My first GF ended up cucking me and giving her virginity to the man that stole her and I think it has permanently scarred my psyche. It's been two years and I still periodically think about the despair I felt whenever I see couples irl or online. I've tanked a potential relationship because I internally felt that if she didn't INSTANTLY want to fuck then she was just using me for food and fun while fucking guys on the side.

How the fuck do I stop obsessing over a years old incident? I can't even jack off in peace anymore. Be it real chicks or drawings, there's a 50% chance that mid stroke thoughts of my ex banging the new dude flood my head and kill my arousal. I can't keep living like this and I'm desperate for advice. I'll give context, details, whatever, please just help me out here.

>>716115926
I expect the latter.

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>>531107620
meant "without" but now I get to post this to cope

>>530545967
he's totally owning the haters by dressing as a woman dude, trust

>>530535037
>you can see it as a win and me forfeiting
pic related

Never try to argue again while pretending an oldfag, braindead election tourist.
And your cope is just pathetic, I didn't even bother reading most of it.
My original point stands as is, unchanged, without asterisks or anything.

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>>529269808
there's really no question anymore, from horsecuck's panicked SCREAMING we can tell the shark girl lost 90% of her revenue by dressing down and that other stuff she did (the stuff he hoped was validating him in his autistic little war against the straights)

Ahhh another day in the office, sitting on an empty desk, working directly on the laptop they gave me since we don't even have monitors, on a shitty chair, with shit coffee available downstairs

Don't do it don't think about home FUCK

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