>>938373896
>we don't deserve it.
That's way too large a group for such a blanket statement.
Similarly, I wouldn't apologize to the group as a whole. I just feel guilt when someone has to work very hard to stay afloat.
Heya heya.
>>938373926
"I have tried." is simultaneously a true statement, and one that when I even think of it, makes me feel like the scum of the earth for even daring to make such a claim.
>Would you believe yourself to be in a better mental state now?
Easily. I've been doing better each year. There really has been notable progress every year, and now I'm doing well. Relatively. I am in a good place.
Unfortunately, doing well only lasts as long as I do not try to work towards... not this.
>perhaps it would be any one person.
Not at this moment. But there are a few loved ones who work so very hard just to not sink, and being both comfortable and not having to do a thing while not being able to help (as more than moral support) is somewhat torturous.
>I find it on a similar level of watching the music videos for dance songs of the 80s and 90s.
Ahh, I see. really was rather off.
