>>151218911
Hah. I was hospitalized so I didn't get to see her for a week after. The first thing she did when my dad wheeled me through the front door was cry and run to her room and it was LOUD crying. my legs and arms were in casts, I had a neck brace, my head was wrapped in bandages, I couldn't even get up to take a shit or piss and needed my parents help. I remember her coming into my room that night once my parents had gone to sleep and weeping quietly next to my bed saying "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I didn't mean for it to happen! I'm sorry!" and hugging me. It was the first time she had EVER shown me any affection at all. It hurt like fuck but I didn't want to discourage her so I let it go on for a moment before wincing. When she pulled away she asked if I hated her and I told her of course not. She was my little sister and got her to put her hand in the one not casted up and squeezed her palm. She just started wailing after that, my mom had to come and get her and put her back to bed. After that ordeal she was a lot softer towards me.