Thread 941199672

If you read this you are a phaggot

ERMMMM NUH UH

>>941199577
as you should, make that epic death like the girlboss you are

>>941199602
like I know im autistic but holy shit the autism is profound on there
I just need my amusement park autistic baddie furry bf I ask for NO MORE OR NO LESS

>>941199641
according to the kf thread yes, asking for actual porn and whatnot and pretending its a troll and whatever
on top of zoo stuff
very juicy stuff on here

I don’t think you can apply the law as morality then you are a government puppet

no u

>>941199705
I mean death/doom metal lol
death/doom is a real genre
arguable whether epic doom metal is too, but I would do both
I like most subgenres, so I wanna take my favorite elements and make 4 epic songs lasting 15 minutes or so each like the dummy I am

I'm sure you've been playing waterpark simulator

Waterpark sim can be summed up to this
https://youtu.be/EpZO-xhP8Tg

>>941199796
ahh lol okay I gotchu, well make that girlboss style and you win
yeah of course, make your own spin on things. Thats what makes music interesting ykno

Of course, been making roller coasters for hours already lul

>>941199701
I don't talk to other folks in other threads anymore since the animu threads went the way of the dodo.and other places seem boring to me. Besides, where else can I talk about anything I want? Other forums are too specific and the stuff I am interested either have nonexistant forums or are have forums that are completely dead.

>>941199705
How is asking for CP a troll? Like, "Got 'em, bro, I committed a major felony and have downloaded morally repugnant and disgusting images of children being raped and severely psychologically traumatized as a goof" doesn't seem to me to be an epic gotcha moment or anything even close.

>>941200003
Thats probably the logic that lead to him being a lolcow lol. If this is real and isnt just some huge troll then thats deplorable. I hate this place

>>941199944
hey have you ever messed around with a DAW and made music?
I know you played piano and now guitar, and do death growls and stuff

no surprise there lol
seems pretty chill and fun

>>941200003
yeah this place is pretty chill
I like it here even though I spend most of my time in the sfur threads

>>941200127
Yeah I used to be pretty into making music but I havent a whole lot recently
a lot of the music I did make though was hardcore electronic music and typical trans girl masterpieces ykno ykno
none of it was good but I made it so whatever, though I have an ear for melody so ill take my Ws when I can get them

lmfao I know right
it is very chill, very fun to make coasters all day

Something seems off

>>941200026
Shit, Leto isn't the first diddler around these parts. We had a fella here who used to post here and is now in prison for actual child rape of two children under the age of 10. He lammed it and stayed with some other thread people for a bit before they finally got his ass in, like, West Carolina or North Virginia or some other horrid place.

>>941200166
I hear the sfur threads are full of drama. I never did go to them since, well, I may not look at the porn here, but I am quite gay.

>>941200200
About what?

>>941200200
Is it this guy?

>>941200191
I've been thinking about making music for a while, but I kinda lack inspiration and understanding of music theory, as well as piano skills and death growl technique because I keep hurting myself because I'm dumb
I have a killer amp tho, and it turns out my first guitar pedal is actually disgusting with a good amp and cabinet which it wasn't good with my practice amp
and I paid for a plugin for sick sounding drums but haven't used it because lazy
I'm curious to hear what your music would sound like now, and what we could make together
it's just too difficult to make music on my own

>>941200200
in what way?

>>941200222
they're just autistic over there
mostly want to post porn, don't really talk and just jork it or rant
I like sfur art more, but the gfur threads are more lively and interesting

>>941200200
No butts?

>>941200222
ykno what I wouldnt be surprised
thats fuckin disgusting though, hate that im from that same region
I have to share land with freaks like that omfg

>>941200339
ehh music theory is nice to know but I know fuck all about it myself. I did play piano but that doesnt really help as much as I would like. As long as you are trying and making stuff you feel is good then whatever, thats the magic of it in my opinion
I use FL studio and its a pretty easy to learn DAW, all of my horrid creations are housed there and cuz it has the piano roll I can just map out my sounds and whatever hits my ear the right way I use
I could send something on disc if I can find anything worthy of sending lol, like I said its been a while but theres something

definitely depends on the genre. A lot of metal music and whatnot is difficult unless you have the right equipment, synthesized guitars sound like booty buttcheeks, plus youll prob need that bit of skill to play guitar yourself ykno, but other than that a lot of electronic stuff is super easy and pretty laid out

>>941200268
holy shit mav posting peak
erm... sniff

>>941200466
*cumfart*

>>941200466
it might help more than you think
sometimes you just need someone to bounce some ideas off of and get some inspiration, and I don't really have that
if you want to send something I'd be happy to listen to it
but honestly I think you're the only person I know who I could actually make music with, if you're interested in giving it a try

>>941200339
We have some major autists here too that despise anything other than porn images being posted. It's why I do have some porn images to post saved on my phone to post when they bitch enough. Though the porn images are quite horrid and nobody could get off to them. I only come here to talk to folks.

