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I understand not having the energy, but you won't get any better by waiting. Do things anyway. You gain the energy to do things by doing them, it's incredibly impractical to wait till you gain the energy.
>I just wanna do something like live in a cabin in the woods or mountain and everything is so damn expensive to just barely get by with renting a shitty place with assholes who would stab or rob you without a second thought
If it's any consolation, housing prices are likely gonna drop hard within the next year or two. So keep your eyes peeled for anything affordable nearby, or even elsewhere if you're willing to move out of state.