the first psychologist i went to at 14yo told me normal schools are too dumb for me and wanted me to go to sum privileged special baka school but my mom forbade me from going to the psychologist after realizing she didnt gib a "he is mentally ill" label (in germany minors can only go to psychologists with le parent approval)

the no rot grindset is probs making me remember stuff. i hope i wont remember anything worse. maybe this is the last test

maybe i will steal the nhk one instead

probs bakas who read my bloggeroooos back then remember much more about the psych ward arc 2 than i do. i only remember i was locked up with some child rapist and there were druggies everywhere who were trying to get other bakas addicted

losing those 6 years would have been fine if it would have been just losing them. instead baka also got big boy mental health damage from it

damn apparently german is the 3rd biggest economy on this planet but everyone is so comically poor for a country in that position. 2k europoor coins after taxes is good income. 3+k is having made it. swiss bakas probs make 4 times the buxx

it hugs the thigh though which is le bad. why is the good one sold out