>>941200466
His name that he posted here was Frank. He avatared as a hairless dog from a furry comic. Look up Colt Crites if you want to know more.

>>941200578
same here really

I'm board

>>941200268
Stuff

>>941200301
Yes

>>941200339
Feel like I'm missing things that should be obvious

>>941200361
No

>>941200949
well do you want to know?

>>941200200
yeah gothic2 doesn't work on steamdeck

>>941200683
We occasionally get someone from sfur around these parts and a lot of what they do is bitch about sfur. We now have the regular gay cozy threads, but I don't see anyone there namefaggoig or avataring there.

>>941200949
stuff

>>941201021
I lobe that board

>>941200539
slurp

>>941200572
yeah I mean it is useful and definitely would help, I just know I havent exactly needed an expert level understanding of it to get anywhere with it
yeah thats pretty useful to me, I have some music nerd friends who make music lots and I usually get inspo from them or music I listen to regularly
sure, lemme find something rq
im flattered, maybe if I feel the motivation to do something then it can be discussed for sure!!

>>941200578
jesus christ
thats just. I am sickened
had to be from my state as well, let alone close by
hope he dies

>>941201121
So did Johnny.

>>941201170
That reminds me that I have to get a new grip for my .357. I have a standard revolver grip on it right now, but I want to get a bigger grip that will fill my hand more fully.

>>941201054
Yes this

>>941200976
I don't think I have to based on what I'm not seeing

>>941201245
clearly

but leto gave me fiver

>>941201242
if you change your mind I'd be happy to make something with you

>>941201295
>Plapplapplapplapplap

>>941201349
no making kids, not possible

>>941201242
Quite so. He was a real scum bag beyond being a horrid diddler. He manipulated a couple of thread posters to convince them to let him stay with them so he could flee justice. I was friends with the one poster he was staying with when they finally got his ass and talk to that poster the night he was finally apprehended. Gave the dude major anxiety since the marshalls had him at gun point before entering his apartment and arrested the diddler.

>>941201291
Apparently he was a zoophile, so who knows what he did to those animals.

>>941201291
Don't doubt fiver

>>941201386
Don't care.
>Plapplapplapplapplap

am sad

>>941201616
No sad to be had

>>941201349
zero plappage

>>941201295
yeah for sure!! lemme find some myuusic real quick to send to you as well

>>941201397
gross. Thank god hes behind bars now, at least. prayin for all those people he hurt, especially those youngins....

>>941201616
stop that its not good for you

>>941201743
15 to life and lifetime registration as a sex offender. He'll be in his 40s when he gets out. And given the rates of recidivism, especially among child molesters, he'll be locked back up shortly thereafter.

need to breed

Night

>>941201967
bread

>>941202009
night

>>941202009
sleep well derg

>>941201243
Give it eyes and a happy smile, that way you're never alone
>>941201616
is ogey, fiver will forever be wif you
>>941201871
Need For Breed: Most Wanted
>>941202009
nini dorg

I'm bored, reezyzee is my dc if you want to talk to a gay dude, age in dms, i'll do whatever you say probably

SHUT UP BITCH

>>941201916
why cant these people just be locked up forever
better yet put em with the murderers and stuff so he can get fucked for being a chomo

>>941202156
I want you to prove the Grand Unified Theory.

>>941202132
No, I would never do such a terrible thing to my beautiful gun. Look at her, she's gorgeous.

>>941202202
Well Colt was a gay guy so he'd probably enjoy getting fucked in his ass. Also, it is better to not have extrajudicial murders happening inside prisons to anybody regardless of their crimes.

>>941202366
I meant the grips but yes I agree

>>941201397
who fell for it

I should get some gun polish and polish her up to a mirror shine then get some pearl grips and really go gaudy with her.

>>941202443
Yes I know. I wouldn't put a face on any of my firearms. They're quite nice without them.

>>941202473
It's not my place to say who it was that got duped by that monster, but a lot of people around here actually liked Frank so it was a big shock to them when he was got for being a child rapist.

>>941202366
ehh, some people deserve it
getting raped and murdered in prison really teaches a pedo lessons in my book

>>941202665
more like it ends a problem.

>>941202665
Deserve ain't got nothing to do with it. Whike it is true these people should be removed from the general public and especially kept away from children, it is still a bad thing to have them raped and murdered. Once you allow the destruction of the most basic human right, that is the right to life, of even the worst kind of person, then you open the door to allowing the murders of anyone the state and broader society deems reprehensible. I actually believe in the full abolition of prisons and the disbanding of police forces. Laws are nothing more than threats of by the state which holds the monopoly on violence and those laws can and are used to manipulate society at large to persecute undesirables. At various times throughout history they have been used to persecute racial, ethnic, and religious minorities, homosexuals, women, those with serious mental illnesses, poor people, etc. We are seeing this exact thing in real time with the manipulation of laws designed to protect children to persecute drag queens (who are more often than not homosexuals) and trans people. Hell, Texas just tried to manipulate fraud laws to literally make being trans a felony.

