>>7666041
>>7666140
>3 years
>Perfect faces in perspective
>Great figures
>Appeal
I cant even get myself to draw the rest. It is over.
I just want to fucking die.
I am too fucking pathetic to kill myself but every single day I wake up I yearn to do something I am clearly too fucking retarded to do.
Just let me die.
>>7666041
I compare myself to other artists because I like seeing their artwork and I save it and bookmark it because I want to ref it to redraw stuff but it always comes out worse and as an insult to the original artist.
After 5 years my accuracy is worthless and my observation is trash.
I want to keep trying but if after all this time I havent even grasped the most basic of fundamentals then what is the fucking point? I am just doomed to be permabeg but too fucking stubborn to give up.
Would it be wrong to just trace over models and photobash shit? Cant blame a cripple for using a wheelchair.
I see others just doing it so naturally as if it were second nature with no fucking issues and sigh.
Why cant it be easy for me too.
