I found yself laughing like a cartoon villain after looking ar smething i found mildly funny after tdrinking too much today, I can't do this shiyt no more, man, i don't know, I just don't feel like I conect with anyone truly, I'm going to binge drink agaiin like I did some time ago, In drink abotte o whisky while listening to some sappy vidya music like https://youtu.be/cfGRZPbkdUY?si=DFewuFM0_hnabiD- or some mf doom, man i KINDa wish i was a twink or something so tyhis shit wasn't so embarassing and I could at least be passed arounfd like a fag by some alt women to the next, shit man I don't know anymore, these are just some drunk ramblings, evertty aspect oof me is sad, I got friends and all butb i can't talk to anyone about shit or whatever man, fuck me, just isekai me to klonoa or some sappy shit, I feel that I'm good but also irredeemable, fiuuuiuuuck why I am typng this shit in the loser boaard man
~Why am I so weird around woman, I wuish people just talked to me and I listened, I',m so disgusting phisicaly and siritualy or mentalu whatever