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>I find their arguments more convincing than anything I've seen in the West
That's great but it's not about arguments, God is experienced. For me it definitely helped in the beginning to answer my many questions that I felt everyone else had lacking answers to... but we are not omniscient and all-wise, our reason is fallible and has limits; most importantly human reason cannot heal our broken nature. Only God can do that, and we have to meet Him, in the Church, in prayer, in fasting, in the Holy Mysteries (Sacraments).
You should go to Orthodox services, find them that are done all or mostly in English. Try Antiochian, OCA, or Greek parishes.
May the Lord God bless you in your search for the truth.