>>519329987
Why the fuck would I want to be a pathetic faggot, a complete failure of a man, a father disappointment, a submissive cock holster? This sounds like the most rock bottom state a man can achieve. You failed so hard at life your only option was to become a disgusting faggot. All you have to offer in life is your shit filled asshole so you bend over hoping for a desperate man to insert his dick in it.
I say this in complete honesty: you should kill yourself. Because you'll do it no matter what, might as well do it now. One day you'll wake up and realize "holy shit, this is what I did with my life?". And the answer will be yes. That's what you did. You spent your life pretending to be a woman and taking dick up the ass. No children to leave behind. No accomplishments to speak of. That's all you were. A hole for another man to stick his dick in. And guess what, faggot? Every single day that goes by is another day you become less desirable for other faggots. What the fuck do you think you'll be doing when your diaper laden wrinkly old fecal incontinent faggot ass becomes completely and utterly undesirable to ANYONE including the most degenerate faggots on the planet?
You will kill yourself. That's the answer. That's the future waiting for you. There's no avoiding it. That's the path you set on and there is no turning back. So you might as well do it now.