>>939491196
I sometimes wonder if the true reason I dont ditch Relm and quit this facade is due to sunken cost fallacy, quitting 7 years of posting this character feels like a stunt insanely hard to pull off, not counting all the shit Ive done for her, be it music, writing, and above all, drawings, even animations too.
Not posting her anymore would be sending all that effort to the trash chute and that would feel very fucking awful, essentially Id have to start from scratch, again, and no matter how I try it, the Relms shadow would haunt me for as long as I post here.
I wouldnt know how to go around it. And its not like its particularly important, I dont mind sticking with her, but when theres another character that makes my head fucking spin like no one else does I have to wonder if its truly a good idea to stay with her when Ive said time and time again that I dont love her.
But then again, waifufagging now of all times would go against everything Ive said and everything I believe in, and would open the floodgates for all the annoying problems that Ive managed to avoid all this years by not waifuing Relm.
Having Relm as avatar is truly a convenient position, maybe thats the true reason I dont want to get away from her, because Im too lazy to get out of my comfort zone.
Not expecting a solution from you, just wanted someone to rant this to.