>>33617949
>Rape
Not really, that'd imply my partner doesn't want me, that'd hurt my ego
>Kill
I'm mostly a pacifist but I despise right wingers that go on and on about how different groups hate them and want them and their children dead, but not one proper movement towards action has happened. They watched Trump get shot, Luigi Mangione take action against lobbyism, Trump bowing to Israel, and never took it as a sign to act. If you're being squashed either way, then it should be an honor to use your biological gift of manhood to fight against your oppressors. Either they're spineless retards, or they genuinely don't believe what they say and just like being edgy.
In my case I've concluded that as long as there are people that accept me online, there must be people like that IRL as well. So there's little reason for me to chimp out. I'm giving life a proper shot at smiling at me and blessing me. Little reason to burn the village already to feel its warmth.
>>33617956
That's fine, but maybe I need to mask heavier or am more prone to feeling isolated due to masking than others, so obviously I'll have a desire to unmask more than usual in the presence of someone else.