If America good why drugs and retarded?

>live alone
For some reason God never allowed me to live alone. I realized that all my life, my entire existence, I've lived with someone and had to share my space and comfort with someone. I was never allowed the respite of living on my own and having my own space and peace.
I'm sure this has fueled my misanthropy to some extent. I found that when I'm gone, or when my house mates (be they parents, or my now wife) are away, or generally speaking when I'm by myself be it during a run, or hike, or workout, or whatever, I'm generally more calm and "nice" so to speak. I'm happy, I can make small talk at the grocery store, or anything really.
But when I'm back with people, I'm nasty and petty.

>le men today
>le the back was built to carry shit
>le gymcel stats
Peasant mindset aka Vulgar masculinity. Gymcelling is modern slavery, meant to keep men docile in their cuck cages.
The problem is that we can see through this ruse when comparing how little the returns of gymcelling are.
You either have functional strength that is actually not functional, or brute strength in set parameters. The meme "lifting a perfectly calibrated hand fitted metal bar and attachable metal plates" is real, it's an actual meme that gives men the illusion that what they're doing is worthwhile. 1x bodyweight bench? What arbitrary thing is that supposed to accomplish?
Most men are stuck with interchangeable peasant masculinity; lifting, most sports.
Graceful masculinity can be just as accessible considering how much effort and punishment gymcels put themselves through (and get nothing out of it)
Truth is, most physical things can be turned into art, Vulgar turned into Noble, but only when the façade of usability/functionality/usefulness is discarded and it returns to it being art; the thing in itself for itself. In simpler terms, whether you do it or not, it does not change who you are, meaning you don't identify with it.
The meme "so besides lifting, what are your hobbies anon?" is real because most men identify with the activity that they do. They take a pride in lifting or sports. They are a bodybuilder, or mma, or bjj, or boxer, or powelifter. All mere labels.
Then theres the consumerism aspect driving gymcelling; consider all the products marketed to men such as protein powders, drugs and equipment, supplements and attire. The Noble pursuit looks for mastery not consuming, the simple training and its skillful strength is in contrast to the brute force that needs "usefulness" by helping someone lift a couch or washing machine once a year. Noble Masculine men exist as objects of admiration, Vulgar Masculine gymcels exist to be instrumentalized (military golem or workhorse)

Ironically enough the Bible.
The moment I read the Bible I stopped being "christian" but I've become more faithful than I've ever been.
I feel like everyone who wholeheartedly and with good intentions sits in silence and reads the Bible, will reach the same conclusions.
The main issue is that most Christians have never read the Bible, nay, most Christians have never even touched their Bible.

>>76472020
What stops me from just stealing this invitation?

>>17881885
No fucking way
Nordic women are fucking ugly
The only beautiful """nordic""" women are actually blondes with slavic features such as Moldovian women. Real nordic women are ugly as sin and unbearable to be around, which is why nordics would rather viking around or let literal browns rape their women, anything rather than sit 1 more minute with them

Yeah
Lean but kinda big semi famous football player, obviously roids but pretends to be natty.
When I say hi he doesn't say anything to me, when I don't say anything to him he goes out of his way to come say hi to me.
Frequently asks me about my job and "routine" rubbing it in my face how he gets paid to workout
Decently helpful with recovery stuff, recently got some shoulder crap and asked him about it and he gave me some good circuits for shoulder strengthening after injury.
He's my enemy

Used to do bench until I hit 100kg for reps, and I realized having 100kg bench compared to when I first started with the empty bar, there wasn't a major difference in basically anything at all. I wasn't faster, I wasn't more able or any stronger, I was basically a bit better at pushing a bar off my chest.
As opposed to the squats for example, back when I used the empty bar compared to now when I squat 160kg and zercher squat bodyweight for reps, or my sprints, or my 180kg deadlift, the difference in lower body / legs and overall athleticism, strength and endurance is monumental. Or when I struggled with 7kg curls and couldn't even do 1 pull-up, compared to now when I do pull-ups as a main lift and curl 25kg for high reps, it's a day and night difference in overall body composition, strength and power.
I know these aren't any huge numbers, but I want to say that when we talk about 1/2/3/4, the 2 isn't as important as the 1/3/4 when it comes to overall sheer bodily capability and ability. A 3 plate squat translates better into body capacity and function than the standard 2 plate bench, so reaching a 3 plate squat for reps will yield a far more capable human organism than a 2 plate bench for reps would. Or take it another way, bench training only makes you better at bench, while squat training makes you better and other athletic things as well.
I stopped doing bench altogether for almost 2 years now and my only real pushing movement is pike pushups, and sometimes I throw triceps exercises.

I've trained myself to be able to do NoFap for a month straight on demand.

I'm supposed to get ~45k cad in RSUs over 4 years. The first batch of 11k just vested and they are withholding 6k of that, over 50% to cover taxes...
That doesn't add up to me, in Canada capital gains tax on the total amount is ~11k.
What is going on??? I was planning on leaving after the vest date

>>76358205
>Are You the Sasukeposter
An amusing question. It depends.. who's asking?

>>76354783
If you want to see the truth behind these things, train yourself to be able to do NoFap for a month straight on demand.

I've trained myself to be able to do NoFap for a month straight on demand.

I've trained myself to be able to do NoFap for a month straight on demand.

I've trained myself to be able to do NoFap for a month straight on demand.

I've trained myself to be able to do NoFap for a month straight on will.