>>936982172
My thoughts and desires? I admittedly don't think much about what I jack off to. I don't get post nut clarity like some do and I'm not emotionally attached to any pornography I've ever viewed. Its not an attraction or love. Its debatably an arousal, but even that might be a little strong. I'm starting to get the thought that we are all taking this a bit too seriously.
>>936982225
I don't wholly disagree with your premise. I think the distinction between anime and real life is the core of my whole argument. I just don't think fapping to a drawing contributes to your sexuality. Atleast it doesn't for me. The yaoi shota doesn't come out of the page and jerk me off for example. I have no way to act on my lust towards the drawings, except through masturbation. Its not real.