>>40663370
I won't run away again anymore from my problem and I wish to tackle it down. It's not just a "topic", it's a livelihood that I have to go through everyday and I can't simply talk to anyone that aren't expert or never actually experience this first hand (which is not many). Well you know they always has this look as if I'm a freak. The monk was some of the few people that believes me and he's a level 5 in the scale. I can't draw the things I see because the monk warned me that if I do, I'm creating a "vessel" that they wanted to reside, in which those "vessel" even a mere drawing sketches or a doll that are made to resemble living things (animal, human, anthromorphs, androids) will uses my soul energy to reanimate it (in """their""" world) as they always desires to displace human body and attempts are made first via piggyriding your body (and unknown hunch from young people with unexplainable diagnose via conventional medcare) are the symptoms of """them""" trying to possess and eventually take over your body.