Ballzacks

>>941203762
hot

>>941203819
I wish I had a skirt like that on the right
And long ass socks only go to middle of my thigh either too thick or not long enough

>>941203762
BOLAS

I am currently sanitizing the jar I used to make the hot sauce in and going to attempt to make a second batch. I'll be doing habaneros, serranos, and a couple of dehydrated carolina reapers. Same seasoning set up as last time, but this time I am going to up the garlic and onion content and nix the bell pepper. Also going to try and do a 50/50 mix of apple cider vinegar and white wine vinegar. Also going to do a two week fermentation instead of 10 days. Hopefully it will have a slightly more acidic and spicier flavor and it should be significantly less sweet.

>>941204549
Want to rub femboys tits

Alright, everythibg is in the jar and set to fermenting. Need to set a timer for two weeks.

>>941205081
very gae

>>941205081
Gib femboy tits.

suckle femboy breast milk

>>941206171
I don't have gyno I'm more masculine

boys who use boys as chairs hit my line

>>941206390
Then find them.

A rabbit would be too large to make a good phone case.

they make good toasters

make me into a toaster when i die

>>941206610
I don’t want to

So you can be stuffed for eternity? When I die they will throw my corpse into the woods for the bugs and the carrion animals and weirdos will come around and study decomposition rates.

car sex feels so naughty
i hope no one sees (lie)
heh heh heh

Of course after my body turns to bones they will harvest them, clean them, and put them in their collection that is used to help students develop and learn identification techniques and skeletal facial reconstruction where I can only hope the student is very bad at it and they make me look like a mutant. That would be cool I think.

>>941207265
you whore!

>>941200578
>His name that he posted here was Frank. He avatared as a hairless dog from a furry comic. Look up Colt Crites if you want to know more.

too lazy to get my folder. what the fuck really?

Actually, now that I think about it more, no, a rabbit qould make a very bad toaster. The fur would catch fire. And I don't know if you've ever smelled an animal that has been caught on fire before, but it doesn't smell good. And that would make the toast taste awful.

>>941207325
Dely wants to have public sex.

>>941207406
Hi, Eisen. Hisen. Yes, Frank is in prison in Ohio for raping two children, the younger being 4-5 the older being 7-8. He was sentenced to 15 years to life in prison with the possibility of parole after the 15 and lifetime registration as a sex offender.

>>941207620
yeah would be hot

>>941207325
ive fucked 3 different people in the past two weeks x3

jk i found it

>>941207633
i dont remember this guy at all, did he just post porn

>>941207671
No, he also posted a hairless dog from some comic. Spmeone else posted the main character from the same comic. A hare if I remember correctly.

>>941207666
devil trips of sluttery
very nice~

>>941207727
doesnt sound like someone i talked to, but jesus christ. and only a year younger than me when he was arrested

>>941207821
Yes, ask Squash about him. He probably remembers the name of the comic and may even have some pictures saved of the character. Raccoon, of he is around, may have some of the character saved too. Raccoon used to save other folks' avatars.

>>941207965
im watching a movie with raccy right now actually, i'll ask him after. i dont think anyone knows about the Leto thing either. what a psycho.

>>941208027
anyone i still talk to outside threads*

>>941207745
Unless its Homewreaker-kun.

>>941208105
im not proud of it but im a homewrecker bun

>>941208138
Was it intentional?

>>941208187
like did i know she was married? yuh

>>941208212
Bad Dely.

>>941208241
bawwwwwwwwww

>>941208027
Found it! The comic is called Cheap Thrills. There was definitely a poster who posted the main character, who is a hare, someone else who posted as the think punk cat lady, somekne who posted as wjat appears to be a badger maybe (I believe that poster is the one that Squishface was very close to who passed away from cancer), and Frank. This is hairless dog Frank posted.

>>941207745
we're all sinners
the difference is im not ashamed

>>941208027
Oh, and I didn't know about the Leto thing until tonight. Though I saw Eddy(?) talking about it a couple of days ago. Something about him posting over in /pol/ but I didn't pay attention.

Hope frank gets murdered in prison

>>941208283
okay that looks very familiar. imma have to dig into it. and yeah I think Ursine posted from that comic

>>941208405
Mugen posted as the rabbit
Hate him too

>>941208427


>>941208438
yeah i recognize it now that i've googled it. i heard he did something that led to a falling out too but im not privvy to the details

>>941208405
Yeah, Ursine. He posted the badger looking dude, right? And it was that dude who posted the rabbit from that anime Summer Wars who also posted the punk cat from Cheap Thrills I believe.

Eisen, do me a favor and ask Raccoon if he has my Toshiro Mifune folder. He really enjoyed when I posted him and I wouldn't be surprised if he still had it.

>>941208519
Who, mugen?
Who was the avatar you would post who looked like a not retarded Michael Cera, usually with a laptop.
Or am I remembering someone else

Jesse Eisenberg.

