why dont people like op ever change? why why why? its been almost like what, 10 years and still acting the same way they did all those years ago. reading this thread gives me whiplash its like op is stuck in a time freeze or smth oml

any other failed normies cry looking at old photos from before everything went wrong? im holding old pictures and it hurts so much seeing photos of myself when i still had life in my eyes

Going outside I usually see young couples and it just makes me die inside even more.
Bro, I always wanted that. I had a dream of getting married young. But I'm apparently destined to be an incel since no girl has ever showed any romantic or sexual interest in me. I can talk to girls but there is no spark ever.
I just wanted to be in a cute relationship.

I wish I lived in a country like the US where I hear most gen z are actually asocial and introverted and I could find similar people to myself.
Instead I live in Denmark where gen z has taken the complete opposite direction of most countries and the youth here is probably more outgoing and extroverted than older generations and everyone is a complete fucking uber normalfag.
Most festivals and such here get outsold really fast.

With whom do you maintain a literary correspondence?
You do write letters to fellow authors and editors, don't you, anon??

>>81816249
the traps would probably kill me very quickly, i dont have much willpower to live these days

>>81807985
i take copious amounts of benedryl

>>81795220
i am a dead person, i have been for years. this period of my "life" is just a self-mourning period before i depart for whatever happens next, idk what is next but it doesnt matter anymore. my loose connection to life isnt going to last much longer

how can i stop aging
i didnt use to care but its getting to a point where i cant ignore it anymore

>>81738138
yes but i can never let her see me now. she thinks im dead and thats for the best

>>81721809
life as a short man is a regular humiliation ritual where you are reminded of your status like this

>>81698624
im glad you keep that niceness promise. even if its hard... i think theres some value intrinsic to it. but im not a smart person, so idk. i hope you get rewarded for it.
>>81698706
>I see. Just tired after you take them? would it be possible to take them either really early in the day to deal with the fatigue early on, or late in the evening?
ive tried adjusting when i take them, doesnt make much of a difference unfortunately:(
>Oh? What happened?
very bad gyno among other things
>It doesn't have to stay that. You can shift it to mutual interests instead.
ive tried to do that and been somewhat successful, but shared pain is still the thing we share most
>My current best friend I met talking about hair, and for a while they were just someone I talked about hair with. Now they're the closest person to me, and we talk about everything.
hair?
>They're the person that I've promised to. I've promised them that I'd always be there for them to rely on. I might break that promise eventually, but who knows.
i see, thats nice. i hope you two can stay around n be there for eachother for a long time
>I don't have any mental issues so far I know. No autism, adhd, schizophrenia, nor depression.
i see... have u talked to anyone about your suicidal thoughts? maybe theres something a doc could diagnose n treat?

>found old highschool pictures
>stare at them for a long while
>start crying
he'd hate so much what he became. do you ever think about what your past self would think about your current self?

being nontrans on hrt sucks. nobody understands it, not even ai which keeps insisting i have gd when i talk to it about it.

>>81651634
>5'6
>just transition at this point

When you're a kid everyone is nice to you but as an adult everyone wants to fight you for no reason