>>81828358
You lost your moral compass/emotional center/comfort person/whatever. It sucks and you feel empty and terrified of yourself right now. I get it. I just lost mine not long ago and already replaced her with a vastly superior besty/fwb/gf/whatever we are, you know how ill defined our relationships are at first....
Anyway, you'll be alright. Just let yourself feel what you need to feel and move on, that's all you really can do.
>>81828413
It's significantly deeper than a best friend, you wouldn't get it.