>>941208381
You certainly arent

>>941208547
id have to see it to confirm but that sounds right.
i just asked raccoon about your folder, he's gonna hit you up

>>941208685
nope that was me, >>941208726
and yeah him

>>941208973
Much obliged. Does he have my discord? Tell him to add me if he doesn't. Thefool5972

>>941208678
I didn't save it and I never enjoyed you using it!

>>941208138
it was her fault
dont feel bad <3
>>941208745
its a curse really
it gives people another thing to be jealous of me besides my confidence and my looks
some jealous individuals here have already tried and failed to shame me
all it did was backfire on them and make them dash away in embarrassment, hehehe

>>941209093
You did enjoy it, used to ask me to post it frequently. Even used it in that roll sheet you made of various posters.

>>941208264
To repent, you must take 200 cocks.

>>941209148
get out of the thread and touch grass

>>941209148
Well, I had to represent you somehow.

>>941209285
You seem familiar. I go outside every single day. Gotta get some sunlight for to produce vitamin d. Except I more frequently posted Albert Camus than I did Mifune.

>>941209231
ive taken 3, need to work hard to catch up

>>941209380
Whoops, that last enfence was meant for >>941209311

>>941209107
You are hot from that one pic you posted but god damn it you need brat correction

>>941209107
>it was her fault
based
>>941209468
>brat correction
thats just dick

>>941209380
I'm just being mean, although I'm surprised you're still here.

>>941209467
You gotta go way back. To me, you're still Y'knowanon and I think of your real face in Tinych*t.

>>941209467
wait, you say Raccoon "seems" familiar???

>>941209566
Eh, I don't go to bars or nothin and my friends are all working folks like me so we rarely hangout. If it weren't for this I'd almost exclusively interact with folks I work wirh, which would drive me mad.

>>941209593
The one without the beard? Cause I look better with the beard.

>>941209642
No, you seem familiar. Raccoon I know. And his brother Herbie.

>>941209642
No, without the beard your chin is too potatoey. With the beard you look Che-ish.

>>941209679
I don't blame you, my period was a short run. I only remember you because you were like, an asshole to me.

>>941209733
Most folks who see me beardless say I look like a criminal. Pissed off and up to no good.

>>941209758
Well I'm sorry about that. I was an asshole to most everybody back then. I've calmed down quite a fair amount.

>>941209733
Meant for >>941209679

>>941209795
It's ok. I'll be honest, I've been really mean to you in a couple posts the past month anonymously. I just think you're kinda gay, but you can you blame me? I'll think of you differently from now on.

>>941209311
all these avatars suck
>>941209468
im literally perfect shush
i had pooper lorre obsessed with me like a stalker before i had to shut him down.
that type of stuff doesnt happen with any random nobody, im cut from a different cloth, vicuña wool
>>941209523
the fault always lies with the person in the relationship.

>>941209928
I am gay, I have sex with men and find men attractive. For what it's worth I hope you have been having living a good life, or at least a comfortable one.

>>941209947
i used to be kinda hot, its literally all my fault

>>941209947
You didn't shut me down, you dumb piece of shit. I just decided a dumb piece of shit like you was wholly undeserving of my attention.

>>941210048
>>941209947

>>941210214
Bad Dely.

>>941209523
Brats need to get dominated by dick daily or they get crazy.
>>941209947
I can fix you

who up???

>>941210420
Penis.

>>941210023
if you were the lucky few of us that are attractive in this life, you wouldnt throw it away just like that
if you did then there is seriously something wrong with you.
like why ._.
>>941210048
ive told you this whole "stalker enemies to lovers" thing isnt going to work on me
you can stop trying it
>>941210279
whats your annual salary?

>>941210603
>you wouldnt throw it away just like that
i cant help im getting older!!!

>>941210603
I legitimatelyhave no idea what you are talking about, you dumb piece of shit? As far as stalking goes, I was here first, and I have always been here first. You are the one showing up in the threads I am in and talking about me in many of your posts.

>>941210012
You know what? I hope you have been having good life too! I really hope so, because you've kinda been here for a while. Snarf too. My only reason for giving up on this place was because of my own insecurities.

>>941210660
You can with the right skin care regiment.

>>941210708
go on im listening

>>941210703
I've had strikes and gutters, ups and downs, you know. Hopefully you're past those insecurities and maybe will come around more often if you want. Could always do with another old timer.

>>941210727
Have you ever seen The Silence of The Lambs?

>>941210803
many many times

>>941210865
So just do that for your skincare routine.

>>941210727
I don't know the details, do your research.

>>941210878
oooo the skincare routine is to just wear a fursuit head

>>941210885
wow so helpful!!!!!

>>941210915
Well that won't help with your skin. That's just fabric and foam and faux fur.

>>941210803
crazy to think that I could be considered an old timer. I guess it has been 13 years. I want to know more about you though, what's your most recent story?

