Turns out Apple Music was the culprit. Changing on the fly works fine on Spotify, Seems like I'd have to close AM, select the audio output, reopen AM every time. Might be worth it for lossless though.
I feel like none of the people I see every week get me, and I don't get them either. I could have a conversation with them, but 9 times out of 10 it would feel like "filler" than something with actual value. The only people who do seem to get me are usually online in other countries. A couple weeks ago I found someone local online but they ended up ghosting me (and a bunch of other people). They wanted to reconnect, but I declined because how can you trust a person who deletes you for no reason?
I don't even need a group. Just one friend would be enough, even though ideally I'd rather have two. It's hard making friends as someone in their 30s, especially when you feel like an outsider in your very own land.
>>81727262
I'm already to the point where 3D does nothing for me. I sometimes see popular OF models, and all I can think is, "This person looks so weird, what's hot about this?" Like, you can tell they had a cosmetic surgery and they look like a blow-up doll or their makeup is too guady or their expression is off, or a million other things that are simply a turn off.
>Just sitting on a chair in an office 8 hours a day >Commuting is just sitting in my car >Get home >Feel more tired than I did when I was younger doing physical labor >No energy for hobbies >Let alone having any energy for my own project/leetcode to eventually get an even better job
Is that it? Is this what hitting 30 is like? My career is now forever stuck because I didn't grind harder during my 20s?
>>81563398
I mean as long as I can remember honestly, when I was 5 my best friend died. I was invited to the funeral, but didn't want to go as I thought it would be boring, my mother had to drag me there. I never cried or felt sad that my friend died, I did feel kind of bored cause I used to hang out with him.
