>>509635466
Kill yourself. Noone will ever love you.
Your own mother harbors a very deep seated hatred for you.
She always has, she always knew you would never EVER to amount to anything worthwhile.
Your best wish could be to get some brainwashed retarded white trash woman to take you on out of pity.
Your mother knows this and deeply resents you for it.
She knows, every day that goes on, you will keep trying and keep failing.