this is trash, i dunno
>>22824229
>he was probably the last good friend god will ever grant me. that’s it. no more. i’m all alone for the rest of my life.
it's completely fucking arrogant to assume that
i've felt the way you describe many times, on and off
one of the things that stops me from doing anything drastic is that i deserve to live this out for the mistakes i made
another hting that stops me is the thought "if i'm too much of a fucking coward to try any drastic options first, i don't deserve the right to suicide"
but it's up to you