dreamed about my bpd whore ex again. i hate when this happens. normally i'm fine but i'll get a dream like that and be depressed all day because it all comes flooding back. the gaslighting. the emotional abuse. the unbelievable sex. the way i let that experience damage relationships i had afterwards. how i wasn't strong enough to walk away when i should have.

its been 8 years and there are times when it still hurts.

>My roommate, through the wall, every five minutes
"Hhhuh-uh"

>considered myself 6'0
>in reality I'm a 5'12 turbo manlet

I will never be tall, bros

como estan
que hay de nuevo con ustedes

>tfw you're the only one who likes playing set constructed decks for flavor and immersion

>>105953730
Every employer and their mom knows that WGU is a scam school mainly for unemployed people trying to patch a potential resume gap / extend their eligibility for internships

Same with GT OMSCS, to the point that actual graduates of GT's grad programs are getting mistaken for OMSCS people

Braxophone... left us...

Anoche soñe que abrazaba a mi gatito cuando era bebe, luego abrazandolo ya viejito y despidiendome de el mientras se moría, hoy me marco mi papa a decir que ya esta muriendose y le queda a lo mucho unas semanas
tiene 19 años y estuve la mayoría de mi vida con el

We are okay but sometime along the way we got controlled by the Jews

>>60614553
I'm surprised that someone who flips burgers has so much energy
I'm usually so tired that the only activity I do besides working is looking at the npc chart until I fall asleep

44
NEET loser
hardly ever worked
graduated as valedictorian in HS
had no clue what to do after and hated life
since I was like 6 years old, most people naturally have an immediate intense hatred of me the moment they meet me even if we haven't spoken a word, I can just feel it
literally cursed
basically been dead for 25 years
all that shit about alphas, omegas, betas is true and I think I am the most gigaomega in human history, there is a primordial group aggression toward me even though I'm not fat, super ugly, obnoxious, etc

How old is too old to be playing video games? I'm 37 and feel like I should be doing more with my life.

>>60578444
I once believed in myself, and ended up selling my house thinking I would be able to buy a new one with a shitcoin I found on dextools
Now I'm here, stuck in my small apartment with my npc with money I can't use because I'm trying to get the same house back, or at least find one just like it

>>60519382
I'm still trying, after all there's not much I can do until I finish with my frogs or my npc, all this couldn't have been just a waste of time

>>935872981
>Tried being gay twice
>Didn't enjoy it as much as I thought I would
>Still never been with a woman

>>712843578
>take inspiration from exp33
This shit is so depressing, man
They are gonna ruin part 3 by listening to these retards
Maybe i should just quit videogames all together, the only developer that actually does something interesting is gonna bend over

>have to wait until the telenovela is over to finally be able to watch this shitty match
think this might be it for me bros

>>231780
KEKKEKK
>>232067
I already went to college and got the fake and gay tech degree lrn2code meme paper, but of course the economy went to shit as soon as I graduated. I don't know if I have it in me to pivot to blue collar or even just other fields in general since I've been a loser all my life and the losses stack up to demoralize you over time. I don't have any actual skills other than drawing, some MMA, video editing, programming and being a cringelord. Brvtal stuff.

I might just follow through on the Thailand vacation because I could afford to stay for a while with my savings. Fight a few times if only for fun and so I have the experience, and maybe continue if I find I do have some special talent bestowed upon me from the heavens. What other prospects do I have?