Haven't really been listening to music in a couple of weeks or so. Randomly just stop for some reason. Should get back into it sometime.


Feels like some irl friendships are falling apart. It unwomfy. It further alienation for me.

>>81953661
Idk, I've got a weird thing about being given gifts etc. It feels like guilt to me. And then the "celebration" itself for simply being alive one more year I just don't care for. If you're gonna be grateful for life, why not every day.

It just feels forced. I don't genuinely feel better because of a birthday, I don't like having to pretend otherwise for other people's sake.

>>81953702
Yeah vast majority of sites require more than that though.

>>81948867
It do be like that. So unwomfy.

Loads of chorebergs to do bloody ell. Been reading thread posts in various Jonathan Bowden voices lately dunno why. Mostly Lovecraft characters.

>>81942315
How many times do I have to say that I'm bi-winning? Some people just can't take you at your word can they.

>too many people figured out the larp
>next larp deployed
How heckin quirky and relatable XD what is she like!
Sometimes you wake up from a dream and you're still in a dream. It one of those situations.

>>81899038
I should just mute everyone really. I leave them on though because sometimes people seethe at each other and it's funny. Not nice to be on the receiving end though corrr.

Maybe one day I'll just stop automatically saying that I'll attend [event] when I don't want to. Maybe.

>>81866949
I just ended up this way accidentally. I was just supposed to be sober for a bit but now I can't psychologically face drinking anymore. It strange. Probably for the best though. Last time I got drunk I very much regretted it.

>>81860294
At the moment? Dunno. Things more polarised. They're either little chuddies or into the whole Palestine thing. Neither group would vote Labour. I would think Reform + Greens + Corbyn would see the most gains from this in the next election. Could be wrong. Not that it matters anyway.

People get all weird and sorta passive-aggressive when they notice that you don't care about your job and aren't doing things to "progress". Pretty funny. Like yeah I honestly don't care and am winding down until I leave, problem?

>>81825537
TBF you're not looking to date him and you met in a specific social context, it was always gonna go flat. Why not just ask to meet at the next one and try to have better conversation in person? To him you're "guy from gig" so go be guy from gig.

>>81811319
Corrrr iktf. I must learn driving theory. But instead I'll probably do something else. Wovfefe o'clock.

Always he deals with these people and I just stand there doing the dishes in the kitchen like a mysterious weirdo or something without saying anything.

There's a beehive in Newcastle too
Not similar though, more of a traditional pub

>>81511589
Where do you get off posting this weird rubbish.