>>941227685
You seem overly concerned with yourself and how it effects you. You want him to hold himself back from enriching his life so you dont have to feel lonely. If you really loved him you would want him to do whats best for him future even if it doesnt explicitly serve your needs; thats what love is. Instead it looks like its all about you, how it effects you, and how he makes you suffer by not doing what you'd prefer. You work at a grocery store my nigga, and you're clearly using him to fill a void in your own life.
Further, instead of reflecting and trying to learn lessons from how it turned out, you view the last 2 years of your life as a total waste of time. It says a lot about your self centered mentality, unable to glean valuable lessons or take opportunities for personal growth from your misfortunes. You didn't even want to wait it out to see if it could work, you just decided that was the end of it.
I think he made the right decision because it exposes how selfish you are.