I don’t know how to clearly phrase this but what is important is that I am 21 next month and female.
I’m autistic and never done anything with myself because I never had the incentive to and couldn’t socialise. In many ways it feels like I haven’t started my life yet. Part of me wants to start in a youthful way, to dress and be like a teen girl because I never really got the chance and it’s in line with my personality and interests. I don’t want to be a ‘woman’, I want to be a girl if that makes sense. But the fact that I am getting older terrifies me. Even if I start now I’ve only got a few years of this youth left if I’m not already getting on. I don’t want to be acting young when I’m too old or jealous of younger women, I already want to go back to being a teen. I know I’m young but ageing is different for men and women.
The other option is just to keep on going as I am. I’m essentially cut off from society outside of my job so ageing wouldn’t bother me as much when I don’t have to worry about looks, acting too young or expressing myself in a way that puts me at the mercy of other’s criticism. I’d just have to repress that urge for some form of girlyness.
It’s a dumb dilemma and I don’t know how to phrase it into an actual question but it has also given me grief for years and stagnated my life in a way. What’s the best choice?
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>>717922659
i would kill for helldivers as a clone trooper against clankers though desu
i would kill for helldivers as a clone trooper against clankers though desu
>>76402690
The man doesnt need junk food and whores he needs to adress his food addiction, stop eating garbage and hit gym ellipticals in his down time.
The man doesnt need junk food and whores he needs to adress his food addiction, stop eating garbage and hit gym ellipticals in his down time.
>>510922008
>>510922117
Cornsyrupoids seething.
>>510921761
Lmao, you can share it with those two, seems like it’s more their speed
>>510922117
Cornsyrupoids seething.
>>510921761
Lmao, you can share it with those two, seems like it’s more their speed
>>509821341
Your humbleness is what separates you from pajeet subhumans. Never forget that.
Your humbleness is what separates you from pajeet subhumans. Never forget that.
>>63913512
>will switch to FCU's,
Ahh the unrestrained confidence of the retard. FCUs are trash. Snap your extractor and your gun is ruined rather than just replacing it for $20 on every other gun in existence. Congrats SAAAR on helping Nig Sour make their quarterly projections!!!
>will switch to FCU's,
Ahh the unrestrained confidence of the retard. FCUs are trash. Snap your extractor and your gun is ruined rather than just replacing it for $20 on every other gun in existence. Congrats SAAAR on helping Nig Sour make their quarterly projections!!!
>>95965337
I remember I was playing my Neheb deck and played Heartless Hidetsugu. No haste, no protection, no cheating him out early. I had no other plays and it was a hail mary I had.
I openly told the 3 other players at the table if he isn't removed in a table rotation, I'll likely win (again this is like turn fucking 5 or 6 or something).
Nobody interacted with me, I played Neheb, who also wasn't interacted with, tapped Hidetsugu, and won off the damage and mana generated.
One of the players shot straight up, and started lambasting me for being a cEDH pubstomper who wanted to bully other players.
He then proceeded to whip out his actual cEDH deck against me, unsurprisingly stomp me because my Neheb deck isnt that good, then acted super smug about it. "I hope you learned your lesson" or something to that affect was what he spat at me when we were all packing up our things.
People on this format are such fucking freaks.
I remember I was playing my Neheb deck and played Heartless Hidetsugu. No haste, no protection, no cheating him out early. I had no other plays and it was a hail mary I had.
I openly told the 3 other players at the table if he isn't removed in a table rotation, I'll likely win (again this is like turn fucking 5 or 6 or something).
Nobody interacted with me, I played Neheb, who also wasn't interacted with, tapped Hidetsugu, and won off the damage and mana generated.
One of the players shot straight up, and started lambasting me for being a cEDH pubstomper who wanted to bully other players.
He then proceeded to whip out his actual cEDH deck against me, unsurprisingly stomp me because my Neheb deck isnt that good, then acted super smug about it. "I hope you learned your lesson" or something to that affect was what he spat at me when we were all packing up our things.
People on this format are such fucking freaks.
>>508364900
Lol, this is just a fresh canvas for our politicians and oligarchy to scam us. Did you know our food is more expensive than Germany's?
Lol, this is just a fresh canvas for our politicians and oligarchy to scam us. Did you know our food is more expensive than Germany's?
rip norris