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There was a really sweet lowish-functioning autistic girl in a mental hospital I got admitted to; we didn't speak afterwards. But during my time there she was being mistreated by the psychiatrists and nurses and I did everything I could to stick up for her, and she told me she believed I was an angel. It didn't immediately affect me at first, but as months pass this memory stuck to me. I believe I'm not really a good person and have a heart of filth but, these moments of me helping someone who was almost helpless, and me improving their time at a horrible place, I can't shake off how much it means to me and how much more faith I have in myself because of it. I was the only person who was able to calm her down, make her feel happy and welcomed, bond, hold hands and be happy. I thought I was going to die corrupted good for nothing the whole time I lived, but this really challenges some of the negative thoughts I have about myself sometimes. It's a powerful memory I keep close to my heart. I really hope she's doing okay.
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