I hate myself. Every fucking day for the over 3 weeks' time that has passed of my vacation I got out too late. I really tried to get out earlier. I have had this problem every summer for a few years. I really tried to be better this time. I feel like I don't actually have power over my body and mind. It must be God punishing me. God is blocking me from getting out earlier.

This place can be great sometimes, however most of he replies to this thread just confirm what I said.... :(

>>511038786
Born just in time to be able to witness how the 5% have always lived up and the stark contrast to the average persons life.

You don't know whether the physical world exists.

>But it SEEMS real so it makes no difference.

This is a very common idea. No, it makes a lot of difference, psychologically. 99% of our suffering is rooted in things which are not here and now, but instead are just memories, extrapolations, predictions etc, mental abstractions, things you have no proof actually exist.

One example is feeling bad because you have missed out on something or are missing out on something.

>I wasted my 20s and 30s and XYZ are now too late for me to do.
>I was slow and got out too late every single day of the summer, so I didn't experience much of the sunny days.
>All these beautiful girls are walking around and I'm not getting any of it.
>I'm in prison and I don't get to be part of all the stuff going on out there.
etc etc

Say for example you are angry about having wasted a summer. Where is that summer? You can't prove that the past ever existed. You can't prove anything exists beyond here and now. What is there to miss out on, if it's not right here and now, and if it doesn't actually exist? Well you have no proof it ever existed. So you're being upset about something, the existence of which you have no proof of. 99% of things we are upset about, worry about, are sad about, anxious, depressed etc about we don't KNOW exist, or ever existed, or ever will exist.

What’s causing the NEET epidemic amount young zoomer men? They won’t get their license, won’t get jobs, and aren’t even interested in friends or girlfriends. All they do is sit on their computer watching isekai anime. What the hell happened to them?

>be me
>got ssdi 1290 a month, public housing, and food stamps
>I can survive but that’s about it
What do I do now!

>>212791621
Vrchat uezs

I just got out of bed. It sucked. Again. Just as much as last time. And the time before that. And the time before that. As every time. Fucking normies. The second I wake up they're on my mind. And I don't like it. Imagine being well-adjusted and happy in this fucking world. Fuck them and fuck this world. I'm not looking forward to the rest of this day, like every day.

I’m 23 and being an adult sucks. I work 12 hours at a shit warehouse job just to go back to my parents house and get yelled at for not moving out despite me pointing out rent prices multiple times
and all my coworkers are like woman trying to backstab their coworkers to get brownie points with management when their job is just packaging boxes. It’s like an office of woman. I want to go back to highschool where I had friends and a girlfriend who became fat the second she turned 20 and decided she could do better. Anyone else feel this way

>>510297882
I don't leave my house in the summer. I don't want to see happy couples around me and women in skimpy clothes. I'm fine, just fine.

>>531080358
here's me working on my game!

>>714946189
Bro I said I'm old I don't remember anything.

>>509685268
>I hope the sky rolls up like a scroll.

>>529945404
yeah but those all do look like low effort asset dogshit slop... my game will be different, I'm trying to make a first person horror game not some cooking game

my game will be superior
i will be better
my game will sell
you'll see!

Your crush is out there living her life and enjoying the summer, going out with friends, socializing, having fun, making memories, forging meaningful connections and getting ahead in life. While you are here shitposting about women on a beautiful summer's weekend. Any last words anon before you inevitably end it?

Your crush is out there living her life and enjoying the summer, going out with friends, socializing, having fun, making memories, forging meaningful connections and getting ahead in life. While you are here shitposting about women and political slop on a beautiful summer's weekend. Any last words anon before you inevitably end it?

>>508091400
>>508091483
There is a price you pay for all that capitalismo "progress". Yes you will have everything you need materially but there is something missing that got lost along way. Is it better than your shitholes? Definitely but it's no paradise.