>>24494047
I am a 21 year old autistic NEET that lives with his parents that is probably completely fucked. I have no prospects and no future and don’t really believe in anything and think I will live a terrible life and die a terrible death assuming a don’t commit suicide first. I am completely blackpilled about everything. The only reason I’m not depressed all of the time is because I’m autistically rationally disconnected from my emotions and can’t feel them like normal people do. I feel completely alone and have nothing in common with anyone in my life. I wake up, shower, eat, maybe do some chores, make dinner for my family, doomscroll rightist twitter and 4chan, waste my time watching YouTube videos I don’t even like, coom, maybe read, self loathe about being useless and wasting time, and then go to sleep. I used to have a part time nepotism job at a factory where I would do random odd jobs but lost that due to automation. I hate myself for being weak and useless and a failure but never do anything.
