>>82910905
I can't even remember where I got up to anon. I got so depressed about what happened around Christmas that this year has been a grey blur for me for the most part. I can't tell you how many bottles of wine I've gotten through. My organs are probably almost pickled.
>>82911067
Not well. Sadly. It's been a very bad year for me. I appreciate your asking though anon that's very kind.
>>82911150
This year I've seen
>2 promotions at work
>a 40% increase in pay
>an 80% increase in alcohol consumption
>One of my most precious team members left for another job at another firm. I took it rather badly. I miss them a lot. That's the thing about colleagues. The good ones never stay, the bad ones never leave.
Apart from that, as I've said before, it's been getting tougher and tougher to plaster on that little smile every day before I leave the house. Harder to keep it up, and by the time I open my front door I'm in tears. cut my hand open a couple of months ago because my hand slipped when cutting carrots and the A&E doctor took one look at me and I had this awful notion that he peered right into my soul and saw how miserable I was. He was extra kind to me the entire time and then gave me a mental health pamphlet on my way out. That was a very awful night. Knowing I can't hide it from trained eyes anymore makes me want to lock my front door and never open it again. I think I genuinely hate who I am.
How are you both?