>>941210986
yeah but it fixes the uggy

>>941211026
I would consider anyone from over a decade ago an old timer, I myself have been here for 12 years. My most recent story? Well I decided thst if I had to work I would make my career as a cook. That led to working for a series of restaurants that failed to deliver on their promises of full time work (the first one), horrific mismanagement (the second one), and both failure to provide full time work, refusal to pay the wage that I agreed to work at, and probable violation of labor laws (this current one). So now I am out looking for a new job. The restaurant industry at this lower level that I'm at is quite a bit trickier to navagate. Lotta landmines, lotta shady businesses and business practices. But when I get enough experience and can move up a level to a better quality of restaurant it should smooth out a bit more.

>>941211053
And who says you're uggy? I personally have not seen you so I cannot judge, but as long as you don't look like a deranged hobo like I do you'd probably be considered not bad looking.

>>941211278
in the right light i still got it i think
pic unrelated

>>941210520
noooo
>>941211278
ive honestly never heard of a restaraunt where the owners weren't using it as a wayto make money for crack
>>941211349
im somewhere between 22 and 24 and I know i don't got it. really need to find a way to get into running

>>941211349
In the right light I look like I know what human meat tastes like.

>>941211369
i still have a twink build but im gonna start working out cause its not working anymore at 34
>>941211372
thats because you do

>>941211278
I feel that. The place I work for currently is really shitty, and it currently is breaking labor laws. I'm just there to gain experience so I can put it on my next resume to be honest.

>>941211369
Funny you should mention that. My uncle used to own a seafood restaurant that specialized in cajun seafood. Y'know, crawdads and gstor and catfish, stuff like that. Now, my uncle in not a drug addict, but if he had the thinking of a drug addict he would have known not to trust half the employees he had workjng there because quite a number of them were actively selling drugs out of the kitchen on shift. The only reason they got found out is because the cops busted them. Honestly, if he had actually spent time in the restaurant instead kf leaving it up to the GM he hired (who was herself a drug addict) then he would have probably been able to figure out what was going on and gotten rid of those people before the cops got involved.

>>941211491
That is beside the point.

>>941211572
That is what I am doing too. Just get the experience for the resume and then move up the line. Shame how so many businesses decide that they should violate labor laws and screw their employees because they think they can get away with it.

I fucking hate when my sixth sense senses bullshit.

>>941211647
Hey Noire, I honestly hope you are doing ok.

>>941211369
None for you.

>>941211647
hey noire, i honestly hope you are doing awful

>>941211776
hes been mean to me for over a year because i respectfully declined to leave my bfs to date him when we had no rapport. i dont like being target of righteous schizo anger so now its on sight

nini fluffers i luffs u <333

>>941211972
nini stinky bnuy

Let's chat and see where things go... I don't disappoint.
....

>>941211939
I'm not saying Noire doesn't have difficulties, but I do hope what's best for him. I worry that he hurts other people because of how hurt he is himself.

>>941211491
that sux. my body has never taken to exercise, diet, or anything else very well. Did squats for a while and that seemed to help but I may already be too far gone
>>941211628
yeah pretty much every cook I've talked too have had similar experiences. Weird, but I don't know enough to get hired anyways so Iguess its TNMP
>>941211647
weed cat???
>>941211699
;-;

anyone got any advice on how to loose weight as a lazy, alcoholic, fatass?

>>941212152
A large portion of the restaurant industry is composed of drug addicts since by and large restaurants don't do drug tests. It's not that I have anything against drug use or addiction, but of you're gonna do that kind of shit do it on your own time, not at work. I worked at one place where they actually offered the cooks shots of party liquors while they were at work. They offered me and I informed them I don't drink, to which they were all like, oh man I wish I could do that. And it's like, y'all can do not drinking. And y'all should be dojng not drinking when you are on the damn job.

>>941209311
too new to make any lists
too old to fit in with the new people
born just in time to get too old for Darwin to love.

I made it into Avatar University that's good enough for me.

>>941212323
If I worked at a place long enough I doubt I'd have that control, but for the moment, yeah I'm trying to avoid being intoxicated when working on hanging out with family or performing. I need limits otherwise I'll start to crack
>>941212414
I don't think I understand this list despite recognizing most of these kooky characters

>>941212819
The point of the list was you'd roll your post number, and whatever the last 2 digits were was who you were matched with.

So if you rolled a 48 you'd get Monsterkitten, a 52 you'd get Snuggles, of you were lucky and rolled a 75 you'd get the incomparable Mandulis, or unlucky and you got a 25 you'd get The Fool.

>>941212414
That is the only list I made it onto I believe. Most of the list stuff was even before my time. When the secret club was a lot bigger and was broken up into animu fags, gfurfags, sfurfags, ponies, drawfags, etc.

>>941212819
Actually the reason I quit drinking was because of family. When I moved from California to Texas I was going to be staying with my mother until I could land a job and save enough money to gst my own place. I decided before I mkved that I never wanted my mother to see me drunk so I quit drinking.

