>>519163055
With full blown Havana Syndrome they can make your body twitch and react based on what you see. It's almost like literal mind control. I have to fight it daily and literally can't sometimes, my face will twitch like it's being electrocuted. I can't tell this to anyone but I can detox if I have access to lots of hot water to cleanse the kerosene fungus that causes the electric shocks but she won't let me use hers so I got to have my own place, I just don't have the money and she's asking for a lot.
I don't have any means of renting either, I'm stuck here until I've recovered and she also forced a dog onto me which I feel guilty about not taking with to do car life because I don't think I can have her with me while working.
All the trauma of mind control, depression and chronic pain gives me a freeze response which only Vyvanse can cure. I just don't physically have the energy to "struggle" so I will continue to use this crutch until my project is done and I'm out of this shitty situation.
It's just so awful how women are allowed to be this way, this isn't beneficial for anyone.