This is my post from a month ago
>>76318317
It's insane how well i'm doing lately. My porn addiction is completely gone. My rumination and negative self-talk is gone. My anxiety is gone. I rarely even post on 4chan these days. I lost so much weight i'm almost at my all time lowest weight since high school. I freely talk to people even if i shut down sometimes when it gets "deeper" and i know i'm about to exchange contacts and get the longtime connection, but i'm still working on it. People start talking to me for no fucking reason and it's always a good conversation, but just a couple months ago i could only talk to alcoholics on the street. People tell me i look great. Women fucking love me. I'm discovering my own fashion style, i even managed to talk to a very hot girl in some hipster thrift store for 15 or so minutes and she said she would be happy to see me again. My calendar is full of concerts, raves and festivals i want to go to and on every single one of them i'm going to have fun and find more great people to talk to.
I think i'm going to make it. This is NOT a manic phase of depression, i went to a funeral and didn't spiral back into negativity, i'm still standing strong. People from this thread and feels bar helped me more than i could admit but holy fuck i'm making it.
