>>2933912
>Tfw this could work
I've thought of this years ago. I should probably try it, but I would only do it for a job that pays somewhat well, since I receive NEETbucks, and I would lose them if I got a job and likely not be able to get them back if the job doesn't work out. The limit for money earned per month when you're on SSI is, no bullshit, $65.
I would have to be disciplined to virtually instantly start preparing for bed as soon as I get home. I would have a meal, brush my teeth, take a shower, try to relax on my computer while my hair dries, take my meds, hopefully chat with some frens, and then wait for the meds to kick in. The whole process would likely take 3 at the very least, but possibly 6 hours, from the time I get home, most likely 4 or 5 hours, since there would possibly be a few things that pop up that take up more time, so I would be going to bed at some time around 8 to 11 PM and waking up at some time around 5 to 8 AM with around 9 hours spent in bed.
The issue with this idea is that I still wouldn't have much time. By the time I take my meds, I would be super anxious thinking about having to be up for work the next day. Work itself wouldn't give me this anxiety; the thought of having to be UP on time for work would. The medication would likely help a lot with falling asleep, but I would hate to have to take more than I need to at the moment to get past the additional anxiety. The other major issue that I really want to avoid is insomnia surrounding not being able to fall back asleep. I can fall back asleep with no issue at the moment. This is something I wasn't able to do a year prior. Before this change, I was only getting around 5 or 6 hours whenever I would fall asleep. I would wake up and not be able to fall back asleep. I'm super worried that this problem would return if I got a 9 to 5 job. I want to get plenty of sleep for building muscle and keeping fat off me. This is literally my beauty sleep.