>>941212900
ah, I guess I'm just not familiar with the local shitposters lol. I mostly just see the logposter and the aspie poster
>>941212981
thats fair honestly. wouldn't want my mom to see me drunk either. I don't really wanna see my mom tho so

>>941213580
The avatarfag environment used to be rather large lush and thriving. There was an attempt years ago to destroy it. They managed to get the pony fags and the animu fags off of /b/, but the furfags and draw threads stuck around though the gay furfag numbers dwindled significantly.

I don't not want to see my mom, but I'd rather spend my time with as little actual human contact as possible. I already see folks at work and I hate that. Outside of work I've got my fuck buddies and my platonic friends, and that's plenty of interaction physical interaction for me. Up until a couple years ago I almsot never spoke to anyone in my family. Birthdays and holidays were pretty much the only time I'd speak to them and even then it would just be a couple of texts. It isn't that I hated them or even disliked them, it's that I really wanted to be left alone.

>>941211939
You've got a vivid fucking imagination you got. I just wanted you to fuck off so I can comfortably talk to people without you jiggling your AIDS infested ass in my face day after day.

>>941212152
stop alcohol, and up your intake in protein every meal, that's the laziest way of losing weight, exercise is for toning

>>941211939

I never liked you, so stop telling you the story, if you're so happy, kindly fuck off and stop being a little attention whore, which is what I told you at the beginning. But no, you had to keep being one, You roped yourself into getting banged by a retard and thought it was a great idea to rope everyone into it to hide your own misery.

>>941213842
sounds like a wild genocide
I feel that. I'd prefer to just be left alone too. I feel better about myself when otherpeople dont expect things of me/people dont worry about me
>>941213956
I'm trying to keep my alcohol to once or twice a week but I'm defo struggling there. Protein sounds easy enough. Was gonna try being vegetarian fora while but I guess thats not it huh?

>>941214046
These things happen. And we were blamed with clogging up the board, even though this place has always been clogged up with shit. Constant logposting threads, atheists can't define atheism threads, roll threads, etc. But we were an easy target so we had to go.

It is nice to live without expectations or fear that someone is worrying over you. But, at least with my parents, they do worry. They always have since I was in the ICU as an infant and that shit has elevated even higher since the passjng of my older brother. It was actually because of his passing that I started making it a point to call my mother and father once a week to actually talk to them. Not because I need it, but because they do.

>>941212042

Correction, I've been mean to him because he's still here screaming HORNY HORNY like a brain dead waste that he is making it really fucking hard to have civil conversations with people so I can find them attractive.

>>941214239
You were the mascot to /b/s horror
I've always siad if some big change happened in my immediate family I'd just run. I hate seeing my parents as people. I know that's unfair but they've been caricatures all my life. defo can't deal with a change like that now

Goodnight.

>>941213993
lying retard kys

ever since this point youve attacked me and everyone was here for it

>>941214559

Keep living in your sick fantasy Dely, you were never fuckable to me. That's just all, you have a sick obsession with proving you could fuck anyone, and I said nah, so you kept this little terror campaign going.

>>941214419
To be fair these threads are also complete shit. But hey, I'm part of this community and a relic of a bygone era. Unless your parents are bad people I would say that you shouldn't cut off contact with them. I would also highly recommend therapy since there seems to be some sort of emotional baggage that ypu can't seem to let go. I myself have seen therapists a couple times in my life. Once was a requirement because some folks were afraid I was dangerous. That one was, I had to see him because of that and have hin determif I was some sort of psychotic who should be removed from the general public. He determined that I'm just an eccentric but harmless. Schizotypal he called it.

>>941214603
i mind my own business and you come into the thread attacking me its been over a year im not going to let you do it anymore

youre a piece of shit no one likes you the world will be better when youre gone

>>941214657

See? You piss me off by not registering my constant refusals towards you and you use it to self victimize yourself when it goes to pot. You really are a pathetic unfuckable creep.

and I'll still be here.

>>941214719
Noire, I don't know what you're going through that has you so upset, but I encourage you to get some help
please, talk to a therapist, and tell them how you feel

>>941214657
>>941214603
wat the faaaak is happening???
>>941214609
I know from a true channers perspective they defo suck, but I like being able to chat consistently with people about whatever. It's nice, and generally a lot easier then discords weird culture
They're defo not bad people, ive just never had that connection with them. It's cringe to say but they've always felt like npc/tutorial people. Like they're here to teach me and be training wheels but are super shallow.
I would love the title schizotypical lol. I went to a therapist once, but it was free one I could afford through my gov insurance and it really didnt' feel like it was going anywhere. Maybe I'll try again someday but I already have an interest in learning about psychology and most psychologist just act like friends for pay so I'm not concerned about it rn when I have like 200 dollars to my name

>>941214809

oh fucking please? You've seen this fucking place in what its become? I just want to talk to people I like enough and not be harrassed into sex.

