>>40680029
>Often getting fucked is as good as the orgasm, so as long as you're enjoying yourself what's the problem
k but i'm not enjoying myself because it doesn't actually feel good
the first few thrusts are kinda nice, like a massage, it's not really a "sexual pleasure" though and definitely doesn't feel like it will make me cum
then after that it's just boring af + sometimes hurts so it's like 10-15 minutes of me pretending to enjoy it until he cum
i do this because i love him and he deserves to feel good without guilt but i don't like it