized that I didn't like myself and the only reason I had any drive to learn or improve myself was so that I wouldn't be useless if I ever met the right girl. At some point shortly after that, I realized that I was never going to meet the right girl, because the problem was never the girls and was always me. I hate myself. I don't want to live with me. Why would anyone else? Even if someone looked past that, I don't think I could love them. It's been too long. I don't know how to exist with other people. I just want to sleep. I'm tired. I'm sorry I'm such a failure, but I don't think I ever could have been anything else.

>>718369709
My love for her isn't fictional.
>don't waste your time
As opposed to the immensely more valuable use of my time, chasing after the average run-through woman in this country? If I can even find one that has a healthy BMI that is. The grapes aren't just sour anymore. Someone ate half the fucking vine years ago, and the other half is rotting and riddled with disease. Like I said regardless of that though, God pretty much told me I'm supposed to die alone. Go convince Him to convince me otherwise.