>>941214809

There are multiple people here that are ignoring needing therapy but I'm the one that needs it? Please.

>>941214239
>I am thinking maybe boiling the pork meat balls in some soy sauce and mirin instead if just water before putting them into the rice balls?
Did you honestly just ask my opinion on how to make food? Consider me flattered an flabbergasted!
Well I don't know what soy sauce and mirin together taste like but it sounds much more tasteful than water.
Also how the hell did you manage the confusion with the Mad Max films, did you never see the title card or the DVD menu?
>I will suck dick as much as I want
Apparently my two hookups have left town, guess I can suck my thumbs or something.

GAYS

>>941214851
it is hardly different than it was 10 years ago
I think you're misinterpreting things because of the porn being posted, but most of it is just being silly
we still come here for the conversation, and always have

>>941214869
I'm getting therapy because it should help
it can help you too if you open up to someone you can trust and won't judge you
you won't be hurt by a therapist

>>941215113

Jesus fucking Christ, Horace. I've been down that fucking road so many times it's a dead end, I just needed para to remind me what I am. A Gay Saiposexual, I'm attracted to smarts. It's hard to find someone with an actual fucking brain to pick when everyone's too eager with me. Put me in a room with people that makes me feel smart isn't a good way.

You have a brain, I'm turned on by you.

>>941214832
I enjoy being able to talk to folks about anyrhing too, but then you get weird drama and actual scumbags coming around that brings the general mood down. That shit sucks. Do you think they only appear shallow because you haven't tried to get to know them on any deeper level? For me I grew up hearing stories about my mom's childhood and spent a lot of time around that side of the family, and they're a rambunctious lot who went through some shit growing up. My dad always had this level of unapproachability. He was very quiet and reserved and seemed to harbor a deep sadness. Hearing about his childhood was always stressful since his mother was an abusive alcoholic who was xenophobic to her own children since they were born outside of Japan. That and this familial history of a once proud samurai family that became prosperous temple builders after Meji getting completely destroyed by WWII and the atomic bomb. I don't know if I'm really schizotypal. That's just what he said, and he only had a couple of sessions with me. Asked me questions and then that's what he said. Paranoia and strange beliefs and seeing signs in things and all that. I think it's just my TBI doing it though. Yes, if therapy is unaffordable it would be better to get to a position where you can afford it first.

>>941214939
More speaking my own thoughts outloud. Have you tried soy sauce yet? It's awesome. Easily my favorite condiment. Saltl and umami. So damn tasty. Mirin is slightly sweet and bright. It's a wine afterall.

I confused the two because I saw The Road Warrior on TV without commercials and didn't see it from the very beginning. So then later I got it on DVD and was like, this isn't the same movie.

Well that's a shame. I am fortunate that my fuck buddies are still around and finding a new one isn't difficult if needs be. Folks around here do seem to really like my ass.

>>941215226
I'm not Horace
I think you're too caught up in how you feel about everything, and feel like you need someone else to fill the void
coming from someone who doesn't have that kind of love in my life I have to try and find love in the few people around me who have hurt me immensely, and I see genuine efforts made
you have to be willing to face things alone and not rely on someone to make you feel whole because that is something that comes from within
you have to love you, and truly work hard for that

>>941215372

See? This is where the therapy bullshit throws itself in a loop and it's fucking useless, I do love me, and why is why I don't want company until I find someone right to come along, because I love myself more. I would rather die in alone than face hell on earth with someone that doesn't satisfy me intellectually.

>>941215372

So please throw away the "you have to love you" garbage. I do love me, just not a lot of people.

>>941215372
Intelligence comes first with me, it's as simple as that.

>>941215433
do you?
therapy is not useless because it allows you to talk about how you feel
sometimes we think everything is okay because it's what we want to believe, but that isn't always the case
our minds are very good at convincing ourselves everything is fine
there's a reason it's a meme

>>941215517

Right. You're not listening. You're one of the dipshits not getting the point. I need my lover to be smart if I'm going to find him attractive. Listen. to. me. There's not a lot of people I can say are arguably smart.

>>941215238
Perhaps. As a kid I always saw my parents in Hank and Peggy from King of the Hill for a number of reasons. My Dad was defo weirder then Hank, and it's obvious that at least my Dad lived a much more intersting life as a younger guy then he lets on but I don't know if I could handle hearing it. I always thought that I'd get older and reacha point of maturity where I'd be more accepting of the things my parents arent proud of, but realistically I probably would still feel uncomfortable and so would they.
That's honestly a crazy cool history! I took a trip with my Mom and Brother to see the towns my great-great-grnadparents came from in norway and learn some history and it was a great experience. Nothing that could be called noble history from that line, but at least I learned where the slightly-darker-then-average-nordic-skin came from lol.
Some day, but who knows if that day will come.

stfu and post prn

>>941215517

I just want people to back the fuck off so I can get aroused myself listening to someone to me. If I feel like I'm getting fucked by an idiot, I'm going to get grossed out.

