>"mom can I go to sleepaway camp?"
>"no anon ur too autistic"
>"mom can I join boy scouts?"
>"no anon ur too autistic"
>"mom can I do ANYTHING outdoorsy?"
>"only as a family anon, that way I can take care of u as long as ur sped"
>"mom can we go camping as a family?"
>"only in a cabin anon"
>"mom can we go hiking as a family?"
>"only if the trail is easy anon"
>"mom can I have my own laptop? i promise i'll only use it for educational stuff, you can literally look at my search history any time you like"
>"no anon you'll 'sneak around'"
>"mom can I go to german school with my friend from class, instead of chinese school?"
>"no anon, while we appreciate you having friends in school, you must learn chinese even though it's like 5x harder than german, since we're chinese"
>"mom can I go to korean school with my other friend from class? it's harder but cooler, and i even self-studied hangul"
>"no anon, you must learn chinese, stop wasting your time"
>"mom can I go to some taiwanese chinese school then like some of my church chuds? i wanna learn traditional chinese"
>"simplified only anon. china's rising, and we mean the mainland and not taiwan"
>"same mainland that bans my fav websites and also christianity?"
>"still worth it. oh yea we're going to china now hop in ur aunt's car"
>"mom can I try this special fujian street food?"
>"careful anon, it might have peanuts. how about we eat sushi instead, even though we spent 20 minutes lecturing you how evil japan was the other day? but try not to eat any raw fish anon"
>"alr we're back mom, can I stop going to church, it's boring, and again, china bans it"
>"we're american anon, americans go to church... even if u don't believe the faith, atl learn 'christian values'"
>"well why go to a CHINESE church mom"
>"ok fine we can try out other churches. but it must be a church"
>"mom can I try out a new gender identity?"
>"go burn in hell anon"

>>33361651
What part of "I'm LGBTQ and closeted" don't you retards fucking understand

My parents very nearly saw this thread

Of course there's not a single host for months but one miraculously pops up right in the middle of having a mortgage dropped onto me.
I really should just find a ditch to die in at this point. All the fun stuff only happens when I'm busy.

>>33307610
Me too.

Dinner time again. They kept lambasting me for not being grateful, and guilt-tripped me over not doing more for the family like washing dishes, cleaning the bathtub, or driving my younger siblings to the YMCA.

They told me we were poor and my dad literally had only 5,000 dollars in their checking account, and if I didn't stfu and flip burgers as a CS major... which is QUITE ODD, considering they didn't seem so poor until getting mad about the fact it was in an attic. They even hinted at refusing to let me live off-campus should anything new come up anytime this summer to next year if I didn't find a job, even if it wasn't an attic room lol.

Once again, they were threatening to withhold my university funding and force me to take out student loans. They kept calling me ungrateful and insensitive. I'm in my room now on my laptop, and they even did the thing where they squatted outside my room and kept knocking/prying at the doorknob until threatening to manually remove my doorknob / door hinges with a screwdriver.

I'm fucking sick of it, and I wish I were born with normal parents for my state who knew how normal white people culture worked and weren't fucking LGBTQ/Islamo/effeminacy-in-men/everythingphobic. Authentic Chinese goyslop and 5,000 years of cultural heritage would honestly be a sacrifice I'd be willing to put up with.

>be me
>meet random girl through instagram
>she seems into me and is dying to go on a date
>she doesnt seem like gf material at all but Im willing to do something short term (fuck)
>we go on our date tonight
>it goes well imo
>we both had a good time at a bar
>at the end I paid for her Uber ride home. At this point she seemed absent-minded
>when the Uber was on his way she tells me if I can cancel the Uber and she will pay me back (she said she was invited to her friends house instead. Maybe she was seeing some other fucking guy).
>she then said nvm and agreed to take the Uber to her house
>she gets home and thanks me for the Uber and the night but that we are better off as friends
>i just react to her message with a thumbs up emoji.
Im surprised because i thought she was attracted to me but i guess not. Im also not surprised because many women in the past said the same thing after our dates. It has to obviously be due to the fact that Im short and average looking but thats a conversation for another thread.
The date cost me $138 (bar plus her Uber). Should I ask her for that money back? Ive been thinking about doing this to girls who have rejected me after dates in the past but I feel really motivated to do it now. Is it a good idea? I can send her my email so she can e transfer me. Im just so pissed and tired. I need to learn how to accept that Im not attractive enough so I can stop interacting with women. This girl was mid like me and had less instagram followers than me but I guess Hoeflation is a bitch.

>be me
>meet random girl through instagram
>she seems into me and is dying to go on a date
>she doesn’t seem like gf material at all but I’m willing to do something short term (fuck)
>we go on our date tonight
>it goes well imo
>we both had a good time at a bar
>at the end, I paid for her Uber ride home. At this point, she seemed absent-minded
>when the Uber was on his way, she tells me if I can cancel the Uber and she’ll pay me back (she said she was invited to her friends’ house instead. Maybe she was seeing some other fucking guy).
>she then said nvm and agreed to take the Uber to her house
>she gets home and thanks me for the Uber and the night but that we are better off as friends
>i just react to her message with a thumbs up emoji.
Im surprised because i thought she was attracted to me but i guess not. I’m also not surprised because many women in the past said the same thing after our dates. It has to obviously be due to the fact that I’m short and average-looking but that’s a conversation for another thread.
The date costed me $138 (bar + her Uber). Should I ask her for that money back? I’ve been thinking about doing this to girls who have rejected me after dates in the past, but I feel really motivated to do it now. Is it a good idea? I can send her my email to e transfer me. I’m just so pissed and tired. I need to learn how to accept that I’m not attractive enough so I can stop interacting with women. This girl was mid like me and had less instagram followers than me but I guess Hoeflation is a bitch.

>>34060237
At least you're getting replies.
I've messaged like 10 in the past two weeks and haven't gotten a single response.

>connect cursor to atlassian
>connect cursor to figma
>connect cursor to GitHub
>put the GitHub PR template and general steps and guidelines to complete a ticket in the master prooompt
>give it additional instructions on how to test build and run correctly in the master proompt
>wait 10 minutes (or don't, these things can unironically run remotely in the background now)
>ticket is done and PR created
>run second cursor in background that automatically triggers on PR and reviews it, as well as applying the fixes
>you look like 5 minutes at the final pr and merge it after commenting LGTM
It's unironically over, this field is dead

>anfang juli die GANZE FICKENDE Woche, Montag bis Freitag Teambuilding auf der Weide
Bitte bringt mich um

>seit 2.5 Jahren in Berlin wohnend
>eigene Wohnung (2 Zimmer relativ groß nicht mal weit außerhalb)
>verdiene gut
>mache regelmäßig Sport

Voraussetzungen sind gut oder?

>kein einziges Mal von sich aus was unternommen in diesen 2.5 Jahren und alle Freunde in der Zwischenzeit verloren
Ah fak