>>5927911
I once dated a girl who told me she used to cry herself to sleep when she was a teenager because she wished she was white. She wanted to be white so badly growing up, and it kind of fucked with her head and she would act out aggressively and unfairly toward white girls out of a deep sense of envy. She also exclusively wanted to fuck white men and said it was like a special equivalent of daddy issues for brown girls, where all the anger and bad behavior was the subconscious desire for a white man to validate her with dick. She used to get to the peak of orgasm when I was fucking her and start begging me to fix her with my white dick, or to make her better with my white seed. When I'd call her a nigger in bed or tell her my white dick was going to fix her she cum so hard she'd loose her voice screaming, leg shaking so much the bed frame was shuddering, soaking my sheets.
That shit blew me away but now whenever I see a brown girl malding at whites I get it.