>>941215678
I think you're still too caught up in this desire for someone else
you don't need someone else

>>941215746
you seem to think a lot about yourself

>>941215797

And there we go with the pitfalls of therapy, you just went from "learn to love yourself" to "you talk a lot about myself". If I'm getting along by just fine by myself, then I love myself.

>>941215870
then why do you need someone else to make you feel better?

>>941215680
The things they aren't proud of shouldn't matter to you. So long as they still love and accept you dsepite those things is what should matter. It is a cool history, but it's one of the things I have strange beliefs about. True horror changes dna, not just causes psychological trauma, but fully ingrains itself in your very being and get passed along for generations. I habe been to the town where my mlther grew up and have been to the town where my grandmother grew up. I am not sure whereabouts in Ireland those ancestors are from as nobody has done any genealogical research into them. I would like to go to Hiroshima and Tokyo to see where my dad's mom grew up and where her family was from. Even though it is much different these days. I'd like for my father to get the koseki for his mom's family. That would show all the samurai that led to my dad's mom. It was her grandfather or great grandfather who was of that last generation of samurai when Emperor Meji disbanded them as a social class. But going back even further it is a big mysterious gap until Shinmen Munisai who we are direct descendant of, which means Miyamoto Musashi is an unlce of ours. All that history is pretty cool and am so interested in the history of Feudal Japan.

>>941215894

Just please back up. And let me get aroused my way, I can't get turned on if he can't teach me something.

>>941215894

I need someone formally educated.

>>941215238
IIIII knew it...
I haven't bought any soy sauce yet but I'm way hooked on chicken lately so maybe I'll get a small bottle and finally try some, use it as a dip or whatever.
Oh I get it, ye that makes more sense.
I wouldn't mind a piece of cake myself so swing that thing over and let's boogie.
Eh I shouldn't complain, if I was just half as awkward at socializing I'd probably be a cult leader. The maybe too young cashier twink at my grocery store is basically waiting for me to take him to ye olde iron shoppe. He really likes my chains and even went to the mall but, ohhh no, could just not find anything tsk tsk tsk

>>941216089
>>941216111
you should get some sleep, it's late

>>941216142
Oh, that's why it was the "therapy" and "love yourself" crap. It's you spewing more regurgitated garbage. You really are fucking stupid. Sorry dash, intelligent men only. You're not smart to me.

>>941216138
You should definitely try it. For general store bought stuff I recommend Kikkoman. That's sort of an industry standard and is sold around the world. For higher end stuff I import it from Japan, that's the really good stuff. Traditionally brewed and fermented in a proper barrel for a year and then bottled? It's much more expensive but is worth the money.

Now try to imagine my surprise when I watched Evil Dead 2 for the first time and the first big chunk of the movie was rewriting the first one (which I had seen and was my favorite horror film for a very long time). Pf course, as a child I didn't understand that, ih, they did that because nobody saw the first Evil Dead movie since it was ultra low budget and shown only at small horror movie festivals and late night screenings in a couple cities.

Anytime you want a slice you know where to find you. You ain't even gotta ssk, just help yourself.

Legitimately if the guy is too young it might be better to not get involved.

>>941216142
So back. The fuck off. Let me wait for someone to talk to. And it's never you.

>>941216329
if you talked to more people you could learn how others actually feel
even if I'm an asshole I want the best for everyone
I don't like seeing others upset

>>941216362

You're upsetting me by talking to me, duh. Welcome back to the block list. You've been dead to me for a long time and I wish you would learn better not to talk to me because I don't want to, and I never want to talk to you because I won't ever.

You've been projecting yourself on to me this whole time. Let me go dash, leave me alone.

>>941216431
yet you had no problem talking to me for an hour when you thought I was someone else
you can choose to believe what you want, but I just want you to get help and feel better
I have to sleep now because I have plans tomorrow
have a good night, take care

>>941216498

There's the same lame brain mental gymnastics. Dash, I will never like you the way you want me to. Fuck off.

Well, it took a couple of hours, but the vinegar smell from making the brine has finally dissipated.

>>941216311
I will, I will. Just kinda lost on how to use it except for a dipping sauce. I guess you can inspire me every now and then.
Didn't you recently buy such a bottle of high grade?
Evil Dead was all fucked up for me since I started with Army of Darkness and didn't even know about the other films.
You liked Evil Dead as a kid? I can't see any kid sitting through even the first 30 minutes heh. But it's honestly incredible what just a bunch of geeks with a cam managed to do.
Did you just call me a "slice"? Weird.
It's hard to age range him but that store does employ a lot of young people. You should see him, you'd change your mind.

>>941216778
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>>941216498
You were only attracted to me because black cats are a symbolism for your edgyness and distaste for life. I chose black cat because it is the symbol of my life, it's where I was born. Witch City. A good luck charm to us. You see that alone says we're incompatible.