>>33607949
(bump for someone that might know what the hell to tell you)
As a failed normie/born-again-incel I am always totally baffled by these stories from married men putting in the time for a decent life, taking care of themselves, with wives that just stonewall them constantly. I don't know what normal married sexlife is supposed to be and there probably as a point that sexual obsession becomes a corrupting thing - but for what few relationships I had (women that approached me during peak youth I was too autistic to leverage for a decent life) we were always physical. Restrained contact in public, snuck sexual touching with moments of almost privacy, and sex when we could.
If I managed to right my life, go through all the hoops to land a wife, and then get snubbed at every gesture of affection
>Eww, no thanks. Go do something to impress me lately
and sleep next to the equivalent of a heated body pillow (but that's not even it because the heated body pillow won't push you away) I'd grow the desire to divorce and set fire to anything and everything that I built that she'd try to take.
Maybe memories of fleeting but failed relationships are better than whatever that is.
